unsure in random

i’ve talked to a therapist and psychiatrist about my issues. they seem to disagree a bit in that the psychiatrist is hesitant to say the little episodes of not being able to breathe n shit are panic attacks. which is understandable. i’m kinda wondering myself if any of this is even real. i mean i write these blogposts online where anyone can see. how is that not being an attention whore? but at the same time i see people post stuff like this and just random stuff about their day and everything and its fine my brain isnt like ‘o wow what attention whores’ its more like wanting to help
idk maybe i’m just an idiot and all of this is normal shit to be going through

Last updated May 09, 2018