Deeper Bits (Emotional and such)
by He Who Must Not Be Named
Entries 40
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So utterly broken...
I guess I never really realise how badly broken I am until something causes me to fall apart. I was watching Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, and it got to the part when Dumbledore is kill...
I said it.
I finally said on Facebook that I’m not okay. With Facebook’s ordering algorhythm and the people I have on my friends list, I figure 3 people will acknowledge it (J, S, and Nana) and probably com...
Not gonna make it.
I dunno if that’s accurate, but that’s sure how it feels. I finally have the truck I’ve always wanted. I haven’t driven it in over a month. I like my car. I barely drive it. I want to get the gar...
TheVanishingAct©
So M and I have been talking for over a week now, relatively consistently. It’s been on me to start the conversation. I don’t like that. The other side of it is emotionally, I want her to come ba...
Memoriam
Dad’s been on my mind today. Not sure exactly what set it off, but yeah. I’m wishing I’d written down some of his stories, or better yet, recorded him telling some of them. Not like I didn’t have...
Emotions on high...
Sometimes I seriously hate being emotionally enabled. Today has been absolutely crap. Everything is setting my emotions off. Happy scenario or thought, sad scenario or thought, and I can feel my ...
Again...
A friend of mine moved back to the area from Idaho, and got in touch with me today. She came by the store, and I walked over when she got out of her car. Her first order of business was to give m...
Another Day
It's frigid here. Below freezing. So cold in fact that my fountain/pond thing is frozen over, and I had a rude surprise when I went to knock what I thought was water off the tarp over the dog ken...
Very down day...
To preface this, I do believe that dreams tell us things. Sometimes, though, I'll admit I have no clue what my dreams are trying to tell me, and other times I do. Last night, I dreamed that a g...
Changes...
I'm realising I'm getting very down at night. I'm usually fine during the day, but at night, I don't want to be bothered by anyone. The neighbor boy means well, and I know he's just trying to get...
The good ex..
I had a dream two nights ago that I was getting back together with my first girlfriend. She's the only one I can honestly say that I have no complaints about her, and wish she'd been the one to l...
Buring out quickly...
I don't know how much more of this I can take. Work is just breaking me down physically. The stress of issues with other people, managers, the hours, and the loads, it's playing hell on my head. ...
Empty space
I'd planned to get better about blogging since J got me started on this, but work has been leaving me exhausted. I have things of value to say, just too tired for words.
The Ginger....
So for the past year or so, I've had these very vivid dreams of this blue eyed, pale skinned, firey red haired girl. We've had many a date, many a night in, many a conversation. I've seen her par...
A family way...
I'm just gonna preface my first entry by saying I'm here thanks to my Glaswegian friend, J. I'll probably delve into my history with her at some point, but for now, I, as she is, am an OD transpl...
Book Description
These may not be the happiest entries, but they’re the deeper bits of me.