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I have been wanting out of this house since a year after we moved in. Didn’t see it happening, not any time soon. Finally this year we talked to a lender. She told us come October we could get a ...


July 15, 2019

That experience... in A new start

I knew the day I put in my application that place was going to be… well a shit show. It just wasn’t set up in an organized way. I almost didn’t want to accept a job if they called but the money t...


I worked yesterday. I told them I wasn’t coming back. My hands hurt. I can barely use them. I wouldn’t have been able to do anything had I went in today. I feel bad. I don’t want to be a quitter ...


July 09, 2019

a new time spender in A new start

I guess I will be going back to work tomorrow. Early in the morning. Like I have to be there at 6:30. No biggie when I worked at the other production place I had to be there at 5 a lot. But it is...


Last summer right around now was when my youngest broke her arm. That was a very frustrating situation. My kids had went to my mom’s neighbors to play. Those neighbors had a trampoline. That tram...


June 15, 2019

right now... in A new start

This waiting thing is no fun. I want things right now. In four months we can talk to the lender again. I know it’s not that long but it is. I wish I could have gotten in contact with the owner of...


June 05, 2019

Processing in A new start

I am still processing what the lender said the other day. Still processing how I feel about it. I have a packing bug. I want to pack. I want to be moving. But we aren’t. Not for another at least ...


June 04, 2019

4.5 month delay in A new start

We talked to a lender today, not completely the news I wanted. We have to wait until October to get preapproved as we have to wait until it’s been 2 years since the bankruptcy was discharged. It’...


May 11, 2019

dreaming in A new start

I’ve a couple weird dreams lately. It used to be when I would dream one specific person would be in them. We would be flirting or whatnot. Well the last couple dreams have shifted now. They have ...


March 27, 2019

We all have them... in A new start

Opinions… A few weeks ago I was talking to a friend. Here any time they will be moving in with their significant other. Which no big deal but… they have only been together like almost 4 months. I...


January 25, 2019

Oh my child! in A new start

I got a call from the school this morning. I always answer if it’s the school. Never knowing why they are calling. Well this time it was my youngest had brought something to school she wasn’t sup...


Shortly before Christmas I messaged my husband’s ex wife asking for a picture of his kids. I wanted to do a calendar or something that included them. She took a while to respond and when she did ...


It took me 48 hrs to get over something that I should have been over minutes after it happened. However I am a Taurus and I am very much my sun sign. Being that I am stubborn. Now what is it tha...


My sister messaged a few days ago, maybe a week looking for pictures from my grandma’s memorial service. I think I have some… somewhere. I think they are on the dead computer, or my aunt has them...


September 25, 2018

This time of year in A new start

It was this time of year three years ago when we fought to get this house. One year in I wanted to love but really couldn’t. Two years in and it hit again that I wanted to move, but still was not...


September 07, 2018

Some people... in A new start

I try to be low drama. I think I have always been pretty low drama however I know not everyone chooses to be that way. I have noticed a friend I graduated with doesn’t seem to care about drama. A...


I decided to make my life book private. In thinking about what I wrote it was very adolescent like. I’m not an adolescent anymore. Haven’t been in a long time. So now I’m starting a new book and ...


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