J.E. ⋅ 40

“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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That Was Funny!!! in Hello

Yeah, I did no lawn work today. Got up at 5:30 to take mom to work. Fell back asleep around 8 something and got up at 1. By then it was already 90 F (32 C) outside. My happy ass was staying i...

I’m a man of wealth and taste… Ate good at dinner but the tomato sauce has come back to haunt me. Breathing fire… I’m very tired but can’t sleep. My heel is throbbing. Yesterday I was walking ...

1 day ago

Kittens!!! in Hello

Outdoor mama cat (Pistachio) finally got her two babies to come to the back porch. There was some left over wet food from where I fed her earlier and the kittens stepped up and finished it. So ...

Tilapia is good. So are hush puppies. That was dinner. I’m feeling a lot better than I did yesterday. Report to the judge at 10 AM tomorrow for a progress report on how I’m doing. Should be int...

3 days ago

30 Days Sober in Hello

I’m…in a funk or whatever today.

3 days ago

Sleepy Boi in Hello

I’m so tired right now. Like my eyes burn and when I blink I can feel tears running out of them. Unfortunately mom had mandatory OT tonight and gets off in one more hour. Guess who has been in...

4 days ago

Stupid People in Hello

I got a feeling I’m going to have to call animal control on the new neighbors two houses down. They have two pitbull puppies they let wander around the neighborhood with no leash, collar or tag...

5 days ago

28 Days/4 Weeks in Hello

Suck it addictions! I’m sober. The last two nights I’ve crashed around seven and have slept straight till six AM. The way my body ached I needed it! No dinner, just rest. I feel good this mor...

Got bored with lazing about, spent an hour chainsawing another bush down and taking the branches to the curb. Slowly but surely I’m reclaiming my back yard. Even if my back is killing me now. ...

May 26, 2023

5:33 AM in Hello

Mowed the lawn yesterday. Good lord it took a lot out of me for some reason. I actually had to sit down for a breather after I finished the back and a third of the front. It looks better now. ...

May 25, 2023

3:05 AM in Hello

Ma and I did some errands today. Actually got her up and out the door by 10:30 this morning. Go me! Paid car insurance, put cash in the bank, got her ‘scripts filled ( and some Doan’s for my b...

May 24, 2023

Penis in Hello

Been sleeping on and off all day. Passed out around 11 PM and just woke up, fully awake. Back is feeling better but I slept on my left side so now the shoulder hurts. Great Still in a meh moo...

May 22, 2023

Stick Removed From Ass in Hello

I’m feeling better than I did earlier today. Tried to read some and ended up passing out for a few hours. I needed it. For dinner I ordered a pizza cause I’m lazy. A few months ago I went to t...

May 22, 2023

Fuckery About in Hello

Got to New Horizons to only learn that the therapist scratched her eye or something and isn’t there to do the assessment. Gee, thanks for calling to let me know assholes! It’s bad enough I didn...

I slept till 4:30 this afternoon. The way I felt yesterday, I needed it. So I’m now at twenty-one days sober or three weeks if you will. In less than twelve hours I go in for my assessment fo...

May 21, 2023

Sleep Is Off Again in Hello

Woke up this afternoon feeling like absolute shit. My body hurt, my throat hurt and I kept hacking up some lovely mucus. DayQuil took care of that for me. Didn’t do shit today. Rained so no la...

May 18, 2023

Starlord At The Movies in Hello

Guardians 3 was awesome! The after credits scene was meh. There was a lot of cgi animals so when I watched the credits I recognized a few famous names that voiced them. Lloyd Kauffman Linda C...

May 17, 2023

Mucho Mejor in Hello

Woke up with no aches and pains. Yay! Took two trazadones and crashed HARD! Slept around ten hours and woke up so groggy. Worth it though. We’re gonna catch the 6:30 showing of Guardians. F...

May 16, 2023

Not Hungover in Hello

When I did manage to sleep this morning, it was only a few hours. I woke up feeling like absolute shit. My bones hurt and I had a headache. Was supposed to drive my mom and aunt around to lunc...

May 16, 2023

4:45 AM in Hello

Still awake. It’s technically Tuesday so I can say that yesterday was officially two weeks sober. Hooray!!! 🎊 I’m tired yet sleep won’t come. Figures. My alarm is set to go off at six so I ca...

May 15, 2023

NO SLEEP TILL... in Hello

EXHAUSTION!!! Finished Robogenesis and went as far to email the author on his website if a third book is in the works. It ends on a cliffhanger where the two AI’s are about to duke it out for co...

May 14, 2023

3:00 AM in Hello

Dunno if it’s nerves or too much caffeine today but I’m wide awake. Watching Drugs Inc on National Geographic Channel. The last episode was about krokidile. Last five minutes showed a guy’s le...

May 13, 2023

Who Woulda Thought in Hello

I’d be craving getting high more thank getting drunk. It was real bad earlier. For those who aren’t addicts, when a craving hits all your emotions hit at once. This time I was angry. I wanted...

May 12, 2023

Big Yawn in Hello

Managed to catch another hour or so of sleep today. I bet been relaxing with my heating pad, PS4 and my book Robogenesis. I finished the first one Robopocalypse a few days ago. It’s about an AI ...

May 12, 2023


Another night of shitty sleep. I’m very tired right now but can’t doze off to save my life. In the meantime I’d like a few sausage links, order of hash browns with cheese (and maybe a few splash...

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