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Sleep Tracking 3-1-21 & Chekhov's Gun.
Time in bed: 12:10 am - 7:10 am. Time asleep, after 2 am. Amount of sleep: ~3 hours total. Took 2mg melatonin, 1 zzzquil, 1 benadryl, and 1 nyquil. And I STILL wasn’t drowsy at all. Maybe wh...
Sleep Tracking 2-28-21
Time in bed: 11:30 pm to 8:30 am. Time asleep: 3-4 hours. Last time I observed before my first unconsciousness was 3 am. Well, at least that is earlier. Laying in bed gets boring after enou...
Sleep Tracking 2-27-21
Was latently sobbing until around 5 pm yesterday. I think that was when it softly subsided. Barely ate. No appetite. I believe around 400 calories. Went to bed at 11:30 pm. Got up at 7:45 am...
Rejection.
This whole concept of cutting off contact with “toxic” people is a load of steaming cow dung. I’m tired of seeing these posts on facebook. Toxic is an overused word. In high school, I had a guy ...
How Do You Wipe?
Less an inquiry of specifics, more HOW IS IT POSSIBLE. Now, this may be shocking information. Girls poop. They defecate. They take massive shits. There are toots and pauses between each evacu...
South of Heaven.
First song Pandora plays is Slayer. Mofoing SLAYER. Slayer isn’t easy to get into. (Seriously. I get it. Metallica is easier to get into.) But once you get into Slayer, they will scream on ...
The TimmySandwiches.
Picture it. Jersey. Mid-naughts. Someone’s apartment. A dozen or so Jerseyians. Or is it Jerseyites. (Whatever.) Cuddle Party. For the uninitiated, Cuddle Party is a safe space to practice ...
This is a Taco.
Well, it is. Happy Taco to you.
JETPACK!
It’s something Alice does sometimes. I’ll be walking around my flat, she’ll jump on my back, wrap her arms and legs around me, and exclaim JETPACK! Like a spontaneous piggyback ride. Sometimes ...
The Gold Cartridge.
I should also have a gold copy of the original LoZ, however this is about Ocarina of Time. Picture it, Jersey, autumn, 1998. Toys’R’Us. What. So it’s not Sophia. All the Golden Girls deserve...
Kashmir.
Who doesn’t have an interior monologue? Are there truly people who aren’t constantly thinking? HOW DO YOU FUNCTION. Well, it’s not constant-constant for me. I’m capable of zoning out and focusi...
The White Rose.
V left it in my car with a note. And I didn’t understand the symbolism of white. I thought it meant she was attracted to me. And she was. It’s somewhere between romantic attraction and physica...
Self-Diagnosis.
Generally not recommended to google-doctor, but we all do it now and then. I have about three terms that.... “help” describe me. Schizoaffective Disorder, Manic Depression, and Anxiety. Yes, y...
Lack of Control.
More personal observations. If I pace/meditate on this further, I’m sure I could think of other examples. The easiest ones to elaborate on are food, and masturbation. (This is why there an oxfo...
Feeling Worthless. (Video.)
Thank you to anyone who keeps me in their heart and thoughts.
Climate Change Rebound.
Calling it now. And, as you know, I truly hate being correct. The weather is going to rebound and this oncoming summer will be among the hottest, most violent on record. I hate being correct. T...
My Survivor Tattoo.
Left forearm. Of course my mom held my hand while crossing the street to the grocery store. When her MS escalated, she would hold onto my left forearm to stabilize herself as we crossed the str...
More on El Yucateco Chile Habañero.
Oh, you know you’re reading this because I’m Too Much Information Timmy. I taste-tested this hot sauce yesterday. Do you need another trigger warning for the aftermath? Nah, I’m okay, but serio...
I married her because I love her, Part II.
I have been asked occasionally “Why are you still married to her? You’re not together.” Paraphrasing. Medical. Hospital. Sorry, it’s 1:36 AM, and my mind isn’t what it used to be. Forgive me. I...
Owwie, phew phew, Scoville Scale.
Okay, I’ll check the label, but PHEW, okay, finally. I’ll make a HOT SAUCE video on this in the next day or two. For now? I find it tasty. Mouth is in pain. But, in a good way. I know, I kn...
Captain James T. Kirk and President B. Obama have the Same Intonation.
What, you read the title.
The Real Little Sister. (Video.)
Don’t worry, more hot sauce masochism will be presented. In the mean time, is it Sophia-time? Engage? Engage.
Frank's Extra Hot Sauce.
If the next bottle of hot sauce doesn’t make me reach for milk, I may need to outsource.
On Loss.
“I’ve heard it said, that one of the worst parts of breaking up a long term relationship is the loss of language. The puns and in-jokes, the little touches that were special just to you two. That...
Baseline and Amplitude.
This is babbling about psychology. Oh, I’ve taken Psych 101. But gosh, sometimes when you get clinical terms, they start to lose all meaning. “Oh, that’s nice. …What does that really mean aga...
Book Description
Public entries which I hope are on par with Classic Timmy™.
