J.E. ⋅ 35

“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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Ugh. My mind is dancing tonight. Was reading annnd the mind started to drift. Got out of bed and turned the tv on. Archer. I could use the laugh. Guy has been drinking daily for a while. Su...

12 hours ago

Wait For It... in Hello

Called the place back and told then to speak to the HR lady instead of the supervisor. This was only after getting a call back from another place I sent my resume. Job 1: Contract only. Job 2: F...

2 days ago

Good Birthday in Hello

Yesterday was cool. Red Lobster for brunch then Black Panther in the afternoon. Totally awesome flick! Instead of the usual strawberry cupcakes I asked for rice krispie treats. Damn they’re goo...

3 days ago

35th in Hello

Happy Birtday to me. And now for something completely different.

Woke up real early this morning. Been on the couch watching Autopsy on Reelz. Last episode was Chris Farley, this one is about Belushi. Both 33. Both major addicts. Got me thinking about all ...

February 09, 2018

My Dixie Wrecked in Hello

Woke up yesterday to a text message from a temp service I used a few years back. It was in regards to a machinist position. Texted back that I was interested. Got a call about an hour later as...

February 06, 2018

Sniff It in Hello

The original video is gone. Enjoy!

February 06, 2018

Sniff It in Hello

The original video is gone. Enjoy!

February 03, 2018

Fred Fredburger Fred Fredburger in Hello

I’m just here. My life isn’t a path but different trails into the forest of confusion.

February 02, 2018

Meh in Hello

Outskirts of town. Downtown. According to Google top 16th Hipster city to come to. Bring it weirdos.

February 02, 2018

Such A Classic Excuse in Hello

Three night shifters and I got walked out one by one Wednesday evening. Everyone I messaged/messaged me it was bullshit. Doc typo on note got me points. Got fired. Rumor from a friend eight p...

Walked out of the psychiatrist’s office with five new prescriptions. She’s keeping me on xanex and upped the dosage.

January 26, 2018

Feetsies in Hello

I’m good. Thanks for all the love from the last entry. Saw Michelle. Deep convo, gave me something to work on. Like actual forty-eight page q and a about extreme feelings. Went into work alm...

I left work early last night. I’m just not feeling it anymore. See, you can do as much as you want or as little as you want and it won’t matter. Back in late October I was asked to come in on...

Written about 6AM this morning. Ended up seeing my regular physician Tuesday before everything shut down for weather. Explained the stress I’ve been under, lack of sleeping and running dangerous...

January 13, 2018

Some Days... in Hello

I just wanna watch the world burn.

January 10, 2018

Through Bloodshot Eyes in Hello

Mattress has been flipped, much firmer. Check No appointments. Check Benadryl. Check Uninterrupted sleep after work in the AM. We’ll see. On to work I go.

January 10, 2018

2:22 AM in Hello

Sitting in my car on my last break having a smoke. I’m really starting to hate this place. The job isn’t bad but management makes ZERO sense and the stuning level of incompetence and lack of co...

January 09, 2018

6:42 AM in Hello

Took five Melatonin a little while ago. Sleep is becoming a rare commodity. Got super deep in thought at work tonight (last night?) A few things that need to change and am I mentally strong e...

December 28, 2017

4:28 AM in Hello

Beat. Worked tonight. Was half starved qihen I got home so had a lovely steak. Now I have to get up to shower but after hardly sleeping yesterday morning, the below freezing temps outside, and ...

1- How often do you swear? It’s like a second language for me, ESPECIALLY with the guys I work with. 2 - Did you volunteer this year? Does doing OT at work count? 3 - Did you give a gift withou...

December 20, 2017

Financial Rape in Hello

Missed work Monday and tonight. Have had what I thought was this nagging cold for a week now. Went back to the doc today and DUN DUN DUN! Sinus infection. Now granted it is a company doctor an...

December 13, 2017

Fudge-Tastic in Hello

Last night at work I felt crappy. Still stuffy, sinusy, ears won’t pop. Woke up today with a nagging cough. Ugh I hate being sick. Called in. Depending on how I feel tomorrow I may do the sa...

December 11, 2017

I'm Alive in Hello

Haven’t felt like writing lately. Back on ten hour nights at work, fifty hour weeks, woo. Court was last Thursday. Another continuation, this time for March 8th. Woke up this morning stuffy...

Managed to call the law firm and set up payments for that hospital bill on my lunch break. Weight lifted. I got so worked up about it last night I’ve had a headache since and am pushing twenty-e...

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