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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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My right foot’s arthritis is acting up hardcore. Swelling, putting off heat. Pain. Walked four miles this morning with Peacock. Worth it. The weather was fantastic for a long walk.

7 days ago

2020's Endgame in Hello

September 12, 2020

What 'Cha Gonna Do? in Hello

And now for something completely different.

September 10, 2020

6:41 AM in Hello

I’m still awake. Yesterday was a busy one for me. Mowed the lawn with the new mower. Over a month since last cut when the old mower blew it’s engine. Huge pain in the ass. Then picked up a fe...

Watching Unsolved Mysteries and noticed in the credits a state level bureau mentioned. I’ve always wondered how close to a state level to F.B.I. are they. Man, did I learn some crazy stuff. Spen...

September 07, 2020

Hanging Around in Hello

I’m still alive. Don’t feel like writing much.

August 25, 2020

Ow My Back! in Hello

I started the job I interviewed for today. Four ten hour shifts with a three day weekend. Not bad but after three weeks of being lazy my back fucking aches after standing that long. Oh ya, non ...

August 22, 2020

Tubby Bastard in Hello

I need to lay of sweets. Seriously. My phone rang to life around 8:30 ish PM earlier tonight. No clue what the number was. Voicemail was from the supervisor from the job I interviewed for yeste...

August 19, 2020


Bill And Ted’s Excellent Adventure is on. Okay, I need to clarify something. She punched me ‘cause I told her to. I think…? Everything gets real fuzzy towards the end there. We established lon...

August 18, 2020

Oh I Feel Like Ass in Hello

She fractured her hand when she punched me in the back of the head for drinking. Today we’ve made up but lawd do I feel awful. Headache, heartburn, general lethargy in my body. Day one. Back t...

August 18, 2020

As An Adult in Hello

Doug has anxiety. Get him a therapist and meds, STAT! Rocko’s Modern Life is still insane. Please, don’t touch! (FEEL THE ITCH OF REAL WOOL!) Rugrats should all be dead by the time the first film...

I WANT A FUCKIN’ BEER! Imma smoke a buncha pot and focus on Spongebob. Obviously still craving a drink. Roughly two-ish hours later… I ended up watching Twilight Zone and Alfred Hitchcock Hour. ...

August 16, 2020

27 Weeks in Hello

Blah blah. Nothing really to say. Been bored this week. Went to a job interview and there was no A/C in the building. Yeah fuck that. Got another one lined up for Thursday. We’ll see how that g...

August 15, 2020

Untitled 08/15/20 in Hello

Addiction. I was driving home from dropping off books at the library, lost in a thought. For someone who has a heroin addiction that gets clean, what’s the craving like? When it gets in the bra...

August 10, 2020

Experiment in Hello

I’ve done this since yesterday. Every time I find the urge to pick up the phone out of boredom, I read a chapter in a book. The world (especially the U.S.) is a fuckin’ nightmare and I would like...

August 10, 2020

Muscle Relaxer in Hello

My right knee is hurting bad. Tried laying in bed with Peacock and can’t get comfortable so I popped a muscle relaxer. Now I’m on the couch watching Se7en. “What’s in the box?!?” Good flick. I...

August 09, 2020

26 Weeks in Hello

I’m good. Last night was hard. Don’t know what put the idea in my head but it was hard to shake. I think it’s a combination of stress and boredom.

August 08, 2020

Fuck You x 2 in Hello

You don’t rule me. You aren’t me. You’re a stupid urge. You’re a stupid craving. I’m not giving in…

August 06, 2020

Fuck That! in Hello

Peacock and I got fired yesterday for going on a non-break time smoke break. It was when she first got there in the morning and wanted to see me. Someone tattled to the boss, boss watched the c...

August 02, 2020

25 Weeks in Hello

February 9th is the official day I quit but it was on a Sunday to which I count as weeks. When that exact date rolls around it’ll be a full year. Off Friday and Saturday night. Caught up on ho...

July 31, 2020

Pirate Metal! in Hello

“Keelhaul that filthy landlubber Send him down to the depths below Make that bastard walk the plank With a bottle of rum and a yo ho ho”

July 27, 2020

Stolen From Mandy H. in Hello

44 Odd Things You Don’t Know About Me Do you like blue cheese? Nooooo Have you ever smoked? Verily Do you own a gun? No but Peacock does. What is your favorite flavor? Of? Blue raspberry Jolly R...

July 26, 2020

Six Months! in Hello

Woo hoo! Made it 1/2 a year sober! Here’s to another six months! Today I celebrated with ribs from Dreamland BBQ. Gotta work tonight. Bah!

July 25, 2020

An Offer He Can't Refuse in Hello

I’m watching The Godfather for the first time right now. Tis awesome so far. Off last night so we stayed up all day. Ran a fee errands, went to visit her parents, scored a bag of weed and passe...

July 22, 2020

Frank Castle in Hello

It’s no secret I love the comic book character The Punisher. Have been a fan for years. On the way home from work the other day the truck in the lane next to me had a Punisher skull decal with…w...

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