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To a close.
It’s not that I don’t care anymore. I do care. SO very much that I’m leaving her alone. There was a time when we couldn’t go a minute without talking/texting wanting to know what the other pers...
Running away.
Searching for a sense of purpose. Trying to find where I belong. 2 days. That’s how long i managed to stay sober before things blew up and went to shit. 10/11 weeks ago my work cut me down to ...
What is
Loneliness? I’m alone in this house with 3 other people. No one cares how I am. Just as long as i’m there to fix everyone’s problems. I’m so tired of being the one to take care of everyone el...
Everyone i know..
goes away in the end. But not like this. over the years of ups and downs. She’s always been…okay who am I kidding. She never reached out to me. She went on her life and forgot me. She was ov...
Your choice..
Sitting in traffic.. another day of feeling nothing. Everything’s beautiful… as long as i’m not there.
I'm indifferent to the loss..
It snowed last night. I’m sure someone is saying well if there’s global warming then why is there snow! You won’t hear them say it again though, because I would have strangled them and buried the...
There is no title
Ah Friday. Is it time to start drinking yet? No. It bothers me that our whole society is built upon the mon-friday work week thing. We even instill it into our kids. Yup you have to go to s...
And just like that.
So that person deleted their comments and my response to their comments. HA. Looks like i can still piss off stupid people over the internet without even trying.
Today we'll learn about stupid people.
For now i’ll keep this persons name hidden. It’ll take, at least, a couple thousand years before humans will be that destructive. To be honest, by that time, we would have better technology and...
Winds of change
What is wrong with people? Myself included of course. We quite literally are on a path towards self destruction. Extinction level event even. People just keep ignoring it. Drive their cars to ...
I'll burn my eyes out.
I’m not sure why my will to live is so strong. I was almost in 2 accidents in the last 24 hours. Once on the way home, someone tried to move into my lane (during rush hour traffic) without looki...
Without the pain, without the suffering....
I remember meeting a coke dealer. Older black guy, with a white coke whore g/f. She took a liking to me, I was oblivious. I just wanted my coke. He pulled me aside to talk to me. Gave me an ...
Just a fading fucking reminder
Jerking awake suddenly. Not a cold sweat just… sweat. I’m covered in it my hair is damp. She’s asleep next to me. Beauty hasn’t faded, but for every beautiful girl out there, is a person who’s...
Too busy dying to stop and live.
Is daylight savings coming? I honestly can’t remember. It’s just getting darker and i’m leaving at the same time every day. Maybe the world is ending? That’s a pleasant thought. As we destro...
Somewhere between happy and total fucking wreck.
She had a pretty face. Sitting in traffic looking at the amazing clouds. Someone I once knew said that anytime the clouds are like that you can tell someone is tripping somewhere. A nice though...
Then it was now.
my hands won’t stop shaking People are terrible things. We’ve murdered and raped and pillaged throughout history, only when enough people go together and were strong enough did we start ‘forcing...
Can you remember what it's like to care?
It’s not something that happens all at once. It’s something that happens slowly, building up over a lifetime of betrayals, disappointments and hurt. One day you just realize that you don’t fuck...
