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My sister spoke with my mother this morning and my mother ended up in tears over the phone. She’s so freaked out and worried about her children. None of us are able to source income at the moment...

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Last night my sister was informed that her husband was given the option to return home from work and be laid off and forced into self-isolation or he can stay in Ontario and continue working for ...

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Well, it happened. Due to this pandemic the company had decided to let go of 75% of its staff. They made that decision at 3am this morning. I did not make the cut. I suspected it the moment I wal...

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Ever just wake up and do 50 Crossfit burpees all before 6am? I think I’m a masochist. Anyway, something weird and funny happened at work yesterday that I forgot to bring up. I can’t remember what...

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I had a fun day at work. I like the way things are going but I don’t trust the way things are going because they are going too good and I’m just trying not to feel like everything is just going t...

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The tightness in my chest and the sore throat was due to my Sensi. I tried a hand cream that Bev gave me and it was way too fragrant and I noticed that my chest got tighter and such immediately s...

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I’m trying not to get worked up but it suddenly feels like needles in my throat a little bit when I swallow and I’m starting to develop a cough. I don’t even know where to get tested for COVID-19...

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I’m tempted to call in sick again. I did not sleep well. I had some serious IBS that hurt so badly that I almost had a panic attack. The vegan cheese I bought and used yesterday had the may conta...

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I felt like owning that I am selfish and I called in sick to work. I did not sleep well and I woke up with the I don’t wannas and I was all out of suck it ups so I took fuckitol and I called Beck...

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I think that I have my sleep schedule in a good place. My shifts appear to be strictly 8-5 so that helps. I’m asleep shortly after nine and I’m up 1.5 hours before my alarm… which is set for 6. Y...

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I was a little gagged this morning when I got to work and learned that Tracy and Stephanie had to abruptly catch flights home to the U.S last night. My country is closing our borders pretty tight...

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I was aiming to get a haircut today but I decided against it. I finally got to deposit my first paycheck in 11 months and I was praying to Ganesha for my bank to be open. I was starting to feel d...

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So my mother has to work from home now. My niece’s daycare is closed. The grocery stores have various items and sections closed off and have employees acting as bouncers and handing those items o...

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Something about the way this guy, Mario, describes his sexuality and the way he always thought that he wasn’t too affected by his rape experience spoke to me. He’s straight and that’s not really ...

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Toni once again is stressing me out about our plans to move in together. She keeps hitting me with her options. To be fair our plans did fall through when I lost my job but since then she keeps t...

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It’s weird to say that I have the day off. I just had eleven months off. I think that I’m going to get a haircut. I have only been making purchases of things that I need. Strictly! Come payday I ...

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You know that feeling you get when a sad song comes on and speaks to your soul? That’s how I feel after my lunch breaks. No song triggers me but instead, I am triggered by thoughts of my previous...

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I woke up feeling a little guilty because I don’t think I like this new job so far. I’m trying to! It’s not the people I work with or anything. I’m not sure I even know why. It’s pretty early in ...

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I struggled to fall asleep a bit last night. I’ll be honest that I’m used to playing Skyrim until my eyes bleed. I haven’t given my meds much of a chance to do their duty. Whenever I try my monke...

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Tomorrow I start a new job for the first time in fourteen years. I’m trying not to overthink it or try and predict how it is going to go. I just want to get the first day over with. Somebody orde...

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After my entry yesterday I remembered how I can’t do things my way because they have not been working so I went ahead and got my prescription. My dizzy spells went away almost immediately. I let ...

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I’m trying not to commit to my depression today. I saw it coming a mile away. I had a glass of wine last night because I’m a questionably strong codependent biracial woman who can’t get no man. I...

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I’m getting tired of not waking up on a tropical island with a cabana boy next to me. Can anyone else relate? For a week now I’ve been struck with crazy dizzy spells. The best way to describe it...

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Bev asked for a pretty big favour from me. She has a job opportunity that will pay well and that has great hours and benefits and that would allow her to provide better for her family. She doesn’...

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I don’t feel nervous about the interview today. Not yet anyway. That will likely change the moment I pull up to the building. Worry and excited are the same physical experience so all I have to d...

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