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I will be glad when this stops dragging out tbh.   Dad is at least back in Pittsworth, where he wants to pass.  It may not be at home exactly, but he needs to be where he can get the support he...

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So I definitely have to stay until Friday at my parents place.  I don't want to, but I will.  I promised my mum I'd be here for her, so that's what I'm doing.  My mum's a mess, and she hates bei...

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I can say I've experienced my first typhoon.  It wasn't anything to worry about in the end, but the anticipation was pretty scary.  I was comforted by the fact that Taipei is surrounded by m...

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I made it to Taipei.  I've been here... five days now?  Yeah that sounds about right, and it's been lovely.  The people have been lovely and mostly keep to themselves, despite being such a bust...

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I feel like I should have a spell-book or my own witches cauldron with the amount of shit I'm consuming to try and help myself lol.  The spellbook can be my library of self-help books and the ...

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So, with the apartment we are renting being sold, and the seller wanting to drag prospective buyers through, my housemate and I are considering getting our respective sex-toys and laying them...

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The disassociation/derealisation is real today. Probably the absolute worst symptom of the anxiety, in my opinion. Thoughts I can deal with, eventually, but this shit makes me feel like I’m no...

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Well it’s been a rough few days, notably a few days ago when the horrid thoughts were there. This happened the same night as earlier in the day I’d had the paramedics at work looking me over whe...

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So things are bleak. After I wrote that last entry, my mum rang me. That was a tough conversation, especially when I heard my mum break down over the phone. The doctor has officially given my dad...

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I had a phone call from my mother right after I wrote that last entry. Things aren’t good. She’s called a family meeting in Toowoomba for next week to discuss what to do with my dad. She broke...

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I’m watching the opening ceremony for the Paris Olympic Games at the moment. It’s the replay, as I wasn’t getting up at 2:30am to watch it live. It’s actually pretty cool, despite the rain. I ...

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Again, just the opinion of an outsider Aussie here. I wonder how I’d feel if I were American, but I think most of the people I read here are, so it’s cool seeing different views. I don’t actual...

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Craaaaaazy! I turned the TV on this morning when it was breaking news that Trump had been shot, although they were reporting it as though he hadn’t been hit and he just just ducked when the shots...

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I’ve actually been doing a bit of socializing, which has been so unlike me lately, But it’s what I need to do to kick this anxiety-bitch off it’s perch. It seems to be treating me good. I feel...

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I’m still feeling like shit. I keep mentally telling myself that I need to take leave every Winter because I sure as hell hate the cold. So many of my friends love it, but not for me. Everyone ...

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I’ve picked up a nasty little bug from somewhere. So annoying. Very phlegmy. Gross. The cough is the worst part. Naturally, me being worrier-me, I took one of my tests right away. No lines ...

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The bitch is back. Somehow, I went to work today. It wasn’t an easy decision, by any means. I could have called in sick, but I didn’t. The policy is to work if we don’t have bad symptoms. Min...

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Well, at the moment, it looks like I’ll be going into work tomorrow, with Covid. I texted my ASM to ask what the policy is and he confirmed what I thought it was - as long as asymptomatic and no...

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I’m back from the doctor! I managed to squeeze in an appointment and got back just in time for the lighting guy, who was a half-hour early. Anyway, it was all a bit confusing. Even the form he ...

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My entries might be a bit weird for now, as my keyboard has decided to stop working for some reason, so I’ll either be using my onscreen keyboard or my phone. As if my spell-check wasn’t already...

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I need to try and find a way to mentally deal with the evil that goes on this world. I’m not very good at it. It’s affecting me, big-time. How do you guys do it? I need some advice. Normally ...

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I managed to fight off a panic-attack last night. It was brought on by my overthinking of the horrific murder situation of Jesse and Luke, and me trying to think of scenarios of how it could hav...

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So I’m in shock that this beautiful boy is no longer with us, it seems. I had a shock yesterday afternoon when a bunch of people were sharing ‘missing person’ reports of him, and the link was fro...

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Trying to get the air-con repaired is doing my head in. There has been massive confusion between the real estate and the air-con repair guys. I had a phone call this morning asking if I’m free ...

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The pandas are fucking annoying. Aren’t people paying memberships to prevent this shit? I guess we’ll get there eventually with the aircon. The technicians finally came out today to have a look...

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