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My pulmonologist appointment went as expected—not great, but I still hold on to a shred of hope I can eventually get some of my energy back. The company that supplies my CPAP determines whether ...

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Beginning to fear more and more that the days of going to bed without worrying whether I’d have enough energy to get through the next day are definitely a thing of the past. Today, I feel worse ...

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My lungs were better yesterday, though I still had some tightness and still do. I’m going to be really pissed if the pulmonologist canceled my appointment on Monday just because I stupidly did...

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Yesterday was a horribly rough day. I was not only groggy and hungover from the melatonin, but my lungs were also so tight. Because Tom was a little tight too, we were wondering if the oak tree ...

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Once again I thought it pointless to have old journals visible when I have my bio here. If anyone does want to read stuff from before this decade, the link is on my profile. Where I felt great ...

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I don’t know who originally shared this survey but I got my copy from the wonderful fjäril! When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? Damn, you ...

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I started to say that, despite being curious about most things, I think I’ll take a break from trying to remember any past lives—if I had any. I don’t want to recall anything traumatic when I al...

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Tom said it poured while I slept, but there was no thunder. I was relieved to see those little lightning bolts disappear from the hourly weather app before bed. I’m getting a little tired of th...

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I want to see if I can remember if I’ve lived any past lives. How do you recommend I go about doing this? ChatGPT said: If you want to explore the possibility of past lives, here are some metho...

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After asking Chat how long it’d take to read all my journal entries… ChatGPT said: I’ll need to get an estimate of the total word count. Since I can’t access your blog directly, you can help b...

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Just for the record, I have a hard rule against sharing my Facebook profile with those on other social media platforms. Very rarely do I make an exception as I prefer to keep Facebook for either...

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The rat was acting weird today, according to Tom. She normally sleeps during the day, especially when I do, but for some reason, she just didn’t want to stay in her cage. So, he let her sleep by...

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Decided I’m tired of disallowing comments just because of a handful of trolls and spammers, all of which can simply be blocked. So I’ll allow comments for now but do know that I’m not always goi...

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I forgot about the people that like to follow me here that don’t have accounts, so it’s back to public and no comments. Finally heard back from Rhonda. The lab orders to be completed the week b...

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“Reactive abuse happens when someone pushes you until you act out of character. Then they shame you for your reaction. If you hold a match to a candle sooner or later it will burn.” Something t...

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The ENT checked my ears, eyes, and throat, and everything looked good. He even felt my jaw and neck. He said allergy testing takes 45 minutes and gave me a list of medications to avoid a week in...

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I created a third Gmail account so I could have journal docs in one account, stories in another, and various odds and ends in the third. Because I had a dentist appointment today and an ENT app...

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The hydroponic garden system came yesterday, and we’ve got eight different herbs and veggies started! The two in the back row are tomatoes and butterhead lettuce. The middle row has romaine, cil...

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I’m excited because today the hydroponic system arrives from Amazon! Since it was so expensive to pick out what I wanted in single packets of seeds, we got a variety pack of veggies specifically...

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Since my sleep seems to go in cycles, it’s definitely time to take a whole clonazepam before bed and start paying off some of the sleep debt I’ve been racking up over the last few days. I wish I...

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Some of the games I play show me ads for other apps so I downloaded an interesting-looking one called Newsbreak that has a map that shows you the exact location of crimes in the neighborhood, in...

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I think I got sleep apnea’d awake. At least I seemed to have breathing issues upon waking up and they didn’t seem connected to my nose. It’s either that or medication accumulation, but right now...

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Added a little water to the waterbed tubes since I got a bit of stretching, especially with a soft side. Of course, opening and closing the tubes was a pain in the ass, though worth it. We’ll ha...

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As much as I hate the orange bastard, I do agree with him discontinuing benefits for illegals. Why should those breaking the law get some comfort at the taxpayers’ expense? I also agree that gen...

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Time to share my very unpopular opinion, but you know what? It’s my journal, and I don’t care. The other day, I mentioned that Tom and I were talking about whether or not the afterlife was poss...

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