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Hurty Owie
Pulled a calf muscle in my right leg and walking now hurts. Then I tripped and landed on my hip. Yeah, this sucks. I’d kill for a few pain pills. In other news I see my lawyer tomorrow. Court is...
Fuck I Miss 3
Fuck I Miss Him 2
Fuck I Miss Him
Happyh 36th
Rested Up
I go back to work this evening after missing all last week due to the flu. Part of me is happy because I need the money…and yet another part wants one more week off. Yeah I got bored but I got c...
Greeting Card/Candy Day
I attempted to go to work today. When they found out it hadn’t been 24 hours since my fever broke I was sent packing. Ha! Oh well, I still felt foggy and extremely tired. My next paycheck will...
Hurrah!
I’m feeling a lots better. Though I’ve still got no appetite and a sinus headache. I’ve not moved much from the couch in two days.
Kill Me Now
12:46am. I feel so bad.. I’m going to the doc tomorrow and calling in again. Feels like my skin is in fire.
We Are The Volk!
Almost at the end of In The Presence Of Mine Enemies. Political uprising in Nazi Germany. Pretty interesting. Main character is a Jew hiding in plain sight working for the Oberkommando der Weh...
Still Humid
Ugh! Bring the cold front on Thursday now! Got to looking for my SW Tales From The Mos Eisley Space Cantina short story book last night, couldn’t find it. Fudge. I didn’t want to start a new n...
Southern Heat
It was a warm, humid day. So of course it was hot at work. Sweated on and off all night. Felt all sorts of gross when I got off. A hot shower cured that. I need to swing by Barnes and Noble t...
Bad Moon Risin'
Threat of really bad weather tonight after midnight. Instead of staying at work till 2:30am I’m boltin’ at 12:30am when I get my eight hours in. Therapy today. I like Michelle, a lot. She’s a ...
Oh Fuck This!
TMI ahead, you’ve been warned. Since Monday I’ve been rocking a super painful hemorrhoid. Been using Prep H and Tucks pads. This has caused so much discomfort ugh!!! It’s getting manageable, t...
The Downside
Till I get reacclimated to my medication, masturbation has become an endurance test to climax. Sigh…
No Work Tonight
Got to work only to realize they’ve been moving all the machines today and they’re not set up. Seeing how I’m still in immense pain from my back I cleared it with supervisor to take the night of...
Whimper
Lower right side of my back is lilling me. Hurts to do anything. So, I’m currently at work in a comfy office chair with my feet popped up on a stool. Two guys took tonight off to watch the cham...
ARGH!!!
Dozed off close to 4:30 AM and woke up at 7. Can’t get back to sleep. BAH!!!!
Close To A Year
My last visit with Dr. Gilbert was on Jan. 29th last year. Did see my counselor a few times after that. She, counselor, is out on maternity leave. First kid. Good for her. Appointment went go...
Same Shit, New Year
Worked Sunday to get Monday off. Slept in WAY too late yesterday afternoon. Now currently a few hours away from 24 of no sleep. I’m gonna go crash for a few in a littlr while. Yes, I’m off to...
Back To Work
Christmas lunch sucked. Middle brother had a stomach bug and eldest was dragged to his wife’s best friend’s house. He wasn’t too thrilled seeing how she planned it in advance and only told him ...
Merry Christmas!
Sunday was a pain. Supposed to do it at our house when my aunt calls us at 6pm asking where are we at? Well, it miffed my eldest brother and his wife so mucj that they just went home, middle br...
🎅 Gabba Gabba Hey! 🎅
Work went good last night, second shift guy finally came in. He’s been having issues with his legs swelling and intense pain. Been there with my feet when I had a gout flare up. It was the mos...
December 19th, 1948 - October 25th, 1999
Today would have been dad’s 70th birthday. Instead, alcoholism claimed him at 50. I was 16 and watched him wither away from the man he was to the husk he became from ages 12-16. I sometimes w...
Well This Sucks
I’m still sick at my stomach from too much alcohol intake over the weekend. Roughly three liters of bourbon and twenty Guinness spread over from Friday to Sunday. I don’t fuck around when it co...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
