idk in random

haha i really hate doctor’s appointments
you go in thinking ‘oh its just gonna be a regular checkup probably wont even need to wear that stupid gown and let some creepy old man get near me’ and then 20 minutes later youre uncomfortable and the gown is too short and everything feels weird plus random vaccines that you were never told about
i had to get 3 vaccines and i apparently need more before the end of the year which is great
i get that vaccines are important and all, its just such an ordeal every time
my arms are still sore
and then after those vaccines i had to get blood drawn and of course they couldnt find a vein on my right arm so they switched to my left so now i have 5 puncture marks total
i dont even know why i had to get blood drawn
i am a little bit nervous for the results cause i’ve heard that doctors can tell if you purge a lot from blood work but itll probably just be chalked up to a bad [insert organ here] or something since my family has never had much luck with that lol
idk its whatever i guess
i’m just really tired and i dont want to deal with anything which i know sounds privileged and stupid
idk i’m gonna stop writing before my brain spirals too much