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I am honest, blunt and sometimes selfish. I have dealt with migraines for the last 20 years. Recently developed a whole slew of other things that were being masked by medications I was taking that did not help the migraines. Rheumatoid Arthritis and Trigeminal Neuralgia. I don't tolerate ignorance AT ALL.

The odd thing about this form of communication is that you're more likely to talk about nothing than something. But I just want to say that all this nothing has meant more to me than so many ... somethings. So thank you.

Kathleen Kelly - You've Got Mail

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September 19, 2017

Bout to in Adventure Time

Get my freak on. Lol does anyone use that term anymore. Meh whatever. Story to come later I’m sure. Pics and vids on request. LMAO. Just kidding you guys. I would never subject you all to...


Now, this isn’t a new topic in this diary, however, we are going to put a spin on it. If you notice what book this is in, you’ll understand why. I had to go through and FIND this book because I...


It’s so hard to be without you. Lying in the bed, you are so much to be without. Rattles in my head that empty drum filled with doubt. Everything you lose, the wisdom will find its way out. ...


June 29, 2017

What A Dick in Adventure Time

So, here’s something I want opinions on. I get a lot of random ass pictures of male genitalia. So, this guy today sent me his usual pic of the day I guess you could say. And I was just like ...


June 25, 2017

CA in Adventure Time

Well call this one CA. This is a recap of a sexual adventure, if you’re not comfortable with it, skip this entry. He came over Thursday afternoon. Randy got called into work early and I was her...


June 15, 2017

Matt in Adventure Time

So this is going to be the first entry in my new book. As you can see it’s a name. The names may or may not be the correct names of these people. You’ll just have to figure that out on your own...


December 17, 2016

One Sweet Day in Songs Without Music

Sorry I never told you, all I wanted to say. And now it’s too late to hold you ‘cause you’ve flown away. So far away. Never had I imagined living without your smile. Feeling and knowing you he...


January 09, 2016

Only in Songs Without Music

I’m becoming less defined as days go by. Fading away, well I guess you might say I’m losing focus, kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself. Sometimes I think I can see rig...


When did you get up today? About 9:30 actually. Is there anyone that could make your day if they showed up at your house? hmm I’m not really sure. How old was the last person you rode in a car w...


August 27, 2015

Say Anything in Songs Without Music

Here I am on the phone again and awkward silence is on the other end. I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice, but right now all I feel is the pain of the fighting starting up again. A...


July 07, 2015

Go Away in Pain

I don’t like you. You’ve never been welcome. You used to come around at certain times, but now you’ve set up camp like you own the place. Sadly, you do now. It’s like every time I turn around...


I do have to be nice and put a disclaimer here…This will contain graphic sexual references. Please be warned. Have you ever used a sex toy in bed? If you want to see our collection, just ask… Wh...


Hey, so I recently signed up for a new website called Influenster. It’s similar to other “word of mouth” kind of websites where they ask you questions to get a feel for things you like and produ...


We belong here, we belong here. Ain’t nobody that can tell us we’re wrong. Help me say, say this to you. I’ll stand by your side, to see you through I promise you that I’ll keep you safe from ...


Which song describes the mood you are in right now? tearin’ up my heart - nsync Which song describes the mood you are usually in? daddy’s little girl - michael buble Which song describes ...


March 26, 2015

Home in Surveys and Other Fun Items

DO YOU LIVE IN A HOUSE OR AN APARTMENT? Duplex WOULD YOU SAY IT IS BIG OR SMALL? Medium…2 bedroom, 1 bath, 8 se ft. DO YOU HAVE A WELCOME MAT? yeppers DOES IT SAY SOMETHING? it’s just a random p...


Oh the night, here it comes again. It’s on with the jeans, the jacket and the shirt. How’d I end up feeling so bad, for such a little girl? And I hold you close in the back of my mind. Feels ...


January 19, 2015

Under Care in Pain

I sit back and think all the time where I would be had Randy not come into my life when he did. There was a 6 month span from where we met to when the shit hit the fan. If I had stayed with Leo...


January 17, 2015

No in Songs Without Music

No, no intentes disculparte, no juegues a insistir. Las excusas ya existían antes de ti. No, no me mires como antes, no hables en plural. La retórica es tu arma más letal. Voy a pedirte que no...


January 17, 2015

I Hide It in Pain

I often hide the fact that I am in pain. It feels like every time I mention it, it makes me more vulnerable. I should be a strong woman. I’m only 30 years old, why is my body breaking down lik...


December 12, 2014

I Am Aware in Pain

Too aware most times. I have so much pain. None of the emotional stuff, it’s all physical. I don’t know why i was chosen to endure this life. I don’t know if it will ever stop. I think about...


November 19, 2014

Warms in Surveys and Other Fun Items

Are you wearing a hat? NOPE…I’M IN BED Bottled water: yes or no? SURE BUT I HAVE A FILTER PITCHER Do you have a crush on someone right now? FUNNY THING IS, I DO, BUT JUST BECAUSE IT’S SI REFRESHI...


November 18, 2014

Starlite Diner in Songs Without Music

It’s midnight at the Starlite Diner. You said meet me at a quarter to twelve, and I’m standing in the corner wishing you were here in my arms. Fare thee well my old friends. Fare thee well. Is...


How old will you be in five years? 34 Who did you spend at least two hours with today? Randy and Jacquie How tall are you? 5‘10” What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? my surger...


1.) Do you travel heavy or light? Is traveling light a form of showing off? I generally always pack extra just in case. Two extra ubderwear and shirts usually 2.) When naked, are you capable o...


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