J.E. ⋅ 36

“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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20 hours ago

Tell Tale Sign in Hello

Yup. The Paxil is working. No matter the porn I watch or previous sexploits I fantasize of getting off just ain’t happening. The price I pay for help with my mental illness. I’m reminded of wh...

1 day ago

This Feels Weird in Hello

I was dead ass tired this morning at work. When I got home I ate and relaxed for a little while before finally getting into bed after 10 AM. I dozed off somewhere after 11. Though I woke up a f...

2 days ago

Fudgetastic in Hello

I woke up this evening with an aching back (going on four or five days now) and a majorly wicked sinus headache. I blame my sinus trouble on my coke binge three years ago. Some aspirin and anot...

3 days ago

Just Super in Hello

I’m off tonight so in turn I stayed up till 3 PM playing Jedi Fallen Order. It’s freakin’ awesome! Buuut…I slept in till 3 AM. Crap. Oh well, time to call on my Force powers and fire up the o...

4 days ago

Harumph! in Hello

At the urging of a friend I created an Instagram account. When I logged in the recommended feed showed half my family and old friends. I immediately had an anxiety attack. I’m a private person...

5 days ago

12:23 PM in Hello

Smokey just bit my elbow. Lil’ fucker. I got maybe three hours of sleep last night. Had too much on my mind to think about when I got to work so I threw on the headphones and dived face first i...

6 days ago

What Dreams May Come in Hello

If they are to come at all… Will I sleep today? Rest has been coming later and later. Even though it was lights out after 1pm yesterday afternoon it was well after 4 or 5 when I finally fell asl...

7 days ago

Government Red Tape in Hello

When I got off work this morning (Tuesday) I went by the bankruptcy lawyer’s office to drop off all my paper work. Now I just need to come up with $1,400 to make my other debt go away. Ugh! See...

November 12, 2019

I'm Gonna Worry in Hello

I hope the two strays are some place warm right now. It’s really cold outside…

Friend came to visit but was under contract to my AH cousin to hang with him.(?) Had to get him groceries and got stranded at the store in just my boxers and a blanket. While making my way home ...

November 10, 2019

Back To The Fold in Hello

Almost thirty minutes into my shift and already wish I was back home. I feel fine tonight. Just an overall sense of blah-ness. Tried this broccoli pasta tonight now I can’t get the taste of g...

November 09, 2019

Lunch Was Good in Hello

One of the strays has been sleeping on the body pillow on the back porch. ‘Tis cute. I’ve gotten caught up on rest last night and today. Needed it. Off again tonight so will probably screw aro...

November 09, 2019

Whore For $ in Hello

I’m off.. So bored I’d gladly work overtime.

November 07, 2019

Oi Vey! in Hello

I feel like shit tonight. Upset belly (gotta lay off the hot wings), crappy sleep and general feeling of lethargy and not wanting to be at work. New schedule went up today and us third shifters d...

November 06, 2019

Headaches in Hello

November 05, 2019

All I Wanted Was A Pepsi in Hello

Just one Pepsi! And she wouldn’t give it to me! Just a Pepsi! Substitute Pepsi for PS4 time and we’re talking. My goal when I got off was to pay my car insurance, go home and game. Well, the loa...

November 02, 2019

Stolen Survey in Hello

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Green Mile If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? Meh, nothing. Do you have a completely irrational fear? Snails. I don’t kn...

November 02, 2019

Effin' Temp Service in Hello

I normally get paid on Thursdays. Well I checked my account and nothing. I figured since it was Halloween (I know it’s not a government holiday but benefit of the doubt) I’d chill and wait. Mi...

October 31, 2019

Fuck It Got Cold! in Hello

It was like high 60’s when I went to work last night. A little cool when I got off this morning. Wake up to it being 38. I’m gonna freeze my ass off on smoke breaks tonight. Will definitely w...

My hand was forced due to severe pain so I finally went to the dentist. Root canal and a crown. 😑 Luckily I got some antibiotics and pain pills. Only ten, though. FUCKING opioid crisis. Used...

October 27, 2019

Heat The Feet in Hello

I got out of bed around ten something. Went to Wendy’s for food. The amount of money and time I spent in the drive-thru to get lukewarm fries…I was pissed. Currently laying on the couch with ...

October 26, 2019

Try To See It Once My Way in Hello

October 26, 2019

I Reached Out in Drugs 'n Drunk

But no one graspsed. I’m gonna try sleep after this bottle is finished…

I bolted from work at 7:30 instead of 7:45 and didn’t get into one single traffic stall this morning. This will be all over the place so get ready. Where to start? I woke up laying on my side ...

October 25, 2019

Yeah That's Right in Hello

You’re reduced to tears. You’ve pissed off everyone. You’re alone. Get over it. Dad died why don’t you.

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