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If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.
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July 1st, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Today has just totally frikin sucked. Woke up around five because Buckley (Yes, I ended up getting a kitten, and Dave is absolutely in love with it, it is just too cute) anyway, yes Buckley is h...
June 23rd, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Dilapidated, endless, falling. Measurements that do not quite add up. A shadow engulfing the restrictions, seems to whisper in my ear. I follow more closely, listening with all five senses. A ...
June 15th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
I like lots of things: 1) I like taking walks. It is so awesome that there is nature everywhere up here, beautiful flowers, trees, grass, all kinds of different birds I have never seen before, s...
June 6th, 2011 Haiku in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Green rivers blue sea Walking down a path of bliss For eternity.
June 4th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
I don't have a daily schedule. I really get bored of routines. I try to switch things up as much as I can, but work gets in the way a lot. If I had money I'd do something adventurous every day B...
June 3rd, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
The first thing I woke up to was yellow. Right when I opened my eyes, the sun was dancing yellow shimmers in an all white room. I heard a voice whisper hello and as I turned around I was facing ...
May 31st, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Dear Jasper, When I first laid eyes on you at the pet store I fell in love. I knew you were the dog I always wanted. I remember dreaming about owning a fluffy, white dog and there you were, cute...
May 28th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
My mind is floating around a purple sea of bliss. For my heart is at peace. My soul is intertwining with the soul of another, holding hands like mate's on a long gondola ride along the rivers of...
May 27th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Things that make me happy: My puppy Jasper My fiance Dave Road trips Music Beer Sex Wine Cheese and crackers My moccasins My friends and family Rainbows Listening to the rain Cuddling Bon fires ...
May 26th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Today John and I went to Media Island. I have only been there once before for Free Skool and I sat with a couple hippies and learned more about how horrible capitalism really is. I have been mean...
May 25th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
All of my favorite childhood memories are with my grandma and papa. They were my favorite human beings to ever grace this earth and I would do anything to spend just one more day with the two of ...
May 23rd, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Heroes I can't pick just one! 1) Albert Camus Ok I first heard about him my senior year of high school back in 05/06. But I was such a little rebel back then I didn't pay attention to how trul...
May 22nd, 2011 Letter to an Enemy in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Dear J, For someone I have literally only seen five times, it is quite amazing the emotional roller coaster you rode with me. Flashback to August 2008. King's Inn Hotel- Seattle. You walked into...
May 22nd, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
When was the last time you ran? I went jogging with Holly a couple weeks ago. I told myself I'd get back into it since I got my running shoes, but I haven't had much luck health wise and still tr...
May 21st, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Day 3: Letter to a Friend Dear Andrea, Remember how much we hated each other growing up in the same condo complex? I was intensely afraid of you. I don't know what I thought you were capable of...
May 20th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Day 2- Write a poem about life from a different point of view. The murahaleen are doing this. Marai Bai is no more than dust particles floating around. I am breathing in the village I grew up ...
May 19th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Ok so a friend of mine just joined this wonderful website and we decided to do the 31 day note challenge! Seems like fun! So here we go: Day One: Write about yourself! Ok sounds easy...right? B...
April 12th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Well working at Wal-Mart has been absolutely horrible. I am still trying to find a different job, preferably a restaurant gig, but nothing so far. I need a little luck sent my way!! I feel like a...
March 17th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Dave and I are living in our own little world together and we know we want to spend the rest of our lives with each other. Every day we talk about our future and we are going to be going to Kay's...
March 14th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
I finally got a job. It is in the deli at Wal-Mart. I had to sit through some boring, corporate-type bullshit orientation for three days and take 35 CBLs. It is a computer based learning system t...
February 24th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
It is snowing like crazy! I've never lived anywhere that actually snowed so this is amazing me. It was Jasper's first time in the snow and he didn't really know what to do. He seemed pretty excit...
February 21st, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
Yesterday was a great day. I hung out in downtown Oly and met up with Nahaci to workshop my abecedarian poem. The next poem we will be working on is an acronymic one! I might design it around the...
February 16th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
The job fell through because my background check came up "ineligible". It was fucked off too the way they called me 2 hours prior to starting my training. I was in the process of getting ready f...
February 15th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
I've always had this weird thing with sex. Especially sober sex. I mean I wasn't always like this. Sex used to be easy, fun, enjoyable. For the past five years or so it has been awkward, disgusti...
February 5th, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"
So I have been in Washington for about three weeks now and I absolutely love it. Unfortunately, it has been hell trying to find a job. The job I was hoping to get at the new restaurant opening up...
