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February 24, 2022

The Fucking Nerve

So I guess I’m single as of like 10 minutes go. She calls me up and says after 6 months of dating “I don’t want to date anyone but would you like to plan a fun filled afternoon with me?” No, I do...


So over the last several months I met someone I really like. Someone I could see spending the rest of my life with. A few weeks ago she found out her ex was suicidal. She told me she would like t...


I’ve been with her two and a half years and she makes me so happy. Last week I noticed a change in her. Just little things. The way she dressed. She went out with a coworker that she usually invi...


November 23, 2020

OMG Tell Me Your Secrets!!!

I’ve been diving in to the ol prosebox today and it seems like a lot of people have a lot of problems on their mind. Personally I love to write, I use to keep a hand written journal of all the ex...


Recently I’ve found myself living in the past. I’ve never been one to live in the past, but I’ve been missing people that I’ve lost over the years. It’s not so much that I want to go back to the ...


I went a few days in a funk but you know what? I think I’ve got a bit of a spark back, I’ve been in a hell of a mood! I’ve been creative! I’ve been working on projects again! It’s been so nice th...


I’ve been drifting in an out of depression lately. I’m guessing it’s the cold weather that’s coming. I tried to make the most of my summer, I spent all summer doing fun activities and I think may...


I feel like the entire world has been a weird asshole the last couple days. I sold a ring and because the post office lost it now I have to give a refund… I put up an ad for my shop and some guy ...


I’ve considered this guy a friend for almost 20 years. He’s selfish, he uses others for his own gain, he’s a show off, and an alcoholic. But, he helped me though some very difficult times though ...


It has occurred to me that I only write once the temperature drops below freezing. That being said I’m back for a little bit… So like many Americans, my current job sucks a big dirty fatty. I sub...


I remembered getting a call several months earlier from my Mom. “We took your Mamaw to the doctor today… They told her she has cancer.” I ask “what are they going to do?” She replied with “chemo...


January 07, 2019

Cancer Round One: Papaw

I awoke to the sound of my mom saying “do you all have covers on you?” on Saturday morning. I yelled “yea, come on in.” she didn’t respond. I got up to put my sweats on and walked into the kitche...


She had been at work maybe a month, and from the moment I first met her I liked her. Every day I ask her if she wanted to do something. She’s a busy girl she doesn’t have a lot of time on her han...


My grandmother was never the kind of person to go to the doctor even if something was wrong. She once wondered about my mom and dad’s house with a burst appendix for a week. the smell of infectio...


She found me after lunch. she told me that it was officially her last day in this town. Deep down it was heartbreaking. The good ones always leave the fastest. She said she wanted to hang out bef...


So I got myself up and out of my funk this past weekend. Went to the salon and got myself a proper haircut. The older lady cutting my hair kept saying to me “I’m not coming on to you, but my favo...


Last night as I was shopping for groceries I was lost in my mind. I felt as If I was underwater. I wasn’t drowning, just submerged. Everything was muffled I couldn’t make out voices, I couldn’t s...


This morning I took my dog out to use the bathroom. As she pondered around I saw the most beautiful red bird sitting on a wire. As my head was a haze, my eyes swollen, and my thoughts from the ni...


April 18, 2018

Round Two... Fight!!!

I woke up this morning unloved. I tried to hold her and she told me to get off. I had less than an hour to be ready for work so I took my early shower and laid back down next to my girlfriend. On...


April 12, 2018

Fighting...

We fought into the wee hours of the night last night. I laid there nearly emotionless as she screamed at me about how much I don’t care. She got out of bed to pack her stuff, screaming “this is r...


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Just some bullshit I like to spew out on the interwebs…