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March 20, 2020

Deltitnu

Tooth still hurts. Photobucket is not functioning again so no tattoo pic. Working tonight, pretty sure until Death walks in we’ll be open and doing OT, pandemic be damned! Peacock TOTALLY wants t...


March 19, 2020

Asshole Day

I got two hours of sleep Tuesday afternoon/evening and maybe roughly an hour Wednesday. Tooth ache from Hell. Saw the dentist yesterday afternoon and she gave me anti bioticss and the WEAKEST d...


March 18, 2020

Wundyful, Just Great

Dentist appointment at 2. Can’t hold off the pain any longer. This time upper left side. Yes, even in the midst of the global shit show, life goes on.


March 17, 2020

Shit Just Got Real

https://www.alabamanews.net/2020/03/17/alabama-abc-board-closing-some-stores-due-to-coronavirus/ When the liquor stores are closing…


March 15, 2020

$$$ Spending Day

1:36 AM I’ve been up since ten last night. I got off work at six. Got breakfast at Blue Plate Cafe as usual. Came home, got stoned, watched a few reruns of Andy Griffith, showered then was on my ...


March 14, 2020

One Week From Now

Currently sitting in my chair in the front yard barefoot. It’s super nice out.


Fine! I’ll write about the damn virus! A&M college has a reported case. North end of town. (Quick search tells me that’s a rumor however the state now has six cases, one confirmed in Limest...


March 13, 2020

Stolen Survey

Yup, I gotta work Friday night. What is your favorite accent? Cockney 😁 Can you do any other accents other than your own? I can do impersonations of other people? What does your mother nag you ab...


March 11, 2020

Dun Dun!

It’s just about 11:30 AM. Before, I’d have started drinking about 9 AM. I’d be feeling pretty good about now if not already drunk. Either gaming or on YouTube sending out incoherent text messa...


This one hurts. I’ve had my doubts and suspicions. Either paranoia or giving in to the BPD of seeing things in black and white no grey. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Two weeks ago P...


March 08, 2020

Why Do You Feel This Way?

Useless. I was off the last two days and really didn’t do anything. Yes I rested up. But…I don’t know. Feel like I should have gone out and done something. Sure I messed with the Lego set I g...


March 08, 2020

Yarda Yarda

One month sober. 👏👏👏 I ended up at Wal-Mart last night and bought a bandage for my arm. Still stiff and sore. Woo. I’m bored today so rewatching Spider-Man Far: From Home.


March 07, 2020

Herbal Pilgrimage

I woke up way too early. Did not have to work last night so inadvertently stayed up till almost midnight only to have the cruel mistress of 6:30 AM greet me when I opened my eyes. Set out early,...


March 06, 2020

Beached Whale

I’m lying on my couch in boxers only. The title accurately describes me right now Lol. The boss took mercy on us so no OT tonight. Only issue now is that it’s pretty warm in the house so I can’...


March 03, 2020

Hot Water On The Nuts

So, I discovered something titillating in the shower recently. But now I’m super dried out and constantly scratching like it’s low tide during crab season. 👼 Better Call Saul is back on! I ca...


March 02, 2020

15 Hours Of Sleep Later

Somewhere between 4 AM and 5:30 AM yesterday morning I finally zonked out. Woke up around 1 something to pee and answer a text. Back asleep till 9:30 PM. Fuck was it needed! Work was decent la...


March 01, 2020

Still Awake

I just got in from Peacock’s house. Her and the hubby are slowly trying to work things out. I was having a rough night (including Friday) where things went to shit (in my opinion) and I wanted ...


February 29, 2020

Survey Stolen

What color is your toothbrush? White and blue Oral B Name one person who made you smile today: Eric through texting. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? Leaving Blue Plate Cafe after a good...


February 29, 2020

Hear Ye Hear Ye

My kingdom for a joint. And some nasty raunchy sex. The smelliest the better! I want to walk away like I’ve been playing contact sports with a guilt of cardinal sin so big I’m ready for another...


February 28, 2020

Sleepy Time Bye Bye

I have OT tonight. Woo but not really. My right pinkie hurts bad right now. Dumbass me was opening the packaging on a new tool two nights ago and sliced a layer of skin off. I bled through the...


February 25, 2020

This Will Suck

Wide. Fucking. Awake. Tonight shall be interesting. Last night I was pretty busy with three machines, trying to keep up with deburring and IP’s. It went by quick, which is nice. However a few t...


February 25, 2020

As Per Usual

The flirting with Peacock is at a standstill (at least through texts.) She is now separated from her husband (he moved out) but now it’s a six month to year waiting period for legal reasons that...


February 24, 2020

Quickie

Took some Nyquil before a good long nap last night and woke up feeling a lot better. Still congested with a runny nose but cough/sore throat is gone! When I get home sleep is over due.


February 23, 2020

I Feel Like Ass

My throat is mega sore and I’ve got a cough. My body feels weak yet no fever. That’s good I guess… I ❤ Sushi has gone up in price but it was still worth it. Ordered the fried calamari and four...


February 22, 2020

Damn Weather

Stuffy with a sore throat. Weather has dropped into the 20’s again. Bah! It’s (early) Saturday so that means Blue Plate Cafe on the way home from OT later. Much later, in the evening, I’m bein...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.