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Snow day 2. in Since OD is shutting down....
I just got the email that they are coming to do snow removal so we went outside because I was going to try and move my car but there’s enough snow behind it to get stuck and not enough space to f...
It's a crap shoot, my whole life. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I looked forward to my interview all weekend. I got my kid to school, came home and showered. I went there and waited for awhile and started feeling pretty uncomfortable but then the lady came...
Worried. in Since OD is shutting down....
So I mention to my Mom yesterday that I’d like to go get groceries today without my daughter because it just goes so much faster and I’m not sucked into buying a bunch of crap that we don’t need....
Christmas program, car bill. in Since OD is shutting down....
The Christmas program this morning was just super cute and makes me feel nostalgic for Christmas coming. My daughter was on the top row and I’m glad because taking videos was a lot easier because...
Block it out. in Since OD is shutting down....
I talked to my friend this morning about my BD and that was her advice. I also think I need to free myself of this by never contacting him again because every time I do, we just go down that same...
Some positive thoughts. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m still annoyed at that chick messaging me BUT I like that I’m no longer on the wrong side of this. I like that I know what this guy is about and I don’t have to suffer anymore, any bitch tryin...
Still sick in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter and I both are still battling with being sick. She woke up with a fever this morning, she was just so hot all over her body. I gave her some Tylenol which brought the fever down so sh...
Friday. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m still trying to get my voice back. I have had a horrible stomach ache since last night. I’m going to be super glad when I’m done being sick. This shit is driving me fucking crazy. Just at hom...
Needed break. in Since OD is shutting down....
Alright so after that shit storm last night, I decided that I need to do a reset and deactivate Facebook where I can just disconnect. Facebook is a really negative platform that managed to piss m...
Sick as hell. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been pretty sick since Monday and I’m really getting tired of it. I still can’t hardly breathe or smell and yesterday I could barely speak as I had lost my voice. Last night I woke up and c...
Creeper. in Since OD is shutting down....
I never go out back anymore because I quit smoking almost 2 months ago. Every few days I’ll refill the food and water for the cat that lives outside but I never pay attention to the chairs until ...
Thanksgiving 2022 in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been another holiday where it’s just my daughter and myself. We can’t go to my parents house because my little brother freaks out if we are there too long so my parents brought us turkey din...
Mindset is everything. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve been in a pretty bad place mentally for a few days again, thanks to BD. I can’t keep letting this person get to me because it makes me think really scary thoughts. I deserve to be happy and ...
Hateful. in Since OD is shutting down....
So a couple of days ago I get a letter from my daughter’s school stating that if she was enrolled with her tribe, she would receive an educational grant. I decide to message her sperm donor and a...
Criticism. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’m all for hearing what people have to say about my problems, I don’t mind being told that I’m wrong and I have no problem admitting it. I like constructive criticism but once you start tryna te...
Thinking. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have started my online orientation for my job. Still pretty stressed about everything because it just feels like shit is just up in the air. I am still talking to different sitters online tryin...
Thinking. in Since OD is shutting down....
I have started my online orientation for my job. Still pretty stressed about everything because it just feels like shit is just up in the air. I am still talking to different sitters online tryin...
Fuck it all. in Since OD is shutting down....
I got hired at that job but I don’t know if it’s worth it. I’m struggling with my mental health and honestly feel like I could end it and not care one bit. No one gives a shit about my daughter o...
At my wit's end. in Since OD is shutting down....
My daughter has really been struggling in school where she’s been violent with other students. I don’t know if it’s just a mix of the nostalgia of school starting, her Dad was around briefly or o...
I decide what goes. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been a whirlwind of crazy on my side of the tracks lately. I’ve been dealing with some health issues and not feeling good along with my kid’s SD (sperm donor) breezing in disrupting her stab...
Appointments. in Since OD is shutting down....
Anyways, I told my Mom about these appointments a month ago and still ended up taking my daughter with to both of them. I am so glad that COVID is over so that I’m able to just bring her with me ...
Down. in Since OD is shutting down....
We are on day 3 out of 4 from school break. I did take daughter with me to my dr appointment on Friday and will take her with to my dentist appointment in the morning. I asked my Mom a month ago ...
Where do I go. in Since OD is shutting down....
I had counseling this morning. I am feeling a bit better about things and ready to start tossing around ideas about a job and start getting into a routine. I really want to start making some chan...
Waiting for mail. in Since OD is shutting down....
I’ve spent the last 2 weeks waiting diligently for the mail to come. It’s pretty obnoxious that it comes at different times everyday and there’s no telling when I can plan for it to be here. I’m ...
Happy Sunday. in Since OD is shutting down....
It’s been warm and sunny the last couple of days. It’s going to be pretty nice all week too so I’ll be able to dress my kid in Summer clothes a little longer. We went to the park and got some gro...
