Luci ⋅ 25

I'm a 25 year old psych student and I like cats, video games, food, and of course, writing. I live with my partner of 3 years and my two cats, they are my entire life and mean the world to me. I suffer from mental illness so this is part of my attempt at bettering myself. Here's to my hopeful recovery and to the future c:

"i cant believe that there might be millions of possible alternate universes and i got stuck in one where my fuckign brain is Broken"

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April 02, 2019

falling into place in Journal

my mantra of last year has definitely applied to my life so far: hard work pays off. it is embarrassing to admit that i have never really put in a lot of hard work in my life. emotionally perhaps...

March 19, 2019

home in Journal

god i miss feeling comfortable in my own skin to feel at home under pale folds the bits that hang over your jeans used to tuck away but now, i hold you and i want to love you a body that has been...

December 21, 2018

2018 in Journal

i can’t explain this feeling. it’s a million emotions at once. joy, ecstacy, love. i think it’s love. the lightness in the chest, the lack of air. i can feel the hormones releasing into my bloods...

December 13, 2018

im so tired in Journal


December 05, 2018

NoJoMo... oops in Just Stuff

I’ve never done this before but I totally missed out on it last month due to life so.. I’m gonna post it here and do it all at once. I’m cheating, whoopsie. 🙃 11/01 - What is your dream vacation?...

November 26, 2018

don't stop in Journal

i can’t believe i didn’t give up. this is huge for me. earlier this year i wanted to drop out again. i was so close to failing. and i turned it around. distinctions and high distinctions. it’s li...

November 20, 2018

#1 in Just Stuff

A) What does the last text you sent say? And to whom? “hahaha all good girly!! xx” to a co-worker who asked if I was free this weekend - J and I are going away for our anniversary. No work for me...

November 20, 2018

The Future in Journal

Do you ever feel a gust of wind and close your eyes, and that wave of nostalgia hits you? Like the feeling of a good memory on the tip of your brain but you can’t actually remember what the memor...

November 19, 2018

Nightmare in Dreams

What an awful nightmare I had last night. It’s the first night I hadn’t taken any sleep supplements in over a week because I felt I didn’t need them. Had worked super hard yesterday and was exhau...

October 17, 2018

Keep Moving On in Journal

It’s been a while since I’ve written since life took over. Everything has been stressful AF but I’m still alive and managing so I must be doing okay. J and I moved to a new apartment - it’s much...

September 17, 2018

Jealousy Is A Bitch in Journal

I have such an intense problem with jealousy. It started when I was a little girl because mum used to compare me to others a lot. I think she planted insecurity in me because she was insecure her...

September 14, 2018

14.9.18 in Dreams

Back in my parent’s old house (been dreaming a lot about that lately). Two friends and boyfriend are over, but we’re younger than we currently are. We’re dressing up in evening gowns are my frien...

September 14, 2018

Ups & Downs in Journal

My therapist thinks I might be Bipolar. I’ve been in therapy for years and have seen lots of different therapists but never have I heard “bipolar” before. It’s because I mentioned feeling constan...

September 09, 2018

Hello! in Journal

I’ve been looking for a new place to upload a journal for a while now. I used to own an online diary when I was a teenager and for the most part it helped me a lot and made me feel apart of a com...

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