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yikes
do you ever have those moments when you realize nothing matters and we all exist in a universe that couldnt care less what happens? a human life is a tiny blip on the grand scale. i know that, it...
idk
haha i really hate doctor’s appointments you go in thinking ‘oh its just gonna be a regular checkup probably wont even need to wear that stupid gown and let some creepy old man get near me’ and ...
life update/happy new years
first things first happy new years and such i mean time is a human construct so really there is no new year but whatever lol anyways on to the main event so i’m disgusting i’ve been purging a c...
birthday vent
so today was my birthday my family insisted that we go out to eat so we went to a little thai place nearby chicken pad thai and thai iced tea and cupcakes and key lime pie i overate today and i...
life n stuff
do you ever get those days where it feels like theres literal tons of weight on your chest and no matter how hard you try you cant move or breathe or do anything that seems to be my everyday livi...
thoughts, so many thoughts
my thoughts recently have been random. my moods have been drastic and changing from minute to minute. i’ll feel fine and motivated and laughing and it seems like not even two minutes later i’m pl...
recent events
i was gonna write a lot but once i opened prosebox and selected new entry my brain blanked. i guess i’ll just give an update on life. my sister flew in from college a couple weeks ago. her girlf...
update
today’s been alright. its currently 1am i woke up at 4pm lol that seems to be my sleep schedule recently. i dont feel tired until like 5am and dont wake up until after 3pm i dont mind tho since ...
thanks
i’m bad at replying to individual things cause actual conversations kinda freak me out no offense to anyone in particular but uh thanks to everyone whos been supportive n stuff idk its nice to kn...
scrambled
so i texted 741-741 yesterday the urge to hurt myself or worse was overwhelming the person on the other end said i was brave and a fighter for texting in i disagreed i felt weak like i needed to...
unsure
i’ve talked to a therapist and psychiatrist about my issues. they seem to disagree a bit in that the psychiatrist is hesitant to say the little episodes of not being able to breathe n shit are pa...
