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“It is sometimes an appropriate response to reality to go insane.”
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That Was Awesome in Hello
Crockpot pot roast tonight. Took a hoagie roll and toasted it for 10 minutes at 375. Twas delicious with the roast.
Libra Records in Hello
Cannon on in the background. Returned to, “normal,” today. Feet hurt. Back sore. Tired. Signed up for Friday. The body wash I’m using contains aloe. It smells of rose water. tee hee I’m the pr...
Patricidal Rebellion in Hello
Twisted thoughts impaled upon spikes of confusion If I don’t survive this I’ll kick my own ass…
ADHD Moment in Hello
The band NOFX have an album titled S&M Airlines complete with a title track. It’s about some unsuspecting guy taking a flight on what amounts to a sex dungeon airline. So, I started thinking...
I, Dumbass in Hello
The craving hit hard and didn’t let go. Ended up at a liquor store looking for Vat 69. They didn’t have it, everything inside me was screaming to just leave yet I bought something anyway. It w...
Gah! My arm feels like Bruce Lee punched me. Dull, burning ache. Ended up grilling tonight instead of last night. Mom got take out yesterday. Did some banking today and got the car washed. ...
Can't Sleep. (Update) in Hello
I don’t feel good. My arm where I got the shot hurts and my gut is giving me diarrhea. Managed to doze off after midnight but woke up a little while ago and can’t get comfy. Oh well, back to the...
Larry's Hair Was On Fire in Hello
Law & Order in the background. Crashed hard around three something AM after work. Got up around ten, went and got Vaxxed (finally), picked up two bone in ribeyes for dinner, grabbed a quick ...
Dr. Fox Is An Amazing Mind in Self Help Desk
FU Buddy in Dreams And Nightmares
Had a nightmare I was back at the medical job. Don’t remember the details but I woke up remembering the place I’m at now and how understanding they are. I think it stems from a Reddit comment ...
My hands have a tremble. Got doc’s orders (and some benzo’s) to take off work to dry out out. Told work I was withdrawing bad and HR gave me a name of a church based (ugh) rehab that members of d...
I don’t like being alone like this. 2:27 AM I didn’t go to work today. Been in a funk and trying to smile through it but here I am, alone with my thoughts. The job is a mess. I’m drinking way ...
It's 2004 in Songs That Remind Me
And I’m third shift at target. Chaney Man and I are talking music. The Vietnam Vet who works background checks as a side job joins in. Tells us of a band named Camel. “They’re not on the radi...
Sleep Sunday in Hello
I got up at six this morning to take mom and my aunt to the airport. Alas my cousin said she would so I went back to sleep. Been resting all day. Tis nice. The only responsibilities I have the...
Stag Party in Hello
Green Acres is on. Think…know I ate too much. Feel miserable. Chelsea quit. When she didn’t come in Wednesday I had a hunch. The Assembly Guy has his very moody/angry moments. I don’t like ...
Greasy Poo in Drugs 'n Drunk
In high school my first girlfriend was Lynn. I affectionately called her Lynnie The Poo. Then in notes passed between classes I started to referr to myself as Greasy Jess as I had unkempt long ...
Two Nights Down, Two More To Go in Hello
The air conditioner is working again. I turned it on after I wrote last night and it was working. Even still had the repair guy come out and look. Nothing wrong…weird. The newbie in assembly m...
Fudge This Crap! in Hello
The air conditioner is on the fritz. It is hot in this damn house. Mom made spinach, corn and killer fried chicken thighs for dinner, so that was a welcome joy. Sneaking feeling I’m not gonna...
Spittin' Fire in Hello
Woke up with heartburn. Ugh. Currently washing my work shirts and cargo shorts. Shoulda did this last night but I was being lazy. This coming Sunday I drive mom and my aunt to the airport. They...
Friday night I grilled chicken and veggies. (Protip: skewer and grill cherry tomatoes. You’ll thank me later.) Saturday night I made the soft taco bake from a kit. Sooo good. Tonight I was lazy...
A Comparison : Road To Nowhere in Hello
Yes No one comments on my video entries. I’ll post lyrics instead. I’m an English…whateves. I get puns in rock lyrics. I digress Ozzy Osbourne had Road To No Where and in my twenties I worshipp...
In Hell I'll Be In Good Company in Hello
Dead love Couldn’t go no further Proud of And disgusted by her Push, shove A little bruised and battered Oh lord, I ain’t comin’ home with you My life’s a bit more colder Dead wife is what I tol...
Minor Accomplishment in Hello
Seven days sober. I’m taking the rest of the week off from work due to my foot aching after two days of standing. Oh well. The weekend of solitude I fear.
Hm. I’ve officially have been sober all weekend. Haven’t done that in a few months. Little steps. Currently munching on late night milk and Oreo’s. Join me?
Ribs? Updated! in Hello
Aphrodisiac or sleep aid? Went back to the clinic when they opened and the NP gave me prednisone 10mg. It has done wonders and I can walk again. Met up with Peacock for an adventure in the aft...
