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The Napkin.

by Timmy™

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I’m seriously worrying about this girl. This Woman. I don’t think it’s funny or horny to psychologically break someone down mentally. Oh, she’s fine “now”. She’s a green “now”. What about five ye...


January 14, 2021

On Ally.

She’s a girl I made out with at Airk’s family’s Fourth of July Party. There we go, my Thesis Statement. She was friends with Airk’s little sister. And to skip to the end. She was hitting on me ...


January 11, 2021

Protect me. She would.

For those that will understand, I’m feeling more Timmy now. It’s like she was protecting me, keeping me safe. She was always there. Between 10% and 40% of me. And in my darkest hour, when main...


January 08, 2021

Sober sadz.

Sober streaks suck. I still get sad out of nowhere. Hope I cheer up a little before bed. Sucks feeling irrationally anxious and nervous when you’re trying to sleep.


January 08, 2021

Clothing-Equipped Bum.

You don’t need to be nude to be beautiful or sexy. Oh hell, I seem to have fun with my Sophia-voice. So let’s just intentionally go into a SOPHIACHAT. So, as you know, I’m on fetlife. Nice web...


January 06, 2021

Being Articulate.

It takes practice. For me, yes, it is intentional to a degree. As a writer, it helps with getting points across. Because if I stop being articulate, it changes the tone of the writing and conv...


January 05, 2021

Hugs, and Platonic Love.

So anyway, I was messaging with someone on fetlife. I sent this message and realized it’s entry-worthy. “But Timmy, why would you post something kinky like that here?” IT ISN’T. Believe it or...


January 04, 2021

Self-consent.

Gosh, so many anecdotes are coming to me. Picture it, St. Paul, Minnesota, 2002, late summer. I was in my Grandma’s basement about to kiss a girl I liked. (Gosh, when I say that out loud…) Pri...


January 03, 2021

Orchiopexy

Orchiopexy (or orchidopexy) is a surgery to move an undescended (cryptorchid) testicle into the scrotum and permanently fix it there. Orchiopexy typically also describes the surgery used to resol...


January 01, 2021

Car-Talk.

Okay, I’ll keep posting. This isn’t classified, just something I haven’t written out. There’s a girl in high school I was friends with. Sanaz. Senior Year, we spent a LOT of time talking in he...


December 30, 2020

<3

“I love you” doesn’t mean “I’ll be with you forever.” It means “You’re in my heart, forever.”


December 23, 2020

Lolo.

So I went to sit down in front of Tina (my laptop) to find Mr. Boi sitting in my chair. Such a good cat. Reminded me that there are good boys out there.


December 21, 2020

On Tina.

Ruby Red has been a USS Stargazer of a workhorse. I got used to her slow pace. And I respect that. Ruby was doing the best she could, and never crashed. Enter Tina. I bought her slightly blind...


December 17, 2020

Or -2.8C.

27F? Perfect weather to get the mail. Gosh, I love wearing mah beanie. Only thing missing are some good fingerless gloves. The best fingerless gloves I ever had I got from Hot Topic. No joke....


Two wrongs don’t make a right, but three lefts do. : D


December 15, 2020

It snot your problem.

Do you blow your nose with one hand or two? I have seen humans blow their nose with two hands, and I can’t figure out how to do it. Okay, one side, the other side. But. WHAT ABOUT WHERE ALL THE...


December 14, 2020

On painting nails.

Painting your partner’s nails is a submissive act. So says the submissive. Am watching something about love acts. Things we do in the beginning that gosh, we dream of. I want to walk on a b...


December 14, 2020

Anxiety is...

Dragging your feet over the culmulative time it will take to shower, shave, wash my hair, get dressed, take out the trash, buy a litter box, and buy groceries. When doing so will make me feel be...


December 06, 2020

Punch the Clock.

Working 11 to 11 today. Oh, I was asked beforehand. I stupidly said yes. Been there long enough where I can turn my interior monologue off a bit and autopilot. Days end. At least I have tomorr...


November 26, 2018

I am DaddyCat.

Kid: Gets upset at the smallest thing, and does anything to get in trouble. Also the kid: Complete soldier after biting her tongue and inside of her cheek. The dental numbness is wearing off, ...


September 05, 2018

On Umbrellas.

Walked the kids to school this morning, as usual. Seconds out, we realized it was raining. That’s fine, I snagged two umbrellas for us. I said two. One for each kid. Figured I would endure t...


January 17, 2018

31B

Tashina and I got approved for our new apartment! WOOOOO! 3 bed, 2 bath, washer/dryer hook-up. Playground and pool. For 795/month. We got the last 1st floor available. There still needs som...


December 18, 2017

Tashy.

Ten days until I see her. I’m so excited. She loves me. Her kids love me. Her parents seem okay with me. Her niece and nephew ask about me. That’s important. I may be Jersey Strong, but my heart ...


November 07, 2017

oops.

I think I overdid the perfume today. I wear Dove, to keep the manstink down. And uh, I have this really nice smelling perfume. And yes, I know chicks can reek. Gasp, chicks smell of body odor? Bu...


Right: I want guns and the confederate flag. Left: I’m triggered. Me: I’m going to walk away now. (I still think I lean left. It’s just frustrating to see friends say shit that makes you go “...


Book Description

Off-hand thoughts which I won’t organize as well. But feel safe to share.