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Something new in Ruminating
I try to express my feelings in other ways than sitting and crying… finding the words is already hard enough. So I challenge myself to expand my vocab while writing a prose. This last heartbeat ...
Here we go... in Ruminating
Im upset that I let my guard down… I fell in love with a man and he turned out to be trash. Two years of my life, love and energy totally wasted. To make matters worse I’m pregnant… 29 and pregna...
RIP Mom in Ruminating
So many thoughts today… The John Singleton story hit me harder than I anticipated (RIP). Seeing that he was on life support for a little over a week, reminded me of my experience losing my mom t...
I found you! in Dreams, Goals and Randomness
For the past 5 months I could not remember the name of this site! Ugh !! Maybe life was forcing me to live instead of seeking refuge or a distraction in this online journal. This name literally ...
All I Wanted Were Flowers in Ruminating
All I wanted were flowers… Roses, Lillie’s, orchid, hydrangeas, daffodils, chrysanthemums, Daisy’s, carnations, buttercup In the form of… Regard, Love, observance, honor, devotion, cheer, dedic...
Starting something in Dreams, Goals and Randomness
I want this to be an erotic piece.... It takes a few days for the words to come together as I like them to. My vocab isn’t naturally as colorful as Id like it to be, but I’ll get better. No nasty...
Big Girl, New Heights, New Things in Ruminating
Trying new things… Despite the judgement from those that know me, and don’t know me. I feel like I’ve come to a point in my life where I’m ready to have fun. I wasn’t really a sheltered child, b...
I hate holidays in Ruminating
I hate holidays of all kind… Losing a parent is the hardest thing to have to face. I come from a two parent home, where my mom was a homemaker and my dad worked every day. I lost my mom April of ...
New addiction. in Dreams, Goals and Randomness
So I started to attempt this piece during my week long vacation. I was proud of the first result, but I felt I could make it better. Making multiple entries to track my progress. First time wri...
Hump Day in Dreams, Goals and Randomness
Today seemed to go by so fast. Working off of three hours of sleep, I managed to be productive without sneaking to my car for a lunch nap. I’m feeling really good. Possibly due to the gratificat...
Addicted to this in Dreams, Goals and Randomness
So I started to attempt this piece during my week long vacation. I was proud of the first result, but I felt I could make it better. Making multiple entries to track my progress. First time wri...
Prose for the Box 🙃 in Dreams, Goals and Randomness
Insomnia has me awake knowing I have work in 4 hours. I intentionally started this piece while on my stay-cation last week. I was able to finish it tonight surprisingly. I’m normally a painter b...
MBA = Many Blessings Ahead in Ruminating
Today was a better day. I’m currently fighting my way out of a depression. It’s funny how my peers think I should be happy, but honestly I haven’t been. I’m thankful for the blessings God has gi...
Mastered Regret in Ruminating
The topic of my graduation has come up a lot lately. The week of graduation I was hella depressed and off balance. On one hand I’m very proud of myself for accomplishing a masters degree, it took...
