J.E. ⋅ 37

“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”

Philip K. Dick

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9 hours ago

Figures in Hello

Since January we’ve been promised raises in April. That’s canceled. They’re blaming surgeons not order in parts (then why do we work Saturday’s) and that orders are low. Then why did we post rec...

20 hours ago

Not Feeling So Hot in Hello

I feel queasy. Feelings been with me all day. Fell asleep shortly after work and missed her call so she went home. Now I’m fully awake and my tummy still feels uneasy. Ugh

1 day ago

8 Weeks! in Hello

Officially two months sober today. With all the chaos in the world it sure feels longer. A Hell of a lot longer.

3 days ago

More Itchin' in Hello

Seriously, I’m about to take sandpaper and iodine to my skin if this doesn’t stop! I’m off tonight and tomorrow. Been up playing God of War last few hours. Nothing planned for this weekend. Hel...

3 days ago

Lot 'O Gravy in Hello

Itching to high heavens. Argh! I wanna chew on myself like an animal. Purchased more pills off her and spent the night at work high. They actually pep me up so I was on my feet the entire sh...

4 days ago

Sonnuva! in Hello

My Zippo decided to run away from me. Can’t find the damn thing which sucks ‘cause I love the sound it makes and the smell of the fuel. I’ll find it, damnit! Peacock gave me some pain meds from ...

5 days ago

I'm Fine in Hello

Bad night at work. I fucking hate running the Swiss machines. Came home, got stoned, got laid. All is good. Sorta.

Several, actually. 6:04 AM. I could REALLY go for a fucking drink now.

6 days ago

Malfunctioning Penis in Hello

Sounds like a cool band name, right? Dear Penis, This is getting old. We’re getting some on the regular again now after years of nothing steady. You’re making her feel bad. We got close, didn’...

7 days ago

Fuck This Shit! in Hello

Boss texted me on the way to the doc to bitch me out. Doc couldn’t do the work ‘cause my blood pressure is high. Primary doc requires an office visit (for BP meds) EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS I’ve had H...

March 29, 2020

7 Weeks in Hello

Sober. Peacock dropped by on her way to work for a quickie. Grilled chicken thighs and zucchini for dinner. Got myself and her a bag of weed then went to her house to hang. She’s finally talke...

March 27, 2020

Crap Fudge Frick in Hello

Peacock had had a bad night at home so she played hooky from work to hang with me Thursday. We rode together to the root canal appointment and she was going to drive my drugged butt home. I che...

March 26, 2020

Another Night in Hello

Returned to work tonight. Booooo! Saw my regular doc this morning. He’s annoyed that the dentist didn’t give me anymore pain meds. He gave me Tramadol which does fuck all for my toothache. Wa...

March 25, 2020

Night Off/Update in Hello

Peacock came by after her shift and rocked my world. My chest and neck are marked up XD. I love cuddling with her. She’s almost a foot shorter than me so it has it’s advantages. All late nig...

March 24, 2020

Fudgepacker! in Hello

Can’t stand the pain anymore. Bugged the doc, now scheduled for a root canal Thursday morning.

I want to bitch about work but it feels so insignificant after reading my bookmarks tonight

March 23, 2020

Bootylicious in Hello

Got laid again before work tonight. Still didn’t get off. looks at penis What the fuck, bro? It feels good! You still got your stamina. C’mon. Show her and I a little love and cross that fini...

March 22, 2020

1:26 AM/Updated in Hello

Sex is a good distraction from an alcohol craving. When she looks down and stares for a few seconds and I ask playfully What and she smiles and responds Nothing, just admiring the view. Gah! 😻😽😸...

March 20, 2020

Deltitnu in Hello

Tooth still hurts. Photobucket is not functioning again so no tattoo pic. Working tonight, pretty sure until Death walks in we’ll be open and doing OT, pandemic be damned! Peacock TOTALLY wants t...

March 19, 2020

Asshole Day in Hello

I got two hours of sleep Tuesday afternoon/evening and maybe roughly an hour Wednesday. Tooth ache from Hell. Saw the dentist yesterday afternoon and she gave me anti bioticss and the WEAKEST d...

March 18, 2020

Wundyful, Just Great in Hello

Dentist appointment at 2. Can’t hold off the pain any longer. This time upper left side. Yes, even in the midst of the global shit show, life goes on.

March 17, 2020

Shit Just Got Real in Hello

https://www.alabamanews.net/2020/03/17/alabama-abc-board-closing-some-stores-due-to-coronavirus/ When the liquor stores are closing…

March 15, 2020

$$$ Spending Day in Hello

1:36 AM I’ve been up since ten last night. I got off work at six. Got breakfast at Blue Plate Cafe as usual. Came home, got stoned, watched a few reruns of Andy Griffith, showered then was on my ...

March 14, 2020

One Week From Now in Hello

Currently sitting in my chair in the front yard barefoot. It’s super nice out.

Fine! I’ll write about the damn virus! A&M college has a reported case. North end of town. (Quick search tells me that’s a rumor however the state now has six cases, one confirmed in Limest...

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