Then it was now. in 1. Sometimes giving up is the only way.

my hands won’t stop shaking

People are terrible things. We’ve murdered and raped and pillaged throughout history, only when enough people go together and were strong enough did we start ‘forcing’ civilization upon everyone.

Now we all know the rules. Stay in the lines, don’t do this don’t do that. Every morning in traffic I wonder how bad it will be if i just swerve into another lane. How will people react? Badly most likely, people don’t like change people don’t like sudden chaos. And mostly everyone will be pissed because now they are stuck in traffic b/c some asshole couldn’t control his car.

I find it beyond humorous that we are a ‘social’ creature. But really we just want to be better than the other ones around us. “Haters gonna hate”, yes but why? Why can’t anyone be happy for other people?

Oh right, because if you are then how about you shut the fuck up?

More loneliness.