uglystupidhuman

I'm stumbling in the dark but feel that somewhere in the unknown there's purpose.

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I had a strange dream this morning. I was back in school, this time with my cousin who’s actually a doctor today. I remember in that dream we were in the same class and I thought “wow he’s pretty...


September 08, 2021

Gratitude 9.9.21 in Many things

I’m thankful for the 2 slices of pizza I had today. Even though I didn’t want it. I’m thankful that my treadmill didn’t get wrecked in the flood. I’ll certainly need it after eating those slices....


September 06, 2021

Jacky and Yuffy in Many things

I found these pictures a couple weeks ago. I left the files on my desktop. I look at them every now and them. I miss them. I see glimpses of them in my dreams sometimes. He was a good boy. He was...


September 04, 2021

Clouds in Many things

I was in the car with my brother this afternoon and on the way home the clouds looked a bit dark and heavy it if it’ll rain eventually. Farther away the clouds were brighter and more defined as i...


September 01, 2021

Instability in Many things

I dreamt that I was somewhere far where the sky was covered by grey dull clouds and I saw through colorless eyes in a world where everyone seemed hopeless. I found myself on a top floor of a towe...


August 10, 2021

Dreams in Many things

I’ve been having these dreams about my cat who passed away on July 23. At first, I didn’t dream about her at all. Then, last week on Monday I… Its difficult to describe. I dreamt about her, only ...


I want to write about my cat. All her little habits. The way she used to open one side of her lips slightly higher than the other while closing that side’s eye as if she tasted something sour. M...


July 23, 2021

... in Many things

I’ve been sitting here for several hours trying to think of how to express the things that are on my mind, but I cant. Tonight is probably my cat’s last night. I want to write about all the thing...


July 19, 2021

Annie's Song in Many things

It’s past 6pm on a Monday evening. The sun is still up, the leaves are vividly green. I hear a car at a distance and a dog barking behind the noise. It’s been 8 days since I lost my dog and I fee...


My dog was euthanized at approximately 5:15pm. Maybe its human nature, the need to give reason and meaning. Maybe he was a dog that just wanted to stay out a bit longer. Inside our home, were the...


July 07, 2021

Windy in Many things

The weather suddenly turned violent this evening. All the trees and all its leaves were shaking as the sky turned grey. I was out with my dog and for awhile he seemed back to his old self. He was...


July 06, 2021

Trajectory in Many things

Earlier this year I put together a diet plan for myself. I also purchased a treadmill a few months earlier because my gym kept closing due to the virus. I’m around 5lbs away from my target weight...


July 05, 2021

When it lurks near in Many things

All my life, ever since I was a child who understood it, felt like being dragged forward by time to events I’ve been so terrified of. I think about my parents. I think about how cruel it is. 12 y...


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