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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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Phase Two: Re-enter Society in Hello
Once the holidays are over, find my purpose again. I’ve gotten off the booze. 239 Days It took a stint in both in and out patient rehab and jail. I know I keep going on and on about this… ...
Toikey Day in Hello
Just got back from my cousin’s. Twas good. Happy Thanksgiving, y’all!
Woke Up With Heartburn in Hello
They’ll happen when you put one packet on a single slice of pizza. I had four for dinner last night. So yeah, fire in the pie hole! It’s 5:31 AM. I got up at six something yesterday morning. ...
Another Sleepless Entry in Hello
My sleep is so out of whack. Woke up at 6 PM yesterday. Crashed out at…some point earlier today for a few hours. Took mom to her appointment then crashed again for a few more hours. We went ...
Added A Few Splashes Of Soy Sauce in Hello
Checked Out... in Dreams And Nightmares
Is how I’ve been living lately. Thanksgiving is this Thursday and I’m not really sure how I feel about it. This year it’s being held at my younger cousin’s new house. I don’t know why I’m app...
Controversial Opinion in Hello
Texas isn’t Southern. Texas is Texan. It is it’s own thing.
I Sleep Like My Bowel Movements in Hello
Irregular and most times watery.
Hot Bowl Of Ramen At Four In The Morning in Hello
And it expired in 2021! Laid out on the couch, having a few tokes off the joint I rolled earlier. Sent my resumé out again on Indeed. One week without work and I’m already up all night again...
I'll Start The Engine in Hello
But I can’t take this ride for you… Eric was my best friend for a long time. Countless hours of film watching, music listening, booze drinking, riding around finding places to park and hoof it...
Quicker Gettin' Sicker in Hello
I’ve got an itchy throat and a nagging cough now. 🙄 You’d think I’d put down the cigarettes but noooo nicotine addiction has me by the balls. Just had a bowl of ice cream, now I’m munching o...
H-O-T-T-O-G-O in Hello
Yup, I’m sick. It’s late, I’m eating chicken soup after taking some NyQuil. Peacock got into it with the owner of the paint company so I’m out of a job. Something feels off about that but...
Get 'Em While They're Hot! in Hello
I’ve taken to putting hot sauce or jalapenos in my eggs for breakfast. Tis good. Thanks to everyone’s kind notes from yesterday. Just one of those days.
Feeling lonely tonight. Brain is trying negative reinforcement, telling me I’ll be alone forever and to go drink. I’m so tired of this shit. Got caught in the rain at the Christmas event in TN ...
Prone To Accidental Accidents in Hello
This afternoon I shaved. Was trying to do No Shave November (just my face) and it got itchy. That and I looked…not right. So I buzzed then razored my fuzz scuzz. I look less homeless now. ...
Schlotzky's Calzone in Hello
That’s what I had for a late lunch. I don’t eat there often, in fact I’ve got there more times this year (four) than I have in the last fifteen plus years. Peacock got under my skin a bit tod...
Legalize Everything in Hello
In other news I took some skin off my shin when I accidentally walked into a sharp, metal object. I’ve got it bandaged up but boy did it bleed.
10:32 PM (P.M.A.) in Hello
Positive Mental Attitude I’m getting exercise on the regular now thanks to the job. Don’t know if that’s having any effect really but I know at night I’m ready for rest and I’m more alert/le...
The Continuing Adventures Of Molly Mildew And The Spores in Hello
Today’s Adventure: Bleach Won’t Cure This Our tale opens in a small, unsuspecting apartment in Madison, Alabama. The second apartment was a one bedroom and good lawd the smell damn near knock...
👻🎃 Happy Halloween! 🎃👻 in Hello
Ice Cream Fixes Everything in Hello
Not really but the vanilla fudge Drumstick I just ate was really good. Today was only one apartment and we were done in a little under three hours right at noon. On the cruise home I stopped...
Treasured Finds Or Found Treasures in Hello
The three bedroom today wasn’t bad at all. Only had to do a few walls. Found a butcher knife, some food and condiments still in the fridge, notes from a Pre-K school that the former tenants da...
Stairs Can Piss Off! in Hello
No elevators at The Alexandria. Apartment one today was on the second floor. Not so bad but making multiple trips by stair carrying heavy ass supplies will tire you out. It was a two bedroom...
Andrew 3000 Says Alright A Bunch in Hello
Proper entry time. The painting gig isn’t bad. The rent that gets charged for these small apartments is crazy. I need to work on stretches for my lower back and some bending down exercises. ...
I’m making my rounds of trying to catch up with everyone. I’ll post a proper entry later but I just wanted to mark that it’s 200 days sober today. I’m famished and got ribs on the grill! ✌️ Y...
