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Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Naturopathic Doctor / Anthroposophist / Mystic / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.

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February 18, 2022

My Dad and His in Journal

sister are like 2 peas in a pod. My dad is fervently right and my aunt is vehemently left. I don’t know why it took me so long to piece it together. They’re both very reactive, uncritical to the...


February 18, 2022

I'm Having a Great Day in Journal

And, I’m not sure what I want to say. I feel an expectation to be useful to other people, here. I don’t particularly mind that expectation, but I also want to acknowledge it and identify that I d...


February 17, 2022

Intense in Dreams

In third person perspective, I saw/experienced a house like the one from ‘a handmaidens tale’ with a whole slew of servants, which served a wealthy family. They were mostly white- I think- and I ...


February 15, 2022

Valentine's honesty in Journal

Is refreshing. I can’t remember seeing ANY honest thoughts about it from the public at large. It was always “I love it so much I’m so special I’m so loved” or “I hate Valentine’s stupid Hallmark ...


February 14, 2022

Property Rights in Journal

It has been brought to my attention that I’ve neglected to support my arguments with sound first principles, here. So I’m providing the argument for property rights. Property rights is the princ...


February 13, 2022

Thoughts in Journal

Empathy. It’s a funny thing. It’s one of those things that we often assume about people, groups, institutions, parents, etc etc etc. We assume it because… well. Because to do anything else would...


February 13, 2022

Indignant in A Childhood Lost

My dad once took a whole day, with my little brother, to not treat me like shit. They didn’t tell me what they were doing. It was a “secret” between them to see what would happen. One whole day. ...


February 11, 2022

Happy in Journal

I feel so happy. So. My plan for day trading has commenced. If anyone wants to know what I’m doing, keep reading. (not financial advice) I follow a few people pretty regularly. Dollar Cost Crypt...


February 07, 2022

Day Trading in Journal

I’ve decided pretty much by sheer impulse to start day trading. I think I’ll start today. Well. I’ll think about it today. Inflation has me freaked out quite a bit. Our grocery bill is almost as...


February 07, 2022

People are Stupid in Journal

People are mean. People are defensive, agressive, ignorant and idiotic. I feel ashamed. I feel greif. I feel that it should not be so. But the evidence is overwhelming. It seems that anything ...


February 02, 2022

Just Curious in Journal

For anyone who actually reads this stuff, what do you think when you hear that someone consciously, intentionally doesn’t speak to their parents anymore? I’m genuinely curious, please answer :)


February 02, 2022

Snow in Journal

We have it. Lots of it. Gotta shovel it. Snooooooo


February 02, 2022

Bullied in Journal

We’ve been TTC for what seems like most of last year. In reality, we’ve only really been able to catch 2 solid months. It seems like a married couple should be able to plan these things, but it w...


January 31, 2022

For a Man of Genuine in Journal

Self-esteem, upon meeting someone entirely new, he is not concerned with what they think of him but rather with finding out what he thinks of them. His social need for psychological visibility ca...


January 26, 2022

I Feel Alarmed whenever in Journal

I read or hear something like this “Herman’s work is valuable to everyone who has been the victim of such incest because it offers help; it is valuable to those whose families are shattered by i...


January 25, 2022

Forgiveness is in Journal

(imo) the involuntary, spontaneous dissipation of rightful anger after having been harmed maliciously or unintentionally. Ie, forgiveness is not a virtue. There can be virtue in earning forgiven...


January 21, 2022

IQ in Journal

Is a pretty contentious topic. I mean. It’s contentious because a) average people cannot conceptualize the experience of the high IQ 2) the Kruger-Dunning effect d) High IQ people are not just a ...


January 20, 2022

We've all had the Covids in Journal

and it wasn’t bad. I might’ve even had it twice, but it’s hard to say since I wasn’t tested the first time. Been thinking a lot about respect, recently. It was something that came up very early ...


January 19, 2022

Eerie in Dreams

I am with my same age-mates from grade school. I am really enjoying myself. I am confident. Attractive. Satisfied. Admired. I was with another woman from my class who is classically attractive, f...


January 18, 2022

The cruelty of in A Childhood Lost

My dad continues to haunt me. It is one thing to observe, interpret and judge events and the environment which transpires around you. It is another to impose your choices upon those around you, ...


January 15, 2022

The Pain is Gone in A Childhood Lost

I’m sure exactly when it left, but it did. It’s sort of surreal, you know, to realize that at some point the ache in your soul you’ve felt your entire life has evaporated. Was it slow? Was it spo...


January 15, 2022

My Kid in Journal

is really cute, and so am I. Every time we go out- which is usually to the jump park these days since it’s 4F outside rn- the adults fawn over my son. Don’t get me wrong- he’s stinkin’ adorable....


January 09, 2022

I feel a bit in Journal

weird, today. IF what I had last month was the ‘Rona, the past 2 days was just a little after-blip or something. Same symptoms, but shorter and milder. Today I have a bit of that feeling you get...


January 08, 2022

ALL of us in Journal

are trauma survivors. Idk when I began to feel an annoyance at the self-proclamation that one is a “trauma survivor”. It speaks to me like someone wearing a wound on their forehead. It speaks of ...


January 08, 2022

Fog in A Childhood Lost

I’ve had trouble tracking names, faces, behaviors, identities, over time. It’s been like walking through a mass of thick fog. It does not lift, and it does not differentiate. It is endless and it...


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