Porn in Myself and life as its been

i know porn is normal but do you think theres a point when it becomes unhealthy. i mean i don’t expect girls to be acting like that in real life, just as i hope girls dont expect all guys to have big weiners like them in real life.

depending what mood im in it sometimes can be passionate, sometimes it can be kinky, to sometimes really fucked up. Makes me question if anyone saw it that ill they ever see me the same way again or if when i die will i end up in the fire pits of hell lol