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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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My Oui Oui Itches in Hello

Quit the job Monday. I…just can’t put into words on what made me really unhappy there. It basically boils down to nothing was organized and they brought me in to fix it. No. Just…no. The too...


May 18, 2022

What Reminder? in Hello

I never did anything I mentioned in the last entry. Called in to work and spent 11 hours sleeping. Emailed the big boss earlier saying I need more time off and will be back Monday and asking w...


May 17, 2022

Hey Brain, Set Reminder in Hello

3:05 AM. Can’t sleep. Had a bad weekend (alcohol influenced depression and a personal issue coming up) and when I went to work I was tired from another sleepless night. I tried and tried to get ...


May 16, 2022

360 in Hello

And we are back here again. Return to work in the AM. I don’t think I’ll get any sleep tonight.


May 14, 2022

. in Hello

Instead of law enforcement we send therapist and lonely soldier mom’s to hug the folks who need it.


May 13, 2022

It Happened in Hello

I now have Disney+


May 13, 2022

Inn Cog Neato in Hello

Mother’s Day I actually gave her the gifts and card Friday and Saturday. Mom was very apprehensive about the procedure so I was trying to cheer her up and ease the worries. We went to Dollar Tre...


A few years back mom and I were at Publix for some goods. I saw my high school algebra teacher who once told her I’d never pass my G.E.D test. A fire reignited in my belly and I wanted SO bad ...


A few years back mom and I were at Publix for some goods. I saw my high school algebra teacher who once told her I’d never pass my G.E.D test. A fire reignited in my belly and I wanted SO bad ...


May 03, 2022

This Sucks in Hello

Eating when I’m hungover makes me feel sooo damn sick. Now everybody dance!


No, I’m not on any of these substances. Landing Gear it’s been called. You’re coming off an intense high. Beer, my friend, is your landing gear. No liquor, too quick, too scary. Down a few cold o...


Got hammered the last three nights. I’m not proud. No excuses, just wanted to drink. Ugh. Hours later… My right hand is really bothering me. The index finger has a prickly sensation like it’s ...


April 27, 2022

If Today We're A Person in Hello

I’d punch it in the face. Finished the last of the brackets and decided to drill and tap a few stripped out holes which was the easy part. When I loaded the next sheet of material it was so warp...


April 26, 2022

White Boy Got Burned in Hello

Oh ya, I’ve got sunburn. Managed to take out the front lawn and the bush that was growing there. Saturday kinda turned into an all day/evening of chores and errands. Sunday I didn’t do shit bu...


April 22, 2022

Damn, I'm Beat in Hello

I spent a good bit today fully cleaning out all the aluminum chips out of the machine today. Other places I did it daily but seeing how I’m the only one that runs it, I do it biweekly. That mig...


April 21, 2022

Happy 4/20, Y'all! in Hello

Almost forgot what today was. Not that I really chief anymore. Ya, I got the vape. But actual weed? Uhh…December 2020? Yeah, that’s right. My dude had some trouble and hasn’t been in the g...


April 20, 2022

Meh in Hello

I’m tired of the local political ads. Hurt durr, I’m a Republican who is the trumpiest of the trumpest! Let me toss my dignity out the window so I can be first in line to drop to my knees and ki...


April 18, 2022

Here We Are Again in Hello

I drank last night. Woke up around 3 AM sick at my stomach hardcore. Texted my boss I wasn’t feeling well and spent the day in bed. So, day 1 again.


April 17, 2022

I'd Like A Beer in Hello

Or 24. It was my short week at work so I was off yesterday. Mostly relaxed and tried not to do much with my hands, they hurt like a bitch! Mom got off early today and is off tomorrow for Easte...


April 13, 2022

*Angry Kangaroo Noises* in Hello

First, I accidentally left the water hose on yesterday and flooded the shop. Went back and helped clean up. Second, in the process of doing that, tripped a breaker and accidentally shut the mach...


April 10, 2022

Fuckin' Grrr! in Hello

At one point tonight I stood outside next to my car, keys in hand. I seriously debated on getting some liquor tonight but ended up coming back inside. I wanted it bad. Now I lay on the couch wa...


April 07, 2022

Straight Apple Jack, 96% in Hello

The Lost Weekend is on. It’s about an alcoholic alone for a weekend. It reminded me to take a look at my Reddit counter. 36 days sober. At this point in the flick it’s a little half over. Th...


April 03, 2022

A Boy And His Cat in Hello

Smokey and me


April 02, 2022

Drugz R Bad, Mkay? in Hello

Watched a marathon of poor life choice shows tonight. Addicted I Almost Got Away With It Had to get something at the grocery store earlier and passed by the alcohol section. The thought of dri...


March 30, 2022

11:15 PM in Hello

Fell into a depressive state tonight. I’m feeling somewhat better now but it’s a melatonin night. Hope I sleep.


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