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Magical Realism

by Satine

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It’s been a year. Objectively, I am on top of the world. Woman of the year in my sport for the second consecutive year. Was presented with two Guinness world records last weekend. My summer p...


July 11, 2018

We All Have a Hunger

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? I wouldn’t put on a movie with the intent to make myself cry, but I do a lot of crying on airplanes, usually while watching movies. I think it’s the...


May 03, 2018

Swimming With Penguins

I really need to get back into the habit of this. Work trip after Hong Kong, got back just in time for US National Champs Still wasn’t feeling any of it but I put a smile on my face, did my best...


February 06, 2018

Beluga Sevruga

This year has been grating on me so far. For various reasons I cut way back on travel, my brother got married, and I’ve been working way too much. At least six of my friends’ parents died in th...


February 02, 2018

So It Goes...

Writing is like swimming right? I just need to start, and then it will get easier. When I last wrote, it was late April. In early May my dad was honored at the first in a series of ceremonies ...


April 26, 2017

Warriors & Scoundrels

I should write: - Good swims and fun times with A and my English Bestie Amy and all our other wonderful friends at the UK Cold Water Swimming Championships - An amazing and luxurious impromptu V...


January 24, 2017

Breaking the Ice

Objectively, 2016 was a phenomenal year for me. I achieved most of my personal goals and some unexpected ones: Won the International Winter Swimming Association World Cup Completed non-stop sol...


August 22, 2016

Success is Counted Sweetest

Another month, another entry. After getting back from Italy work kept me busy, outside of that trying to train, trying to yoga, trying to eat decently, trying to get enough sleep but not be lazy...


It’s been a roller-coaster summer so far. My own life is relatively calm, but every couple of days we wake up to something horrible in the news. All this life lost, all this craziness political...


June 22, 2016

Humbling

I’m in kind of a weird mood. This weekend we drove upstate with my friend Janine and kayaker Alex. A met us up there and we stayed at the house of Bob, a race organizer, to do a test swim for a...


I’m in limbo with no motivation to do anything. Inertia. Bad thoughts swirling through my head, feeling hopeless. For a month after Iceland I put myself through a cleanse of sorts. No alcohol...


April 13, 2016

More Icelandic Sagas

After the World Championships I had a blissful 2 weeks at home before I had to head out again. The day after I got back I had an even for my least favorite group, but it went pretty well and I w...


March 13, 2016

Swimming in Siberia

Got back from Vermont, unpacked, slept, repacked for Siberia and headed to the airport on Monday afternoon. Met up with Bill and Brad at JFK and landed in Moscow around 7am local time. We heade...


March 06, 2016

Memphremagog Monsters

Last I wrote, I was on a work trip, my last one for the season most likely! I left a suitcase with my swim stuff and cold weather gear at home and A picked me up in midtown with everything in t...


March 01, 2016

Life at Zero Degrees

Got back from that work trip by 10pm-ish on Friday to see my love. Went for a Coney Island swim the next morning at 9am, or rather breakfast with my girls and then a very quick dip. A and I hun...


February 18, 2016

So Far So Good

We rang in 2016 at the top of the new One World Trade Center Observatory with amazing views, fireworks, and champagne. You know you’re up high when fireworks look low/small. It was nicer to tak...


November 19, 2015

Progress Report

So after all that I ate well for the rest of the work day with intent of going to HIIT and yoga after work, then grocery shopping for healthy foods and early bed before SWIM PRACTICE. Instead I ...


I’m in a funk and it’s lasted long enough that I think it needs to be documented. I gave myself a year of being gentle with myself, indulgent with myself, and now it’s past a year and I know wha...


October 12, 2015

525,600 Minutes

It’s been a year now that my dad’s been gone. I think in some ways this has been both the hardest and most the most amazing year of my life. Swimming in Siberia. The China trip and my first ti...


September 10, 2015

Pillar Box Red

What time did you wake up this morning: A bit before 8am. I didn’t have anything until 10am and was up past 2am the last 2 nights working. It’s that time of year again! Is there anyone that co...


September 08, 2015

Just Be

I’ve been so spoiled, coming off a great 4-day-weekend with A, a short week last week and and vacation just before that - almost 2 weeks of being together most of the day every single day, which ...


September 03, 2015

Dazzled

I feel like I’ve been in a bad mood all summer. Which means fall should be a relief, but right now I am just dreading the amount of work I need to do and the even bigger tidal wave of work that’...


July 02, 2015

Blackouts & Airplanes

After Murmansk, life went (somewhat) back to normal. A few days after I returned I went to see Marina & the Diamonds at Bowery Ballroom and ended up running into my friend Brian from freshma...


After Antarctica I had one night in Buenos Aires, then a red-eye the next day back to JFK. From there I had a few hours at home before I was slated to begin another journey to compete at the fir...


June 11, 2015

Death by Whole30?

Sooo, Tuesday night, 4 weeks into eating completely clean - no sugar, no booze, no nothing…I get hit with massive food poisoning and a full-body rash complete with giant hives. I have absolutel...


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“Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary.”

~ Cecil Beaton

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