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The Voyage Of The Space Beagle
Begins with chapter one.
810 Days In
God I want some fuckin’ booze right now. I’m not upset or anything, just have a strong desire for the drink right now. No one is answering texts… White knuckle ride… Update: I’m feeli...
Stuff I've Read Lately
https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/50159458-kent-state Literally just finished that. Graphic novel telling of the Kent State shooting on May 4th, 1970. Really indepth read. https://en.wi...
Father's Day (2:25 AM)
I can feel the heat radiating off my neck and shoulder. Pouring sweat. Sleeping hours are off again so I just deep cleaned under the sink to burn off the excess energy. Mom is watching Highlan...
A Sticky Situation At The Sperm Bank
I’m still here y’all. I’ve been popping by randomly to folks to say hi but…I just got a lot going on and trying to put my thoughts into words are difficult now. There is just a lot on me. Even...
Kiss Me Ryan Seacrest
I want to run my hands over your perfectly molded hair-helmet. -Anonymous
He Is Living Comfort Eagle
Last week it was cars that sing to you. This week it is a hotel without people. Mega-City’s gettin’ too fond of gimmicks! One of ‘em will go wrong one day… Badly wrong… -Judge Dredd
Lawrence, The Cable Gentleman
The digital cable box ceased cable-ing. Mid-bro says it’s all through the Internet now so it’s a discontinued feature/technology. In the blink of an eye… Purchased an HD antenna and did a cha...
Red Like A Bleeding Pussy
It’s election year. The local politicians in my red state are whoring themselves with ads featuring the King of All Lies. Every. Single. One. It is embarrassing to watch but worse to know some ...
Two Years Sober
730 Days off booze!
Four AM Non-Schweady
Ended up passing out before six PM and slept straight till almost two AM. Ended up going to Waffle House for food. I’m stiff all over and sore. And still very tired… Edit: Dozed off for abo...
Four AM Schweady (Update)
I’ve been slowly deep cleaning the pantry for the last two hours. Taking a smoke break. All that’s left is scrape up the accumulated and hardened flour/sugar combo in the corners, mop the floor...
There Was Work To Do
And I needed all of me to be on the same page to get it done. I’d been hurt. But even hurt, I wasn’t weak. I’d suffered loss. But in losing, I hadn’t become less. Pain had subsumed me in fire...
Late Night Non-Taco Bell
5:01 AM I was going to mow the lawn when I got up but that never happened as I was still physically beat from deep cleaning the night before. Kimberly (Catty Shack) messaged me today with a pi...
Itchy As Always
Deep cleaned the entertainment center So many VHS tapes! Some are from Christmastime from the ‘90’s. I know the VCR still works. Maybe one day. I’m off to take a scalding shower. All that d...
I Tell People I'm Just Tired
When I’m depressed. Today Kimberly came back by and I was able to snatch up Ginger and the babies and said goodbye. They’re going to better homes. Still, with all that’s happened in the last...
6:06 AM
I want to personally thank the two PB’ers who stayed up talking to me Monday night to make sure I didn’t do anything brash. If I was still a drinking man I guarantee I would have hurt myself an...
RIP Snowball
When backing out of the driveway and into the street I accidentally ran over one of my strays. He limped over to the neighbor’s yard and fell over dead. I jumped out of the car, picked him up a...
Left Her In The Dust As He Sold His Soul
Wrote an entry earlier. Twas nonsense. Deleted it. Seven hundred days sober! 🧙♂️
You Coulda Just Bought It By Now?
Cashed in 32K Marlboro points for a drone with a 1080p camera. It’s only one-hundred points per pack of cigarettes. By the time I smoked enough to get that many I’m sure I could have purchas...
What Didja Expect?
It was Friday. They waited till the markets closed, as usual. Then suddenly…Israel begins it’s nonsense with our backing 100%. It’s only Saturday.
🖖 Live Long And Prosper 🖖
Picked up the Blu-ray set of the Star Trek original cast films. Just finished part five. The writing in it was stellar. I need my pain! -Capt. James T. Kirk One more film to go.
Where I've Been...
Coming to terms with mortality. When Mom speaks of her grandfather’s farm, I stop what I’m doing to listen. We go to Walmart not to purchase anything but so she can get out of the house and get ...
43 For Me
Today is my birthday. Mom and I went to the Alabama Music Hall of Fame. Small but chock full of items. I’m still here, just processing some things. Takes time.
Protection For Me, Not For Thee
I discovered this channel last April or May. Anytime there is a new upload I’m there.
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
