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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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5:01 AM I was going to mow the lawn when I got up but that never happened as I was still physically beat from deep cleaning the night before. Kimberly (Catty Shack) messaged me today with a pi...


2 days ago

Itchy As Always in Hello

Deep cleaned the entertainment center So many VHS tapes! Some are from Christmastime from the ‘90’s. I know the VCR still works. Maybe one day. I’m off to take a scalding shower. All that d...


When I’m depressed. Today Kimberly came back by and I was able to snatch up Ginger and the babies and said goodbye. They’re going to better homes. Still, with all that’s happened in the last...


5 days ago

6:06 AM in Hello

I want to personally thank the two PB’ers who stayed up talking to me Monday night to make sure I didn’t do anything brash. If I was still a drinking man I guarantee I would have hurt myself an...


7 days ago

RIP Snowball in Hello

When backing out of the driveway and into the street I accidentally ran over one of my strays. He limped over to the neighbor’s yard and fell over dead. I jumped out of the car, picked him up a...


Wrote an entry earlier. Twas nonsense. Deleted it. Seven hundred days sober! 🧙‍♂️


Cashed in 32K Marlboro points for a drone with a 1080p camera. It’s only one-hundred points per pack of cigarettes. By the time I smoked enough to get that many I’m sure I could have purchas...


February 28, 2026

What Didja Expect? in Hello

It was Friday. They waited till the markets closed, as usual. Then suddenly…Israel begins it’s nonsense with our backing 100%. It’s only Saturday.


February 28, 2026

🖖 Live Long And Prosper 🖖 in Hello

Picked up the Blu-ray set of the Star Trek original cast films. Just finished part five. The writing in it was stellar. I need my pain! -Capt. James T. Kirk One more film to go.


February 21, 2026

Where I've Been... in Hello

Coming to terms with mortality. When Mom speaks of her grandfather’s farm, I stop what I’m doing to listen. We go to Walmart not to purchase anything but so she can get out of the house and get ...


February 20, 2026

43 For Me in Hello

Today is my birthday. Mom and I went to the Alabama Music Hall of Fame. Small but chock full of items. I’m still here, just processing some things. Takes time.


February 09, 2026

Protection For Me, Not For Thee in Hello

I discovered this channel last April or May. Anytime there is a new upload I’m there.


February 08, 2026

The Smartest Man On The Cinder in Hello

Fifteen Million Plastic Bags Written by Adrian Mitchell I was walking in a government warehouse Where the daylight never goes. I saw fifteen million plastic bags Hanging in a thousand rows. F...


January 05, 2026

Real Fear in Hello

Gather ‘round the campfire. Song-A-Long time kiddies! There’s so many of us There’s so many of us There’s so many There’s so many of us There’s so many of us There’s so many Let’s have a...


January 01, 2026

Happy New Year! in Hello

Come on boys and girls, song along, okay? We’re all immigrants and hypocrites Delusionals and sycophants We pretend to play a special part And born in pain we fall apart It’s the same game ...


December 17, 2025

*catchy music* in Hello

“I’ve experiments to run There is research to be done On the people who are still alive And believe me, I am still alive” -GLaDOS Got the license reinstated after $327.50. Guess I can stop loo...


There is nothing I can say that I haven’t thought before. Serve The Servants - Nirvana R.I.P. Dad Dec. 19, 1948 - Oct. 25th, 1999 As I’ve matured I know now he was just another scared person ...


Tonight I made chicken parmesan for the first time with a very basic recipe. Oh my lawd it was so good! https://photos.app.goo.gl/ZbMEP9sjAt6J6mZT9 In other news…I had a dream last night/th...


October 15, 2025

Woe Is Me in Hello

Sooo, yesterday I had meatloaf at a local restaurant. It was delicious but it gave me heartburn something fierce. Then, like a dumbass, I had a burrito from the taco truck I costed in salsa ve...


October 11, 2025

A Ballerina Vampire in Hello

Just watched Abigail. Modern classic of a vampire film! Alisha Weir did a phenomenal job in the title role. She was down right scary! Scared the crap outta mom lol Good watch for the season. ...


October 07, 2025

Better Tidings (Sort Of) in Hello

Boy o boy I’m sore. The Ghost Walk was Sunday. Lots of walking. Mom’s stubbornness has cost her She fell four times (absolutely refusing to leave until the last.) She’s in pain… And folks were...


October 04, 2025

Non-Fiction Can Be Fun in Hello

Yesterday I chauffeured mom and aunt around for the yearly birthday lunch/thrift store excursion. I mostly stayed on the Hoopla app since my e-book returned today. Today the sun was warm and...


October 01, 2025

My Knees! in Hello

Took mom to the Aquatics Center today for adult swim. My eyes are still burning slightly from the chlorine (even after a shower and eye drops) and sweet baby Jesus my knees feel worn out. I h...


September 27, 2025

Stuffing My Fat Face in Hello

With homemade fajitas. 🤤 Mom and I got out of the house for a few hours this afternoon. Only cure for cabin fever. The weather, while humid, was breezy with dun and partly cloudy skies. I ...


September 22, 2025

And She Said in Hello

You seem a bit lost lately? Yeah…I am.


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