justme25

Entries 718

Page 1 of 29

I’ve been pretty sick since Monday and I’m really getting tired of it. I still can’t hardly breathe or smell and yesterday I could barely speak as I had lost my voice. Last night I woke up and c...


I never go out back anymore because I quit smoking almost 2 months ago. Every few days I’ll refill the food and water for the cat that lives outside but I never pay attention to the chairs until ...


It’s been another holiday where it’s just my daughter and myself. We can’t go to my parents house because my little brother freaks out if we are there too long so my parents brought us turkey din...


I’ve been in a pretty bad place mentally for a few days again, thanks to BD. I can’t keep letting this person get to me because it makes me think really scary thoughts. I deserve to be happy and ...


So a couple of days ago I get a letter from my daughter’s school stating that if she was enrolled with her tribe, she would receive an educational grant. I decide to message her sperm donor and a...


I’m all for hearing what people have to say about my problems, I don’t mind being told that I’m wrong and I have no problem admitting it. I like constructive criticism but once you start tryna te...


I have started my online orientation for my job. Still pretty stressed about everything because it just feels like shit is just up in the air. I am still talking to different sitters online tryin...


I have started my online orientation for my job. Still pretty stressed about everything because it just feels like shit is just up in the air. I am still talking to different sitters online tryin...


I got hired at that job but I don’t know if it’s worth it. I’m struggling with my mental health and honestly feel like I could end it and not care one bit. No one gives a shit about my daughter o...


My daughter has really been struggling in school where she’s been violent with other students. I don’t know if it’s just a mix of the nostalgia of school starting, her Dad was around briefly or o...


It’s been a whirlwind of crazy on my side of the tracks lately. I’ve been dealing with some health issues and not feeling good along with my kid’s SD (sperm donor) breezing in disrupting her stab...


Anyways, I told my Mom about these appointments a month ago and still ended up taking my daughter with to both of them. I am so glad that COVID is over so that I’m able to just bring her with me ...


October 10, 2022

Down. in Since OD is shutting down....

We are on day 3 out of 4 from school break. I did take daughter with me to my dr appointment on Friday and will take her with to my dentist appointment in the morning. I asked my Mom a month ago ...


I had counseling this morning. I am feeling a bit better about things and ready to start tossing around ideas about a job and start getting into a routine. I really want to start making some chan...


I’ve spent the last 2 weeks waiting diligently for the mail to come. It’s pretty obnoxious that it comes at different times everyday and there’s no telling when I can plan for it to be here. I’m ...


It’s been warm and sunny the last couple of days. It’s going to be pretty nice all week too so I’ll be able to dress my kid in Summer clothes a little longer. We went to the park and got some gro...


My daughter was in school Thursday and I decided to text my Mom and ask her to come run errands with me. I told her when she got to my house we were gonna go to his apartment. She called the neig...


By the grace of God, I was able to get my Mom to come look after my child so I could attend counseling. Whenever she got here, I mentioned the jury duty thing and she told me to call. I honestly ...


I thought all Summer about all the stuff I wanted to do when my daughter went back to school and so far the only thing I’ve done is attend counseling. I wanted to start that program through the h...


I want to talk about some stuff that’s been heavy on my mind. I’d like to start with why people take it upon themselves to be in the middle of situations that have NOTHING to do with them. I also...


Today we did the breakfast thing at school. I was annoyed that it consisted of go-gurts, granola bars, and mini muffins. Literally no nutrition in that whatsoever. I’ve been doing really good thi...


I’m thinking about what I want to do. I think school would be a good idea because I don’t want to end up working at crap jobs forever. I spent 7 years at a job making minimum wage, no insurance, ...


I just got a call and counseling is now Wednesday at 11. I am writing it in here because it’s easier to remember. Daughter is at school. She slept about 11 hours and I’m glad because I don’t want...


September 12, 2022

Sunday. in Since OD is shutting down....

I can’t believe the weekend is already almost over. We’ve done breakfast and now little one is just watching tv and I’m getting a moment to myself. I got to see my counselor on Thursday and then ...


September 11, 2022

Stress. in Since OD is shutting down....

So the charges got dropped and my little brother will be going home. I’m glad for this as he’s staying with a 70 year old woman with cancer. She smokes in her house, it’s really cluttered and not...


Books 1


723 Entries
Public