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November 30, 2025

The beginning in 2023 the year I recover

I have decided to keep track of what all I want to do to my property and what all I have done to it. I am hopefully working on getting some of the broke down/abandoned vehicles out of there W...


October 08, 2025

All the things in 2025?

It’s been a while since I wrote anything. I’ve been busy. Things have changed so much. I’m currently sitting in a motor home writing this. Which means yes, I finally got my house sold. It was ...


August 03, 2025

Accepted in 2025?

I’ve had my house on the market just short of a year. I’m over it. I have reduced it in half. I had st least 3 people interested. One came and looked at it. Offered me half of what I need i said...


This coming week the boss and the used to be owner will be gone on vacation. It will be so much more relaxed around the shop. We will get stuff done. I made a comment about not getting yelled at...


The more they stay the same. Right? I’ve had my house listed since August. I have not had a showing since January, maybe February. People kept requesting and when I said I could not make that w...


January 30, 2025

A thought I had in 2025?

I am still looking for jobs every week. Have actively applied to jobs every week since September, or October. I have only managed what 4 interviews out of all those applications? Kinda sucks. On...


This year it’s hitting me really hard. The loss of my grandma. It’s been 20 years next month. She was more a mom to be than a grandma. I miss her. My love’s wife has a brain tumor (what took my ...


I don’t write much. I don’t really have much to talk about. I finished school. Managed a 4.0 through it all. Considering it was only a year it wasn’t that big of a deal. My last class didn’t aff...


After 4 months I finally gave him his Christmas/Birthday gift. He said he loved it. He had been wanting that for a while but never bought it. I guess I kinda knew him only a month and a half to t...


December 02, 2023

Maybe... and not in My descent

The week of Thanksgiving we were slow at work, hell we’re still slow. But anyway. The Tuesday before Thanksgiving I left work early as it was my youngest daughter’s birthday. I picked both kids u...


November 20, 2023

Memories in 2023 the year I recover

While on my walk today I was thinking about some memories. Not very many. Some may be a little tmi, so be aware. A few months ago when I was deep within the thralls of the ex boyfriend we were ou...


October 28, 2023

Thoughts of 10/28 in My descent

Ok, this is going to be a long one. Maybe boring but I had to get it out. Reflecting on my past relationships. A lot of it is eww. Like bad bad relationships. First boyfriend, I was only 14 (I th...


I wasn’t going to do it. I wanted to stay friends but I can’t. Not anymore. I decided to be nice and call him back on Saturday. He never answered. I told him I will not be contacting him again un...


October 14, 2023

Breathe... in 2023 the year I recover

Anxiety is a bitch. My anxiety is high right now. I just want to cry. I’m going to see one of my best friends and their family. She just had a baby Tuesday. This will be a 6.5 hour drive at the ...


I have stuff I want to say. I do not know exactly how to say it, or what exactly it is I want to say. I think I am ready to be back to work already. Sometimes weekends are a little too long.


October 07, 2023

Progression in 2023 the year I recover

As I think about this I realize a project I started the other night that I need to finish. Progress though. I have been deleting my pictures of the ex, or more like moving them to my computer so ...


So the other day I was upset with the kids for not helping to clean the house. Okay, I was mad and yelling. My oldest (she’s 15) pops off with I don’t do anything to keep the house clean. That ma...


But is it what I really want? I think things with that guy are over now. Which isn’t a bad thing. Actually, it’s a great thing. But I still feel sad it didn’t work. I still love him. Oh I love hi...


As this year has gone I talk about doing things for a little bit and then act. I did it with school. I think I talked, quietly, about it for a month. Took the step to look into it and answered th...


I was doing so well at recovering from the year and some odd months with him. We would talk once in a while. We would spend time together too. Then we got back together. But it wasn’t the right t...


The last couple days I’ve been in a mood. Maybe it’s the time of year. I’ve never really thought this month was a hard month for me, but maybe it is. There is only one negative thing I can for su...


Last night was the first concert of at least 5 for the year. My oldest and I went to Rockzilla. We both enjoyed it. My brother and his wife were there also but not seated next to us. We found eac...


I wanted to write about the differences from my friend and my husband. But there is no comparison. I feel like my friend knows me way better than my ex does and we haven’t known each other as lon...


February 16, 2021

Ugh ugh ugh in A new start

We have had no power since Friday. No heat. Barely any cell service. It’s going great here! At least we aren’t snowed in.


February 02, 2021

Everyone else is doing it in A new start

General What kind of house do you live in (condo, single-family, apartment, craftsman, ranch, etc.)? manufactured home What kind of siding does it have? t whatever it’s called When was it built? ...


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