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I'm an extraordinary machine.
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Fuck teething. This has been such a bad 1.5 weeks. PLEASE JUST GROW IN ALREADY, STUPID EFFING MOLARS.
14 weeks in Baby Stuff
I didn't have time for photos today, but I have been really wanting bread and butter, and shakes a lot this week. I had more energy yesterday than I've had in a long time, thankfully. But I'm st...
food in Baby Stuff
I've been craving spaghetti and I want it everyday. With breadsticks. Can't forget those. Or pizza. I could eat that everyday too. I can drink earl grey tea, I don't think I will ever be able t...
self loathing in --
I am tired of life being such a struggle. I wish I could disappear and sleep. I don't want to do this anymore. nothing is easy with parenthood and I cannot handle it and haven't been able to sinc...
priorities in --
I was just reading a thread on r/relationships about a lady who works full time and goes to nursing school full time doesn't have time for sex with her husband. That's not the issue I care about ...
things I am adamantly against in --
Anti-vaccinates. "Faith healing". Home birth. Etc. I think hospitals should do a better job with birth so people wouldn't have to resort to home birth.
13 weeks in Baby Stuff
I woke up at 4am needing to throw up and I ended up doing that untl 6am. I had puke up my nose. I sneezed this morning and it smelled like vomit. so damn gross. I managed to get some broken slee...
12 weeks in Baby Stuff
Holy cow, I'm 12 weeks. I never wrote about Christmas, but it was great. Cannon got way too much stuff, and I have no clue what we are going to do with it all. Our livingroom is currently a big,...
Ferrero Rocher chocolates and Antiques Roadshow make Saturday nights good nights. Someday I will do something with my life, but right now I'm pregnant and have a toddler. :) I'd say that's enoug...
11 weeks in Baby Stuff
I'm too exhausted to ever do anything, even type an entry. so here is an 11 week photo:
cold and whatnot in --
I really wish we had some tea, I would love some today. We are supposed to get snow and ice tonight or tomorrow, I'm not sure. I plan on tidying up the house, catching up on laundry and getting ...
10 weeks in Baby Stuff
I hit 10 weeks yesterday. is this pregnancy flying by or what? I haven't been feeling as sick the past couple of days and I've even had an appetite. I still can't drink coffee though. It is pr...
We went to Jacob's work Christmas party on Saturday night. It was hosted by one of his co-workers who is retiring at the end of this month. I observed her classroom and I can tell she's getting p...
I just had my last class of this semester! I'm so happy that I can now have more time to make the house look a little better (now, mustering up the energy for that is an entirely different beast)...
I am so fucking tired. I really just want to sleep. why is that so fucking hard? I am livid. no, not at my son. I just hate being so fucking tired all the time and it spirals me into depression...
9 weeks in Baby Stuff
Technically I'm nine weeks in an hour, but whatevz. I took Zofran. Guess what. It didn't help. So we wasted money on pills that are just going to sit around. sigh. I wasn't able to do anything ...
coffee in Baby Stuff
I have an aversion to coffee this week, which has thrown me into existential crisis. Who am I without my love for coffee? This kid is making me weird.
nausea and whatnot in Baby Stuff
I am so sick. SO DAMN SICK. I haven't thrown up, but I feel as though I'm on the verge of it all the time. Guess what I've gotten done lately? Absolutely nothing. I'm mostly couch-bound. When I g...
7 weeks tomorrow in Baby Stuff
I thought I was lucky because I wasn't feeling nauseated. HA. HA. Fate, you are a sly, cold bitch. I have been feeling sick for the past week now. I almost threw up a few times too. On top of the...
I just bought Pixies tickets for February and Nick Cave tickets for June (I'll be eight months pregnant... but it won't be the first time I've been to a show eight months pregnant. ;D). I'M SO EX...
5 weeks in Baby Stuff
I had an appointment with my on/gyn yesterday to confirm the pregnancy and I get the exam/check-up done. They took blood, called me today and said that everything was good. my doctor recommended ...
symptoms in Baby Stuff
I took another test this morning. Still positive! This pregnancy is already a lot different from the one I had with Cannon. The week before I found out with him, I woke up with weird tastes in ...
OH MY GODDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!1111 in Baby Stuff
Take a good look at this photo:
I want another tattoo SO BAD. My next one is going to be a Sailor Moon tattoo. Specifically something like this, on the back of both of my thighs. It's gonna be rockin'. I'm planning on getting i...
dreams in Baby Stuff
I've been having dreams every night the past few nights that I've taken a pregnancy test and it was positive. My period is due tomorrow, so I took one this morning, although I know it's more acc...