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Backstory about my 'parents' in Since OD is shutting down....
So I really want to talk about my childhood and how I was raised on practically nothing. I want to start by saying my Dad never worked. My Mom met him when he lived in his car and didn’t have a j...
Problems galore! in Since OD is shutting down....
So it’s been pretty rough dealing with the family so I’ve been pretty distant with them. My brother still thinks it’s my job to watch both of our kids on weekends, even though I never have a sitt...
I'm between a saint and a sinner in Since OD is shutting down....
I wanna start out by saying I’m not perfect, far fucking from it. I’ve done unbelievably awful things. I’ve lied, I’ve cheated, I’ve stolen, I’ve robbed, I’ve manipulated and I’ve used people. I ...
I'm between a saint and a sinner in Since OD is shutting down....
I wanna start out by saying I’m not perfect, far fucking from it. I’ve done unbelievably awful things. I’ve lied, I’ve cheated, I’ve stolen, I’ve robbed, I’ve manipulated and I’ve used people. I ...
Things are okay. in Since OD is shutting down....
We just got back from Walmart a few minutes ago. I needed some dish soap and some food items. It’s not super hot today and it’s rained so pretty comfortable. I think my Mom is going to watch my k...
I need some help. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have made a lot of mistakes and treated people like shit. I spent the weekend thinking about it and realize that I need to get into counseling and find myself again. I know that people have don...
I hate my Mom. in Since OD is shutting down....
I am really tired of not being able to trust the people I should be able to. I really wish my Mom would have made different choices. It really sucks that she still chose my Dad and even though sh...
Summer stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
School lets out in a month and I’m in need of a sitter that I can trust that’s reliable that isn’t going to have my daughter around people that I don’t trust. I am just going to spit nails if I h...
Things change. in Since OD is shutting down....
So a few things have been going on recently. BD has been around some. He has been taking our child to do fun things and spending some time with her. He’s still not understanding that kids are an ...
Grampa passed. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got the word this morning that Grampa left us last night about 2:55am. I’m pretty broken up about it. My Mom has been crying off and on all day. We went out and saw her. Went through pictures f...
Yeah, pry not. in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways, so that girl finally text back to say I would make $9.30/hr even though as of January minimum wage went up to $9.45/hr and only $6.25 when I’m out on runs. So, I’m expected to pay for ch...
Change of heart. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my girl that text me about coming back to work hasn’t responded to my text. I honestly just have serious issues with working there anyway. My car already have 201K miles on it from that job an...
Anxiety. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have been pretty anxious since yesterday. I’m just really jittery, can’t hardly swallow, and my thoughts are racing. I’m just really worried about my Grampa. I know that it’s best for him to pa...
Plot twist. in Since OD is shutting down....
So on the way home from seeing my grandparents, I get a text from my old job wanting me to come back. I said that I would but I only want 4 days a week and about 24 hours. I was told that’s fine ...
The stress keeps on coming. in Since OD is shutting down....
Okay so since my daughter is out sick again for the week, I tried to take her with me to my job interview where I was told they were confident I would have childcare for work since I didn’t for t...
My parents moved. in Since OD is shutting down....
Oh do I have a story to tell. So my daughter and I went because they needed help moving and my older brother didn’t help much because he was working so he could only come for a few minutes. I lit...
Anger. in Since OD is shutting down....
I am just so lit over everything I have to deal with. I feel like the universe has just worked against me with childcare. It’s like I’m never going to get any kind of a break, free or otherwise. ...
Whatever. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my daughter got sent home again with a fever. She said they went outside to play and then they checked her temperature. Well, if she’s outside running around obviously her temp is going to be ...
Choices. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter completed her first full week at school. She got sent home with a note a couple of days ago that she had thrown a toy and was kicking other kids but I talked to her and didn’t have an...
Choices. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter completed her first full week at school. She got sent home with a note a couple of days ago that she had thrown a toy and was kicking other kids but I talked to her and didn’t have an...
Scheduling stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter didn’t have to be picked up early today!! Yay!!! I had a great day. I drank some coffee, showered, ran to the gas station and got a sandwich. The underneath of my bed was a disaster s...
Scheduling stress. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter didn’t have to be picked up early today!! Yay!!! I had a great day. I drank some coffee, showered, ran to the gas station and got a sandwich. The underneath of my bed was a disaster s...
Not sure about school. in Since OD is shutting down....
So my daughter has gone to school 3 times now and has been picked up early twice. Monday I just laid down to nap when they called saying she had a fever again and I had to come pick her up. I don...
School soon!! in Since OD is shutting down....
We’ve been home way too much in the past 2 weeks because of the sub-zero temps and the snow so I’m glad my little will be starting school this week! She is definitely bored and I struggle to keep...
School next week!! in Since OD is shutting down....
So I did a thing. I got the application over to my daughter’s new school and she starts next Wednesday. I am absolutely thrilled because it’s not super expensive, it’s day time hours and only 4 d...
