I have never loved myself and never will.  I have never felt enough, and I never will. I will continue to get up everyday and get my shit done because I don’t want anyone to cry over me. I be...

It’s always important to remember that the “heroes” of the Alamo only fought that battle because they didn’t want Mexico to force them to emancipate their slaves. And they lost! Handily! Tha...

It’s 465 Days Sober.

Something nice and light, before I publish another public entry. (…Maybe. I’m still thinking about it. I’m tired, y’all.)

When I made my new diary I had so much to say but it said I couldn’t go public for 3wks and I really needed some advice in that time. Anyway I’m back, I’m ok but I’m stressed with a few things. ...

idk why sometimes I stop writing for long periods but I’m back it’s all good. I’ll try to keep it brief if I can (probably not). Jessica started her first job as a pharmacist! I’ve been so prou...

‘In surround stereo where available’. You remember that shit? The day draws near. Did you know that..um…according to some part of Greek mythology, that goblins were always trying to cut down the...

In the garden, sweet peas grown from seed, started at home and carried one at a time down to the plot. They are so pretty with the Nepeta and the Lithodora. In addition, two of the native plan...

Once again, I haven’t been able to journal yesterday, so will make a quick comparison instead Sleep - July 10: ~5.5 hours of sleep; woke up earlier than usual and couldn’t get back to sleep - J...

I’d come out of the cubicle in the public loo and he was by the sink struggling so I grabbed a napkin from my pocket and told him ‘’I won’t hurt you’’ and he slowly walked on and I took him outs...

Yesterday was a horribly rough day. The night before, my sleep was totally fragmented as hell. Air kept getting trapped in my mouth several times. I finally took off the CPAP, but that made thin...

What I think we should nurture in students is greater awareness of the fact that writing can be not only a shaper of the inner reality of their thoughts, but a shaper of their knowledge of the w...

I’ve had a scathing respect for my mother’s capacity for premonitions. Scathing, because, she is paranoid, controlling, neurotic, etc Respect, because in spite of her flaws and blatant misuse o...

Try something different. Deepseek: The reigning champ for me in web-based LLM use. It’s quite detailed and accurate, as far as I can tell. It’s also notably less complimentary/sycophantic than ...

I will be brief and spoiler free. I enjoyed the Superman movie. I have a great deal of history with the character and the various characters established in the film. For example, I don’t need...