Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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I will be brief and spoiler free. I enjoyed the Superman movie. I have a great deal of history with the character and the various characters established in the film. For example, I don’t need...


Comparison is the thief of joy and FOMO is emotional manipulation. There are some frustrating inconsistencies with knowing things but still having human emotions. It is rather like being able ...


I like phrases like that, “bleeding air”, because it is descriptive but is a juxtaposition. Bleeding suggests blood… a liquid… and we know what that looks like, even if it isn’t so descriptive ...


We are currently on Day 189 for the year. Imagine that… I had anticipated that my writing would get back on track to outpace the year and.... I was honestly of a mind that it would. But I seem...


It feels silly to write about this; but I would rather feel silly writing about it than act like a damned fool doing something about it. Like… there was a part of me that wanted to text Nancy t...


An excellent example of what my career is, or at least who I am dealing with in this career: As I got to work and walked to my office, there was already someone sparring with the receptionist. ...


I would love to tell you that I came home with my dog on Sunday and got the restful sleep of the recently vacationed. I would love to tell you that. But I cannot. I went to my parents on Saturd...


I am back! That was an interesting trip. I caught many fish, some were very large. All told- there were 6 guys and we caught 29 fish over 12 hours (separated into two separate days). As is alw...


The shows to end the run were lovely! The alumni show on Saturday was bloody hot but we still had a huge audience and it went very well. BECAUSE of record heats, though, we moved the final sho...


I originally wrote a bit of a private thing but honestly? Provided I’m not a dick I don’t see why I shouldn’t own this. Besides… I am kind of looking for advice. SO… right before leaving wor...


Not much to write today. Audience seems rather muted but we are outside today. I will admit, though, when the audience doesn’t give us much- I immediately worry that I am not enunciating my word...


Wow! I woke up and I was deeply sore all over my body. Like… I haven’t been this sore since Tech Week for Murder at the Howard Johnson’s and in that play, I was required to do some very physica...


Before even launching in, a bit of humor that reflects where I am: Presently, on my home PC, I have Entry 158 sitting there. It sits there due to my intention to reply to each note I receive in...


I haven’t found an easy way to include this in what I’ve been writing but I don’t want to not include it and act like it’s not noteworthy or odd or anything. So… I haven’t heard from Nancy much...


Last night, it stormed something awful. Poor Nala. Considering rehearsal was over a little after 7, I had intended to give her the fun exercise time she’s been lacking but… the storming was so ...


Today was a good day in many ways and ultimately, if I could be this productive every Saturday, I’d honestly feel worthy of having a solid relationship. Which, I guess is a confession that reve...


So, I don’t have rehearsal tonight. And while I have that ever expanding, never getting done list of just… all the shit that needs doing? Tonight isn’t an exception where we can expect that sh...


I’m feeling an old familiar feeling again. Rage, without merit or target. I think it is largely being enhanced by this whole “Chris, giving you an intern means you’re supposed to be able to ha...


I was nervous walking into today. I didn’t get my weekend list done. So, that means the work list doesn’t get shorter. And this emotional struggle is a reason for both anxiety towards the wor...


Not that I had any doubts; but I was able to prove this weekend that I can waste an entire weekend even without alcohol. Though, I’ll admit, the urge to drink was thick on Saturday! I did non...


(5/27) 8:51 p.m. - Well, holy shit! I stayed home from work, did laundry, looked at my script a little, then went to rehearsal. NOW… I still have the most lines by far so people aren’t super ...


So, I hate typing on my phone. I equally dislike typing on the crappy keyboard of my home PC. Therefore, for the weekend- I took notes on what I would want to say here. And then? I’m still ho...


So, I will admit- going into the weekend is always difficult for me to remain sober. This problem is elevated going into a three day weekend. Ironically, when I was struggling mightily with lin...


It’s funny. It’s happening again. I’m beginning to feel somewhat invisible. That is a strange thing to mention when you’re currently a leading role in a Shakespeare show. Just contemplating t...


The world is burning And yet we do what we can As the flames devour Well, starting the day by writing a depressing as fuck Haiku seems… off brand for me! But the mix of creativity, depressing ...