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My name is Timmy™, formerly authorcode C104458 on OD. (Successor to A624512) Jersey born and raised, currently living in an OK state. I like cheese, feminism, bad puns, pegging, and Star Trek. Some entries are filtered. Don't be shy. I only bite if we have a safeword in place.
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer.
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Sleep Report, 2-9-21 in The Napkin.
Mood was probably best mid-day yesterday. A “fine” at best, which a touch of sadness. Strike that, I also felt “fine” when I went to bed. Well, not quite, either. I just wasn’t hungry all day. ...
Human Connection. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Been a rough morning/afternoon. I tried Operation Distraction to “forget” how I was feeling, but it wasn’t quite working. It’s annoying that facing our emotions sometimes makes them feel worse ...
Sleep Report, 2-8-2021 in The Napkin.
Or lack thereof. I tried staying up late to tire myself out. And as soon as my head hit the pillow, I was wide awake. No sleep aids last night, as I prefer not to take them two days in a row. S...
Move over, Spock Helmet. It's time for... in The Napkin.
Spock Earmuffs! Set those pointed ears to warm.
Depression be like.... in The Napkin.
(I’m actually in decent spirits today, shhh. Took a plethora of sleep aids last night and phew, it’s nice to sleep.)
Legolas. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
The Hobbit movies aren’t the best, but they’re a nice addendum to PJ’s LotR adaptation. Something I like is how it helps the character of Legolas. Who has been accused of not HAVING much of a c...
The Evolution of BIGGAYDAN. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
This actually isn’t a story, but another one of my emotional, personal, and philosophical explorations where I’m not quite sure what I’m going to write. Always fun when you’re not quite sure wha...
The Vengeance of BIGGAYDAN. in The Official BIGGAYDAN Archive.
Our favorite homosexual male is casually sitting on the couch, watching television. There is a bag of Smartfood™ white cheddar popcorn slotted to his right. He keeps switching through YouTube™ ...
Who Does NOT Want To Date-A-Timmy™? in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Longtime readers may remember a playful “contest” I would do every April 16th. But why wait? As a preface, this “contest” was/is very tongue-in-cheek. I once discarded the entire results and d...
Correlation ≠ Causation. in The Napkin.
Stray thought. I have noticed I write the most when I’m mentally unstable. And if it wasn’t painfully obvious like being critically fucked through a concrete wall, I’m not mentally stable right ...
On Atheism, or Lack Thereof. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Wasn’t expecting three long-winded entries in one day, but here we are. LET’S GO, CUMSLUTS. It’s not that I hide being atheist. It’s that other religions are so HI I’M CHRISTIAN AND THIS DEFINE...
The Shire. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
As in Open Diary. There’s your thesis statement. Yup, not even pretending it’s a decent writing style. I’ll continue to refine my craft, including just smashing through the fourth wall like a f...
Compersion and other Spectrums. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Let’s define Compersion using a touch of google-fu. The word compersion is loosely defined as the opposite of jealousy. Instead of feeling upset or threatened when your partner romantically or se...
Ankle Weights. in The Napkin.
Nope, no metaphor for once. Ever try them? Definitely don’t wear them out-and-about nor to bed. But just casually at home? Your body adapts to the weight. And then when you take them off at n...
The Triumvirate(s). in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Trekkies know this term well. Kirk, Spock, Bones. It plays into Freud rather well. Spock is the logical Superego. Bones is the raw emotion, the Id. And Kirk mediates them, as the Ego. This ...
Let's talk about Honor. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Q’pla, motherfrakkers. See, there’s two types of Honor. There’s the social honor. Oh, doing what the Empire wants you to do. And then there’s personal honor. Holding to your own personal virt...
As Per Request. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
I really forget who requested I sing. So, here we are, at past 6 in the morning. I had to argue with Youtube a bit to even allow comments. The darkness is intentional.
Let's talk about Roger. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
As most readers know, I like to watch “Sister, Sister” while I wash the dishes. Great background noise, and also I find myself actually watching the darn episodes. The most recent episode I’m u...
Tina's Hallway Sequence v1.25 in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Once again, Frederick finds him on the ground with a female who is threatening him. But this is different, much different. Karen is genuinely angry, agitated, and could injure our specimen if h...
Vocal Range. in The Napkin.
Female companions have raved at my singing. As this is text, well, you probably have no idea. My singing is on top of my ability to do “bad” accents. I feel my natural range is in line with Joh...
Change One Thing: Star Trek XII: Into Darkness. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Leave Kirk dead. I was really worried about this film. I actually didn’t get wind of the spoiler before going in. I sadly got wind of the spoiler in the 2009 film. (Vulcan being destroyed.) S...
Let There Be Unconsciousness. in The Napkin.
Ever since 46 became President, I’ve been sleeping better. Though, it also correlates with being a month out from my trauma. (The 21st.) If this continues, I’ll post the specific numbers, as I...
Reclamation. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Previous entry got me thinking about Open Diary. It HAS been back online for a number of years, but the sting hasn’t left me. Even if I “could” go back, I tend to only write in one spot. When ...
Musical Associations. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
Geez. Pandora played a Blink 182 song, and I thought of a girl I chatted with online when I was 17. Her name was Anna, and she was, well, into Blink 182. Good god, I haven’t thought about her i...
On Tina. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.
My new laptop, that is. Even after a month, I still haven’t fully explored all her settings ie fully set her up. Feel like I should have written this yesterday when it was fresh in my head. But...
