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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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Really craving a calzone at the moment. Got into a discussion about pizza at Lenscrafters today and it has obviously stayed with me. Money and adulting. Bah! Felt like I was handed my pay an...

Despite my Sunday entry…I signed the paper work this morning on a (pretty much blank) evaluation with a VERY significant raise. With the ten percent night shift premium I’ll be getting over $20...

September 17, 2017

MehDay in Hello

Called in…don’t feel like dealing with any thing/one today.

Took some liquid sleep aid about midnight. Crashed out shortly after only to wake up at close to four and can’t get back to sleep. BAH! I’ve got a frozen pizza in the oven, Mellow Yellow in the...

September 12, 2017

Heart Break Part Deux in Hello

The day after Taco passed mom ended up in the hospital. Pneumonia. She’s taking a week off and resting up. I, on the other hand, have reached day four, the final I might add, of my long week. Th...

September 07, 2017

Heart Break in Hello

It’s been a day. My chiuaua Taco wasn’t eating much. Took her to the vet and found out her bladder was draining into her stomach and her temp was down. They went to drain it and blood came out...

September 03, 2017

Grossness in Hello

Tried a new mix for pot roast tonight. It wasn’t that great and I feel like puking. Woke up after 6pm tonight. Have laid around and done nothing and it feels awesome. Work Sunday, off Monday...

5:29 PM And finally getting out of bed. Had a weird dream I was with my douche middle brother and we were partying with friends in Atlanta. By partying I mean never leaving the hotel room and p...

I’d kill for a fucking drink right now… 5:46 AM Home and feeling better. Dinner then bed.

August 25, 2017

Did You See The Eclipse? in Hello

Was the question of the day at work earlier in the week. I watched it from my bedroom window as I was trying to get some sleep. The truth is I really didn’t care much about it. I go to work a...

August 21, 2017

O.D. Give It Up Folks in Hello

Couldn’t sleep so browsed PB most of the night and keep seeing mention of O.D. coming back. Take off the rose tinted glasses. All those wonderful people whom you read/read you whole enhanced yo...

August 20, 2017

Ergh... in Hello

I’m calling in sick today. Haven’t been able to keep breakfast down. Currently in plaid boxers, laying on the couch with the box fan whirring away with all the lights off, sipping on cool water...

August 16, 2017

Pumped Up Kickz in Hello

I need new work shoes. These are starting to get bad looking. Three and a half more hours left then foir days off. I ordered IT by King off Amazon. Should be here tomo....tonight. May get...

August 13, 2017

Now I'm Feeling Zombified in Hello

Had a hard time getting to sleep after work this morning. My long week. Forty-eight hours in four days. Only thirty-four left. Sleep will be the light (or dark cold bedroom) at the end of my...

August 11, 2017

WTF in Dreams And Nightmares

Woke up real early this morning and laid around on the couch watching tv. At some point I wrapped up in a blanket and dozed back off. So…in this dream a little house remodeling happened. The...

I’m kicking around the idea of checking myself into an outpatient rehab program.

In the dream world last night I met Ms. Perfect. Woke up alone and saddened.

August 04, 2017

Don't Think Reduex in Hello

Don’tknow how but court was pushed back till December 7th. Free for now.

August 02, 2017

Don't Think in Hello

I believe I’m long overdue for a vacation. Court is Thursday at 1pm. Guilty as sin, let’s hope for no jail time.

July 16, 2017

Goodnight Zombie in Hello

George A. Romero, your films have had a lasting impact upon me. R.I.P. and try not to come back as your creation. Sincerely, A dedicated fan.

I’ve got a sinking feeling my court case is lost. M said she could write a letter about my mental health and how she hs seen me during my sobriety, a year and a half gap, then after my relapse r...

July 13, 2017

From The Trashcan in Hello

What do you call a masturbating bull? Beef strokin’ off. What’s pink, 9 inches long, and a girl screams when you put it in her mouth? Her miscarriage. What’s worse than nailng a dead baby to a tr...

Say I’m the only bee in your bonnent. Been getting really into They Might Be Giants lately. Five days off and now I’m back to work. Didn’t sleep well this morning and very tired right now. S...

July 02, 2017

10:57 PM in Hello

Tonight starts the twelve hour rotating shifts. Six hours in, six more to go. Qutting time is 5:30 AM. bah

Pretty sure over consumption has killed my medication’s ability to work properly. Been down lately.

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