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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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I Could Go For A Drink Right Now in Hello
Several, actually. 6:04 AM. I could REALLY go for a fucking drink now.
Malfunctioning Penis in Hello
Sounds like a cool band name, right? Dear Penis, This is getting old. We’re getting some on the regular again now after years of nothing steady. You’re making her feel bad. We got close, didn’...
Fuck This Shit! in Hello
Boss texted me on the way to the doc to bitch me out. Doc couldn’t do the work ‘cause my blood pressure is high. Primary doc requires an office visit (for BP meds) EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS I’ve had H...
Sober. Peacock dropped by on her way to work for a quickie. Grilled chicken thighs and zucchini for dinner. Got myself and her a bag of weed then went to her house to hang. She’s finally talke...
Crap Fudge Frick in Hello
Peacock had had a bad night at home so she played hooky from work to hang with me Thursday. We rode together to the root canal appointment and she was going to drive my drugged butt home. I che...
Another Night in Hello
Returned to work tonight. Booooo! Saw my regular doc this morning. He’s annoyed that the dentist didn’t give me anymore pain meds. He gave me Tramadol which does fuck all for my toothache. Wa...
Night Off/Update in Hello
Peacock came by after her shift and rocked my world. My chest and neck are marked up XD. I love cuddling with her. She’s almost a foot shorter than me so it has it’s advantages. All late nig...
Fudgepacker! in Hello
Can’t stand the pain anymore. Bugged the doc, now scheduled for a root canal Thursday morning.
And Always Remember Your Towel in Hello
I want to bitch about work but it feels so insignificant after reading my bookmarks tonight
Bootylicious in Hello
Got laid again before work tonight. Still didn’t get off. looks at penis What the fuck, bro? It feels good! You still got your stamina. C’mon. Show her and I a little love and cross that fini...
1:26 AM/Updated in Hello
Sex is a good distraction from an alcohol craving. When she looks down and stares for a few seconds and I ask playfully What and she smiles and responds Nothing, just admiring the view. Gah! 😻😽😸...
Tooth still hurts. Photobucket is not functioning again so no tattoo pic. Working tonight, pretty sure until Death walks in we’ll be open and doing OT, pandemic be damned! Peacock TOTALLY wants t...
Asshole Day in Hello
I got two hours of sleep Tuesday afternoon/evening and maybe roughly an hour Wednesday. Tooth ache from Hell. Saw the dentist yesterday afternoon and she gave me anti bioticss and the WEAKEST d...
Wundyful, Just Great in Hello
Dentist appointment at 2. Can’t hold off the pain any longer. This time upper left side. Yes, even in the midst of the global shit show, life goes on.
Shit Just Got Real in Hello
https://www.alabamanews.net/2020/03/17/alabama-abc-board-closing-some-stores-due-to-coronavirus/ When the liquor stores are closing…
$$$ Spending Day in Hello
1:36 AM I’ve been up since ten last night. I got off work at six. Got breakfast at Blue Plate Cafe as usual. Came home, got stoned, watched a few reruns of Andy Griffith, showered then was on my ...
One Week From Now in Hello
Currently sitting in my chair in the front yard barefoot. It’s super nice out.
Covfefe-19 (Execute Executive Order 66) in Hello
Fine! I’ll write about the damn virus! A&M college has a reported case. North end of town. (Quick search tells me that’s a rumor however the state now has six cases, one confirmed in Limest...
Stolen Survey in Hello
Yup, I gotta work Friday night. What is your favorite accent? Cockney 😁 Can you do any other accents other than your own? I can do impersonations of other people? What does your mother nag you ab...
Daddy Warbucks in Dreams And Nightmares
Currently smoking a joint. Income tax came in yesterday. Get paid from work tomorrow. Savings account is about to get fat and the last of the court fees are getting taken care of in full ASAP. 99...
It’s just about 11:30 AM. Before, I’d have started drinking about 9 AM. I’d be feeling pretty good about now if not already drunk. Either gaming or on YouTube sending out incoherent text messa...
So The Plot Fuckin' Thickens in Hello
This one hurts. I’ve had my doubts and suspicions. Either paranoia or giving in to the BPD of seeing things in black and white no grey. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Two weeks ago P...
Why Do You Feel This Way? in Hello
Useless. I was off the last two days and really didn’t do anything. Yes I rested up. But…I don’t know. Feel like I should have gone out and done something. Sure I messed with the Lego set I g...
Yarda Yarda in Hello
One month sober. 👏👏👏 I ended up at Wal-Mart last night and bought a bandage for my arm. Still stiff and sore. Woo. I’m bored today so rewatching Spider-Man Far: From Home.
Herbal Pilgrimage in Hello
I woke up way too early. Did not have to work last night so inadvertently stayed up till almost midnight only to have the cruel mistress of 6:30 AM greet me when I opened my eyes. Set out early,...
