kiduse2dream
I have always been a dreamer. I dreamed I would get to star in a sitcom. I dreamed I'd be in a movie. I dreamed I could play stadiums to a sell out crowd. I tried to take opportunities but they were always just out of reach. What I have left is to write about what never was.
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It's been a while - but it happened in The Kid Used To Dream
Did a show tonight and I can’t get it out of my mind. For whatever reason there were technical problems; there were issues with the crew..and the crowd was either not into the show, tired beca...
That’s what someone said to me today. If you saw the post the other day where someone said a church goer told them they were a disappointment for playing church music and country music - today...
In my feels in The Kid Used To Dream
Sat down to watch a movie tonight. I love stories, heroes, screenplays, production - everything that makes a good movie. Now, I’ll say this - sometimes the movies with the worse critiques are my...
Something To Keep Me Busy in The Kid Used To Dream
Had one of those weekends that, for whatever reason, wore me out. I didn’t do anything out of the ordinary - just a lot of moving around from place to place and yet - another cheap hotel. I am...
What caused disappointment? in The Kid Used To Dream
I was death scrolling TikTok and saw a video of an artist that said he was singing at a church and someone came up and said - you are a disappointment because he also sings country music too. ...
At least I got to say goodbye in The Kid Used To Dream
Had a friend I had made here on PB send a message that said their last entry would in fact be the very last. Sort of made me sad because I really enjoyed their entries. Why does that affect me...
I am feeling it again in The Kid Used To Dream
Every so often I get tied up in my own self doubt. The numbers are in on some of my latest releases.. radio isn’t as friendly as they used to be. I can’t get one of PR guys to call me back. Fe...
4 hrs Of Sleep in The Kid Used To Dream
I didn’t get to bed until 4am Thursday morning - don’t ask.. I woke up around 9am and was bombarded by a barrage of do this and do that …call this person and can you handle this personally.. (...
Wow - what a day in The Kid Used To Dream
Worked at home … Didn’t get much done .. Been soul searching for 2 days and pondering a ton of biblical questions that would no doubt get me excommunicated from a good church. I think people...
Insomnia ahhhhhhhh in The Kid Used To Dream
My sleeping patterns have been all over the map lately. I need to readjust something in my life and value naps and a good night’s sleep. Anyone ever ask you to do something then add something ...
Just dropped in to say in The Kid Used To Dream
I miss all of you that haven’t posted in a while … That is all
Vacay is over - back to work in The Kid Used To Dream
Even though I ended up doing what I said I wouldn’t do - I actually still worked about 3 hours every day I was on vacation. Maybe it’s survivors remorse. Just me knowing that the people I advo...
Not too old! in The Kid Used To Dream
You all know I’ve been in Orlando this week .. surrounded myself with family - a 24 yr old that proposed to his girlfriend at Magic Kingdom - I got to video for them; a 17 year old aspiring race...
Open letter of apology in The Kid Used To Dream
If my last entry seemed in any way like spam or off the mark - I do sincerely apologize. Someone that doesn’t even follow me reported it as spam. I thought, these entries were supposed to our ow...
Time share hack in The Kid Used To Dream
They entice you by giving you an expensive vacation for pennies if you agree to sit down for 90 minutes and listen to their spill. It sounds amazing - they make you feel like the most awesome ...
I Stand Corrected in The Kid Used To Dream
I thought I’d seen it all after 10pm at Walmart - BUT - when you multiply that by 14k and hem them up in the greatest place on earth. That’s when it gets wild and scary. Let me tell you, THE...
Well in The Kid Used To Dream
Walmart in Orlando at 10pm didn’t disappoint… Yikes!
Sunday Drive in The Kid Used To Dream
Sunday was spent looking thru the windshield. I did find out that my latest release had been added to about 8 Spotify playlists on Friday. Not a bad start. I caught up on some podcasts - mostly ...
A familiar room in The Kid Used To Dream
4th hotel room in 2 weeks - Tonight the hotel is across the street from an RV park and just up the drive from a local market with a restaurant, ice cream, coffee and produce market. It was nic...
It's not fun anymore in The Kid Used To Dream
Next week I am traveling with family to Orlando for some much needed - get away time. I realized today that I’ll have to take my work computer with me and do some work while I’m there. It’s a bi...
Makes you wonder in The Kid Used To Dream
I was scrolling thru Facebook and one of these posts came up that says - things you’ll never realize.. Someone secretly loves you more deeply than you could ever imagine. (I have doubts about...
I am becoming increasingly aware of what I perceive as opinion entitlement. Now, don’t get me wrong, you are entitled to have an opinion. However, your opinion only hold weight in the court of y...
You are more special than you realize in The Kid Used To Dream
If you have had the privilege of becoming a mother you are one of the more precious creatures on this planet. I sincerely mean that. There’s probably not a tougher job in the universe that compa...
I am in awe in The Kid Used To Dream
It was a long day. There were several big name artists moving about the theater. I was already a nervous wreck because I wasn’t sure if my voice would hold up. I made it thru soundcheck and en...
Here I am again, in The Kid Used To Dream
Found myself in another hotel room for 2 nights this week. It’s a stacked week. I have a phone call for a meeting in the morning, soundcheck for a show I’m doing Tues night at noon… Hit the stag...