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I think I have decided on a couple things. The first thing is I need to talk to my friend and confirm all the house stuff. I know she says she is undecided but I want to get a more decisive answe...


I have goals this year. Solid goals. There are goals that I have very little control over but still a goal. Goal 1: sell house Goal 2: buy/move into new house Goal 3: loose weight (20lbs or more...


December 28, 2019

How long should we wait? in A new start

Grr my u button doesn’t work half the time. I guess I use it a lot. So the house has been on the market just over a month. Only one couple has been through. Two were supposed to but haven’t yet....


December 20, 2019

soon... I hope in A new start

With the holiday coming up I knew we would have no showings. Two weeks of no showings. Not surprised. I just hope someone decides they want it within the next month. I guess I shouldn’t be in a h...


This house selling thing… is such an up and down game. I just want it done. First showing it smelled to pettish. Second showing rescheduled. Third showing will try when back from their out of tow...


December 02, 2019

Thinking in A new start

The thoughts going on in my head are running in circles. We have not had an offer yet on our house. It’s only been a little over a week. Shouldn’t be a huge deal. And it’s not. But it makes me wo...


November 15, 2019

Monday in A new start

The realtor comes Monday. Hopefully we get this place listed. Get it sold. Put an offer on my property. Buy a motorhome as soon as we know whether our offer gets accepted. Do what we need to do t...


November 13, 2019

getting closer in A new start

I broke down and messaged my mom’s realtor friend. Asked her to list my house. She was busy today but I should hear back from her tomorrow. I am anxious for this. I am scared. I am excited. There...


We have officially talked to the lender and got our pre-approval. Feels good. The amount is a decent amount but our area is saddly lacking in properties in that price range. But oh well. Just mea...


October 28, 2019

steps, big or little in A new start

I finally emailed the manager of where we live to get some information that my lender wants. You know after counting down the days until we could get a loan and then just not doing it once I coul...


September 25, 2019

my dogs in A new start

Today I had to take my puppy in for her second set of shots. I never think twice about it. I mean the vets know best, right? Well right before I saw a story or something about a specific shot and...


September 05, 2019

the ants go marching in A new start

Took the puppy in today for her first ever vet visit. It was a little bit late, should have done it the week she came home. But anyway it’s done. She is like 11 weeks and already 5.5 lbs. She is ...


August 24, 2019

kinda weird in A new start

Some people live in weird situations. Maybe they don’t seem weird to them but to an outsider they are. I mean I live in a house with just my husband, my kids and I. Would not add any one else unl...


I have come to the conclusion my dog wont be having puppies. Just means I will probably take her to the vet and see whats up once we move. I will try again to breed her next time she comes into h...


July 24, 2019

my farm in A new start

My kids talk about moving a lot. They are excited about the thought, although it is still a while off. They talk about choosing their rooms. They talk about the animals they want. Hell I talk abo...


July 19, 2019

Maybe we can wait in A new start

I have been wanting out of this house since a year after we moved in. Didn’t see it happening, not any time soon. Finally this year we talked to a lender. She told us come October we could get a ...


July 14, 2019

That experience... in A new start

I knew the day I put in my application that place was going to be… well a shit show. It just wasn’t set up in an organized way. I almost didn’t want to accept a job if they called but the money t...


I worked yesterday. I told them I wasn’t coming back. My hands hurt. I can barely use them. I wouldn’t have been able to do anything had I went in today. I feel bad. I don’t want to be a quitter ...


July 09, 2019

a new time spender in A new start

I guess I will be going back to work tomorrow. Early in the morning. Like I have to be there at 6:30. No biggie when I worked at the other production place I had to be there at 5 a lot. But it is...


Last summer right around now was when my youngest broke her arm. That was a very frustrating situation. My kids had went to my mom’s neighbors to play. Those neighbors had a trampoline. That tram...


June 15, 2019

right now... in A new start

This waiting thing is no fun. I want things right now. In four months we can talk to the lender again. I know it’s not that long but it is. I wish I could have gotten in contact with the owner of...


June 05, 2019

Processing in A new start

I am still processing what the lender said the other day. Still processing how I feel about it. I have a packing bug. I want to pack. I want to be moving. But we aren’t. Not for another at least ...


June 03, 2019

4.5 month delay in A new start

We talked to a lender today, not completely the news I wanted. We have to wait until October to get preapproved as we have to wait until it’s been 2 years since the bankruptcy was discharged. It’...


May 11, 2019

dreaming in A new start

I’ve a couple weird dreams lately. It used to be when I would dream one specific person would be in them. We would be flirting or whatnot. Well the last couple dreams have shifted now. They have ...


March 27, 2019

We all have them... in A new start

Opinions… A few weeks ago I was talking to a friend. Here any time they will be moving in with their significant other. Which no big deal but… they have only been together like almost 4 months. I...


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