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I’ve begun wearing makeup again. Wearing lowcut shirts, putting on dresses and my more form fitting clothes. Our sex life has gotten better, more open. But I have to be the one to initiate every...

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I’ll never be the most attractive girl in the room. I’ll never have your full attention. I’ll never be enough for you. I won’t entertain that pretention. But when they ask who loved you longest I...

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Torn open For the world to see Heart broken It’s always me I was wrong I always am Soul crushing Door slammed I want it back What we lost Twisted stomach What’s the cost? I can’t do better Than I...

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I felt like I was making progress. I was trying new techniques to help my personal/social life while using my go-to techniques for dealing with anxiety and depression. The weather warmed up. I wa...

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We talked. We fought. We slept. Then we talked and fought and talked some more. I’m exhausted. Physically, mentally, emotionally exhausted. But I feel better. We discussed all things past and ...

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When I was still on right side of things, with my head straight and holding on every day, I didn’t care what I looked like. I could leave the house in jeans and an oversized t-shirt with no make-...

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I went to my daughter’s school for an event. Actually we went as a family. She was there. I know he told her that I saw the story and that I think it actually happened. I know because he sent the...

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Some days I’m more optimistic than others. I’m sure I can rebuild my protective barrier and in no time I’ll be fine. Yesterday was a good day. I laughed. I enjoyed myself. My depression was at th...

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My depression happens in what I call cycles. It isn’t seasonal depression. It is different. In my mind I call it Dam Depression. I have never talked about it with anyone seriously. I took antide...

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