J.E. ⋅ 35

“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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2 days ago

Long Two Days in Hello

So, Wednesday I had a job interview at noon. Medical machine shop making steel screws that go in the human body. Before I head out I learn my eldest brother is having surgery that afternoon fro...


November 30, 2018

Something in Hello

While I’d like to think I’d be a cool dad…I would completely fail as a parent.


November 17, 2018

New Turn Of Events in Hello

So, my lawyer got it in writing that if I filed an appeal they’d file the motion to dismiss the charges. According to him the old judge would have already dismissed the case but this new judge h...


November 15, 2018

Court in Hello

Court today at 1pm. Last time my lawyer had a deal everyone was on board with except obe person. So, in turn, I’m highly nervous today. Mom is recovering well. Sleeps a lot. I’ve been doing e...


November 12, 2018

RIP Stan 'The Man' Lee in Hello

Dear Mr. Lee, You’re original run on Spider-Man from the 60’s are some of my favorite reads from comics. The iconic character and his rogues gallery of villains continue to capture my imaginatio...


November 06, 2018

Rested* in Hello

I never did go to that interview today. Another temp service for a job that’s roughly 45 minutes away with no guarantee of a full time position or insurance. Eh, I’ll stay where I’m at. Tonigh...


November 05, 2018

3:19 AM in Hello

Can’t sleep. Have had a bad weekend. See the therapist Thursday for the first time in a few months. Got yet another interview at 11 AM. Gonna see what they’re offerring. Think I’ll read some m...


Carved my wrists up again last week. I’ve been seriously depressed for…sometime now. I feel like I’m a lost cause. There are so many things that are bothering me but I can’t talk about it. At...


October 16, 2018

One Of THOSE Days in Hello

The guy training me is in a very pissy mood. I was warned last Monday on second shift he gets like this. Ugh. And we’re both working ten hours today. First three down…


October 15, 2018

Squeak Squeak Says The Rat in Hello

So, I went to the interview. Pros: I’ll learn some programming. Trained on various machines in the shop, especially when things get slow. 7AM to 3:30PM Cons: No A/C. Obamacare insurance. Working ...


October 12, 2018

I Need Advice... in Hello

So, I started this new job. I dig it for the most part and my trainer is really good. Overheard today that he’s ‘protecting’ me from the people who get the sheet metal I cut. They’re coming to...


The Lost Boys is on in the background. There was a theory that Peter Pan was a vampire. Hence this film’s title. I slept like shit last night, in that lucid twilight half awake half asleep stat...


I was in a posh, nicely decorated room with a group of people I had just met. The details are lost to me, this was a few days ago and has stayed with me. Things escalated quickly and found myse...


I slept till about ten PM, got up long enough to make mom and I dinner then dozed back off till about two on the couch. Once I woke up for good I distracted myself with the PS4 for a few hours ti...


Well over a year ago I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. Was told to read I Hate You, Don’t Leave Me. I did and thought it was psychobabble bullshit. Weeeeell…the more I talk ...


September 26, 2018

Revelation in Hello

It was pointed out last night, while talking about shenanigans my uncle used to get into, that all the male influences in my life have been drunks, addicts, liars, cheats and thieves. As the fri...


September 05, 2018

In The ER in Hello

Leg started hurting again yesterday so took my meds. Still hurt today so again, took meds, kept it elevated. Well…few hours and a handful of pills or two later, my knee is swelling and the pain...


August 31, 2018

Intense in Dreams And Nightmares

My mind was at the Space and Rocket Center. I was in a research facility where a large megaton-like steel block was being lowered into a giant pool of water. The mood seemed intense but excited...


August 24, 2018

Want My Young Body Back in Hello

Court was today…er technically Thursday as it is Friday morning. Another continuation. Lawyer said he’s arguing my case with the prosecutor to get me to walk. Well then, after getting my posse...


Nuff’ said…


August 16, 2018

Nyah Nyah in Hello

I’m not leaving and you can’t make me. The order will be fulfilled. Company amongst old friends. Early nights and this weekend routine. Start anew, fresh again.


August 15, 2018

2:37 AM in Hello

My left elbow and hand are killing me tonight. The machine I’ve been off again on again running has parts that will sometimes get stuck so you gotta put a little force into it. After close to t...


Different dream. Same scenario. Inside a used local game store. Each time I find the game I’m looking for. There is a vivid image of gameplay that comes to mind. Don’t care the price. It. Is. MIN...


August 08, 2018

Super Lawyer! in Hello

Well, went back to court today for that arrest back in May. Possession of a single joint. My lawyer somehow pulled off a miracle and got the charge dismissed. Now for my DUI charge. My new...


July 31, 2018

Back 2 Bed in Hello

Got up early(ish for me) for a meeting with the lawyer. He left me a voicemail saying to just call his office. Sweet, back to bed for thirty more minutes. XD Got a new furry baby today. Grey c...


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