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If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.
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10/3/04: Homecoming in Victim of Society
The day started off with a cool fall breeze. As I walked outside, the wind rustled through my hair and then....lol jk....Ne waz today I got my hair done which took like 2 hours so by the time we ...
9/30/04 in Victim of Society
Dude....yesterday at work I found out like Matt has been lying alot lately. He told Kyle that Adam (our boss) was pissed that they all got me drunk (even thought I wasnt drunk) on Saturday, and t...
9/28/04 in Victim of Society
Its's so gay. I finally bought our homecoming tickets. Well mine and Jon's (andrea's bf) cuz they both dont go to Bonita so steven was gonna say hes going with Andrea. And I said I was going with...
9/26/04 in Victim of Society
Well yesterday Christyanne let me off work at 8 so I went home and it was my brother's birthday so all my family was there. Then this guy Kyle from work called me and invited me to hang out at Ed...
9/22/04: Letter from my mom in Victim of Society
So yeah....me and my mom are still in a big fight and she wrote me this long letter and set it on my desk and I read it after I got home from school. This morning she was being really mean and sa...
9/20/04 in Victim of Society
Well school has still been really gay. Esp since Danielle hasnt showed up for a few days. I dont know where the hell she is but like she called me at lunch on Friday and said her stomache was hur...
9/15/04 in Victim of Society
Well ne waz. . . . Im officially going out with steven now. And no, that doesnt mean im over Matt. How sucky is that. Whatever Im sure I can get over Matt...I think :-/ I had such a stressful da...
6/22/04: Summer school in Victim of Society
Well since I was bored I decided to go to summer school today! At first in the morning I was like really regretting going because I didnt know wtf was going on since I missed yesterday and I had ...
6/20/04 in Victim of Society
Well we spent about 2 hours at the hospital so I just sat in the waiting room and read my books. My uncle Gary showed up which I found to be a big surprise because he rarely ever sees the family....
6/18/04 in Victim of Society
Well today I went to Orange County finally but it wasn't a fun trip. I had to go there because my grandpa who I am very close to had to have a QUADRUPLE bypass! When we were driving there, it did...
6/15/04: Shasta and Cookies in Victim of Society
im so sick of like having to always be drunk or high with my friends to have fun. like thats seriously all they want to do. for 3 days in a row all we did was smoke out. and then today i went ove...
6/10/04 in Victim of Society
Today was pretty lame at school. Took my math final which I am pretty sure I failed which will mean I will probably get a D in the class but at least I dont have to take it over again. After scho...
6/6/04: Speeding ticket in Victim of Society
Ok yesterday night was the GAYEST night ever!!! I was driving around with Margot, Heather, Zak and my brother Kyle and we were going to go to the bowling alley and omg now I wish I had listened t...
6/5/04 in Victim of Society
Ok ne waz...now that its the next morning and im all sober and stuff I will explain last nite: Ok first of all me and Heather were really bored after school so we went driving around and went to ...
6/2/04 in Victim of Society
Today turned out to be pretty chill! We got out today at 12 and after school I was kinda like eh cuz i did not feel like doing anything. So me and heather hung out and we went to the thrift store...
6/1/04: Moving in Victim of Society
Well after school, my dad picked me up and told me he had "good news". We had sold our house for 470,000 and got a house up by Fruit St. in LA VERNE. At first I was kinda pissed off because I was...
5/31/04: The Camping Trip in Victim of Society
Well at about 8:00 we leave Gil's house and drive for about 3 hours to some camp ground called Flying Flags over by Solvang. Since we got there pretty late we were all tired so we went to sleep. ...
5/27/04 in Victim of Society
Today my parents left to go visit my uncle in Palm Springs so I knew Id be home alone all day so I wanted to like get drunk or sumthing. So I found a bottle of rum, invited Heather over and we ha...
5/23/04 in Victim of Society
Well Im in a pissy mood and I have nothing else to do so Im gonna play physciatrist<> for awhile... I know my friends and I know all of us have problems but I want to see if I can kinda lik...
5/20/04: A dream that Josh died. Weird. in Victim of Society
Lately I have been having dreams of death. At first I thought it was because I was drunk that day, but then I had one again today and I haven't been drinking. The first death dream I had was of J...
5/20/04 in Victim of Society
Well yesterday when I went over to Jamie's, Sky was there again and we actually got to hang out and talk this time! He is sooo cool and sweet. Like he was telling me I had nice eyes and that he l...
5/19/04: David in Victim of Society
Ok so I have talked about David quite alot in this journal but so many things are going on involving him right now. First of all, when we were talking last night he was telling me that he told on...
5/19/04: Drunk Project at Jamie's in Victim of Society
Yesterday I got drunk after I finally finished my project over at Jamie's. Her and Andrea were already drunk because they drank at the forest and over at Margot's but I had to wait since I had to...
5/17/04 in Victim of Society
Well I took today off from school because I had alot of shit to do like work on my presentation and do my laundry. Around like 7ish I went over to Jamies because me and her were gonna go buy a po...
5/9/04 in Victim of Society
Yesterday me gil and andrea drove down to joshs house and then his dad took us to scottis play. it was cool and they had FREE food :-D yay! then we spent the nite at joshs house. i guess he is st...
