Ruminating
by Cocoabutterlove
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Something new
I try to express my feelings in other ways than sitting and crying… finding the words is already hard enough. So I challenge myself to expand my vocab while writing a prose. This last heartbeat ...
Here we go...
Im upset that I let my guard down… I fell in love with a man and he turned out to be trash. Two years of my life, love and energy totally wasted. To make matters worse I’m pregnant… 29 and pregna...
RIP Mom
So many thoughts today… The John Singleton story hit me harder than I anticipated (RIP). Seeing that he was on life support for a little over a week, reminded me of my experience losing my mom t...
All I Wanted Were Flowers
All I wanted were flowers… Roses, Lillie’s, orchid, hydrangeas, daffodils, chrysanthemums, Daisy’s, carnations, buttercup In the form of… Regard, Love, observance, honor, devotion, cheer, dedic...
Big Girl, New Heights, New Things
Trying new things… Despite the judgement from those that know me, and don’t know me. I feel like I’ve come to a point in my life where I’m ready to have fun. I wasn’t really a sheltered child, b...
I hate holidays
I hate holidays of all kind… Losing a parent is the hardest thing to have to face. I come from a two parent home, where my mom was a homemaker and my dad worked every day. I lost my mom April of ...
MBA = Many Blessings Ahead
Today was a better day. I’m currently fighting my way out of a depression. It’s funny how my peers think I should be happy, but honestly I haven’t been. I’m thankful for the blessings God has gi...
Mastered Regret
The topic of my graduation has come up a lot lately. The week of graduation I was hella depressed and off balance. On one hand I’m very proud of myself for accomplishing a masters degree, it took...