J.E. ⋅ 37

“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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1 day ago

This Will Suck in Hello

Wide. Fucking. Awake. Tonight shall be interesting. Last night I was pretty busy with three machines, trying to keep up with deburring and IP’s. It went by quick, which is nice. However a few t...

2 days ago

As Per Usual in Hello

The flirting with Peacock is at a standstill (at least through texts.) She is now separated from her husband (he moved out) but now it’s a six month to year waiting period for legal reasons that...

2 days ago

Quickie in Hello

Took some Nyquil before a good long nap last night and woke up feeling a lot better. Still congested with a runny nose but cough/sore throat is gone! When I get home sleep is over due.

3 days ago

I Feel Like Ass in Hello

My throat is mega sore and I’ve got a cough. My body feels weak yet no fever. That’s good I guess… I ❤ Sushi has gone up in price but it was still worth it. Ordered the fried calamari and four...

4 days ago

Damn Weather in Hello

Stuffy with a sore throat. Weather has dropped into the 20’s again. Bah! It’s (early) Saturday so that means Blue Plate Cafe on the way home from OT later. Much later, in the evening, I’m bein...

5 days ago

Le Sigh in Hello

I’m jonesin’ for some pot. Ran out earlier this week and my guy is between supplies. Seriously smoking the resin out of my pipe. Poor man’s high. Tastes like crap. And now for something compl...

6 days ago

All Week in Hello

I’ll doze off a little after 9 AM and wake up a few hours later only to remain awake till like 6 or 7. I’m not getting full uninterrupted sleep. This sucks. Also the plant manager and all his t...

37th in fact. Peacock and I ended up making out in the parking lot before her shift yesterday morning. I’m counting that as a gift. She also left me a three page letter thanking me for our frie...

February 16, 2020

Tattoo Pics Last Entry in Hello

Today is one week sober. Wow…

February 15, 2020

Interesting Turn Of Events in Hello

Met up with Peacock for breakfast. After she ended up coming over and we cuddled a bit. Turns out her husband told her he cheated on her. Nothing happened between us. Just her curled up with ...

February 15, 2020

12:06 AM in Hello

Last night went by smooth. Hugs n pats on the back. Gave Peacock a huge bear hug. Said she was worried sick. Less than six hours to go tonight and I’m excited. Not for getting off but my ans...

February 13, 2020

This Will Be Interesting in Hello

I return back to work tonight. Pretty sure EVERYONE knows why I was out at this point. Wish me luck.

February 11, 2020

Well Then in Hello

I ended up going to the main hospital to check myself into the psych ward for a few days to dry out. Not sure what pill that doctor gave me but my shakes stopped within an hour. Explained to se...

February 10, 2020

Slept All Day. Update in Hello

I’m gonna check into an in-patient rehab this morning. WTF? The only in patient detox is Bradford and the reviews are horror stories of theiving heroin addicts and a burnt out staff. I did a phon...

February 08, 2020

Retail Therapy And A Full Belly in Hello

My boss is mad at me for not following protocol on something Friday morning. Literally took a picture of it and texted me a few hours after my shift. I’ve been on edge lately and I fell apart a...

My birthday is this month. 19th Like the title says…

February 06, 2020

Shake, Rattle And Roll in Hello

I had a panic attack last night at work. It’s been ten years since I’ve felt that overwhelming fear and anxiety. My chest felt tight, hard to breathe, sweat pouring off me in buckets. I hugged...

February 05, 2020

Worky Work in Hello

Running PEEK still. Gave myself a headache yesterday spending most of the shift under the Mantis fine tuning parts. Forgot to set my alarm today and woke up to S3 calling me fifteen minutes in...

I’m not quite sure how I feel about this. Indifferent? Let me just skip to the point, it was a violent one about my dad and middle brother. There were always into it when I was younger. This o...

January 31, 2020

I Shouldn't Laugh... in Hello

Woke up to a text telling me Doc Boy got fired today. About. FUCKING. Time. He was so toxic everyone was walking on eggshells to appease him. Good riddance!

January 31, 2020

Drama Intensifies in Hello

Doc Boy and Sarge are at it again. Apparently while Sarge was grinding a relief on a tool Doc Boy was standing near him (staring no less, fucking creepy) and made some comment about the carbide d...

January 30, 2020

Ugh-ness in Hello

I feel sticky tonight. There is a thin layer of sweat all over me and I’m burning up. Might go stand outside for a minute to cool off. It does get warm in here. Peacock texted me around 9:30 te...

January 27, 2020

Baby Steps: Update in Hello

Bank opens in forty minutes. Will get some cash out of savings and go across the street to get my pills at the pharmacy. Peacock said she wants photographic evidence I got them filled. Februar...

January 26, 2020

Sigh in Hello

I’m not depressed. I’m just overwhelmingly sad today. I want to curl into the fetal position and cry. I really need to get my pills filled. It’s been a few weeks and I can tell the differenc...

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