kiduse2dream

I have always been a dreamer. I dreamed I would get to star in a sitcom. I dreamed I'd be in a movie. I dreamed I could play stadiums to a sell out crowd. I tried to take opportunities but they were always just out of reach. What I have left is to write about what never was.

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How much did Valentine’s cost you? I’m embarrassed about it - but a memory was made and the smile has been non stop. Win-win


If I ever found myself having won the lottery - like the big one… The Billion Dollar One… Here’s one of the things I would love to do. You ever see the show Undercover Boss? I would want to do...


That’s what happened. Someone I am very close to pushed me to my emotional limit. It was so bad that we almost ended a long relationship over it. I reached my limit for being the one that carr...


February 06, 2026

No part 2 in The Kid Used To Dream

I give up


February 04, 2026

The Cruise in The Kid Used To Dream

I managed to leave for Florida a whole day prior to the beginning of the ice age. I drove to Gainesville FL and stayed for 2 days. I think I would assimilate well into a college town. There’s a ...


I settled into a hotel here in Tampa. My boat leaves tomorrow. I had to go to the lobby and print some bag tags. I began taking to the girl that helped me. She was asking about my flight and I e...


I am supposed to be on a Cruise Ship Monday. I had …HAD an airline ticket to arrive on the coast Sunday. I would have been leaving from a South Eastern US airport on Sunday as well. The airline ...


I was reading an entry about a person they met who was forward about their Christianity. The formed a relationship and then one day the person yanked an emotional rug from underneath them. I tr...


January 08, 2026

Did Something in The Kid Used To Dream

Step dad called and asked if I would climb up on his house and remove the leaves and limbs. I told him to call the oldest grandson - he’s around 25 or so… All I get back is - well, I don’t want ...


It’s probably exhausting for someone who is extremely serious about everything to be around me. I don’t subscribe that everything that happens is a 5 alarm fire. I know some folks like that. If ...


I did nothing.. I stayed home .. I played my guitar to an audience of one rescue hound dog and one Australian Shepherd. They loved it!! Lonely doesn’t bother me anymore… Liberating!!


Since it doesn’t seem like my mom is interested in her biological kids as much as she is her new 30 year old stepson - I decided to create my own tradition. So, for Christmas Eve, myself and a...


My mom planned our Christmas dinner with my sisters and the grands for tonight. It was originally for 3pm but she moved it. One of my nephews had to work so it was only right to move it down so ...


A month ago I was all excited about Christmas. There have been years in my past when I hated the idea, hated the music and just plain wanted the day to come and go. A month ago I set XM to Chr...


Didn’t get to leave home at 3pm on Thursday like I wanted. My ride or die companion kept working until 7. My 3 hour drive to Nashville put me at the hotel at midnight after I stopped for a bathr...


I leave tomorrow for W Virginia to be on a movie set for a cheesy comedy Christmas movie that’ll be out next year. I fly back to Nashville for a music video shoot and then back home on Wednesday...


Seems like an odd title. I am humbled by the people that I have in my life. Not family but close acquaintances that seem to enjoy my company more than my family. My mom came to my place the ot...


I am going to spend the day at home. I have some work to finish up with and hopefully I can finish it. Gonna catch some rivalry ballgames and spend the day with some close family. I got to see...


She asked me to walk into the store and get some spices for the cornbread dressing. It’s the day before Thanksgiving… But… I did it and didn’t say a word. I already knew there would be none....


There’s someone that I am madly in love with and have been for a long time. I’m steadily learning that our love languages are so different that when we reach emotional emptiness we crash and cla...


November 20, 2025

Times are weird in The Kid Used To Dream

So, my little squabble has had me down. I’ve been upset at myself and all but avoiding the other person since it happened. This afternoon I had no choice but spend some time with them and have a...


I was uncharacteristically mean to someone yesterday. I was emotionally exhausted after the weekend gigs and volunteer basketball practice. They were acting so manipulative and conniving and I s...


I saw a very close relative in the store the other day. I haven’t been able to see them in about 3 months. When I’m available I would text and they would always have something else they were doi...


November 12, 2025

I knew better in The Kid Used To Dream

I have a cousin that is getting married soon. They hit me up to handle some of their music. I wanted to help out so I agreed. Then, they wanted to sing a song to their husband and asked if I cou...


One of the booking managers I use booked me at a church last Sunday morning. I show up and another artist was there setting up their gear. Turns out, my booking manager didn’t confirm the date a...


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