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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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2 days ago

Uncertain in Hello

I don’t know what the fuck is going on…and I don’t like it.

4 days ago

In My Robe in Hello

On the recliner, wrapped in a blanket with a cat snuggling up. I’m not sore but my knees (especially the right) are letting me know I was on my feet all night. Been binging That 70’s Show with P...

6 days ago

15 Weeks (Yesterday) in Hello

All in the title. Had a good weekend. Slept Friday night. Cooked out Saturday. Lazed about yesterday. Return to work tonight…ugh…actually really bummed about it.

May 22, 2020

Worn Leather in Hello

Busy busy busy last two nights. I’m beat. The workload will suck next week (end of the month) but at least I’ve got a three day weekend.

May 19, 2020

Peanut M&M's in Hello

Is my current snack right now. It’s after 1 PM, Peacock is sound asleep in my bed (she’s kinda moved in by now) and I’m a bit stoned munching on candy binging That 70’s Show. I’m thinking some s...

May 18, 2020

My Penis Hurts in Hello

Damn I’m horny. Couldn’t get off yesterday and now I’m jonesin’ bad for 7:30 AM to clock out. We’ve teased each other all night and I’m ready to take her at her work station. Little over two ...

May 17, 2020

14 Weeks! in Hello

Worked Friday night and she was off. Woke her butt up the same way she got me up at 8 PM when I got in close to 7 by bouncing on the bed yelling wake up. Stayed up till 9:30 PM. Banked, mowed ...

I was outside yesterday, something got in my eye and like a dumbass I rubbed it a bunch. Hence why my eye swelled. Peacock called an optometrist and I cleared all the danger signals and was tol...

When I woke up my eye was still puffy, red and itchy so I called in for the first time since my hospital visit in Feb. Now Peacock is pissed and called me a pussy… sigh Later on… We made up. Po...

May 14, 2020

Survey Goin' Around in Hello

Can’t sleep, actual eyeball has a swollen patch from an irritant. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Closed. Besides the closet monster my cats like to play in there. Do you tak...

Sarge and Toad are complete dicks. Thankfully I have Peacock by my side. I highly recommend the Night On Earth nature show on Netflix. Pretty scenery and an interesting take on nature docs. Tha...

May 12, 2020

Swiss Cheese in Hello

I’ve been on the Swiss machines since last week. The stuff I’m running seems simple enough but I do feel mentally drained at the end of the shift. Currently laying in bed. Took some melatonin t...

May 10, 2020

13 Weeks! in Hello

Closer to 52 than I was last week. Peacock went to hang with the fam last night meanwhile mom and I are at our family plot putting flowers on graves. It’s turned out to be beautiful today. I rea...

May 09, 2020

Yesterday in Hello

So 12 weeks was last sunday, the official count of 90 days was yesterday. Mouth asked me a day beforehand some of my favorite junk food then brought in a literal box of chips and chocolate as a ...

May 03, 2020

Three Months!!! in Hello

I’ve made it three months sober!!! I’m still around, just don’t really feel like writing any currently.

April 29, 2020

Pains in Hello

The lower right side of my back has been absolutely aching tonight. Every time I stand up I have to walk around at a bent angle till I can stand fully erect. Peacock picked on me all night abou...

April 29, 2020

AMA Answers! in Hello

No names posted, just Next. Describe where you live. What do you like about it? What do you not like about it? Big town, small city. Plenty of parks, trails, outdoor stuff with just enough urban...

April 26, 2020

11 Weeks Sober in Hello

I’ll do the answers for the AMA next entry. Today is one more week down. Things have been decent. Work still is…well…work. Peacock and I are pretty much in a relationship at this point. I’m l...

April 25, 2020

Ask Me Anything (Why Not?) in Hello

Seems people are doing these so I guess I’ll get on the bandwagon. Ask away!

She’s asleep next to me in bed. We’re, “unofficial officially.” From here she says things will get messy as time progresses once divorce starts, asked if I wanted to back out. I love this girl as...

April 21, 2020

Hazel Green in Hello

Sitting in my car while Peacock is in her dentist office getting some work done. I offered to drive in case she was too foggy. Last week we had a lengthy discussion about us. Feelings were co...

April 20, 2020

4/20 in Hello

Happy 4/20 to all the stoners out there!

April 19, 2020

10 Weeks Sober in Hello

Yup! Bought a new mattress today and she was with me to help break it in…and laugh hysterically when trying to get the damn thing in my car.

April 18, 2020

My Eyes Burn in Hello

5:13 PM Still awake. Spent the day with her after work. The last few times alone we’ve gotten into deeper conversation about things and what exactly is going on. Car ride took us on my route fr...

April 15, 2020

Stimulated in Hello

Got my stimulus payment today. Fucked Peacock’s brains out a little while ago. Returned to work last night. Apparently there are spies abound watching me now. This is such bullshit.

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