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Literally in just one minute my decent mood was torn to filth by my toxic thinking. I made the mistake of checking my body out in the mirror and suddenly I can’t find a reason to live. I’m not su...

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My therapist and I have finally made it to my body image issues. I feel shallow that we even have to go there but whatever. Just fix me lol. Should I be flattered that I keep him up at night? I’m...

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My boss actually made an appearance at my store yesterday. He showed up while I was doing the bank run and he was on a full send rampage. I jumped into the crossfire so that he could tear into me...

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I suppose now that my depression subsided my anxiety has come out to play. I was immediately triggered when Karamjeet called me from work to update me on what she completed for me today. Also abo...

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I just woke up from a depression nap. I think it’s over now. That was an awful couple of weeks. I kind of feel shell shocked but I also just feel like I need to take a damn shower and clean mysel...

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Am I seriously going to spend the day in bed, depressed, and just listen to depressing music? Yes! I’ve surrendered to the pain. I have no fight in me today.

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I keep saying that things have been manifesting in my life. I mentioned that I wanted a companion of sorts in my last entry. One slid into my DMs lol. It’s so weird, he keeps crossing my mind bec...

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I try not to complain too much but today was just a shit show at work. Somebody had called in before I got there, my boss actually had time to swing by my location but before I could make it ther...

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Everything has lost meaning to me. Why am I doing anything? My depression and my anxiety caught up to me and I just want to surrender to it. I just feel so angry ALL THE TIME. I hate saying “I ne...

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The old me would be a complete mess right now. Everything felt like it was falling apart a few weeks ago and I held myself together pretty well I think. I need to learn to trust myself more. I’ve...

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Yesterday morning I was irritated that once again everybody was crashing my day off and I was going to miss out on my me time. When I was dropping my niece off I remembered what appointment my si...

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I do not have the requisite words that I need to express how I have been feeling the last couple of days. Everything was sitting pretty. My mental health has never been so strong, my body has nev...

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I finally had my first therapy session. I’m cured! I’m a white heterosexual male now and everything is going to be ok! lol. Man, I did not manage my time well this morning and I barely had much f...

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My country just introduced a new food guide. I’m not a patriot but I am quit proud to be Canadian for this: . Industries were kept out of that process and the result is stunning. Click Here if ...

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Does anybody else here know what -56c feels like? Well it hurts. Our bodies stop pumping blood to any body part that is exposed pretty fucking fast. I rescheduled the therapy appointment that I h...

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I finally pushed through my social anxiety enough to make it to the gym… entrance. Not even. Man, I can’t help but laugh at my pitiful self. I planned it all out, I went to bed early and woke up ...

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Ever wonder what happens when you accidentally drink a big chunk of the scoby in your kombucha? Well first of all it feels like swallowing snot. Then the next day you’re going to have to void you...

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I just finished the conversation that I had been dreading for the longest time. The one with my brother in law about me moving out this year. There are no hard feelings and I knew that. I had anx...

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I broke my silence on Instagram the other day. I had a clip of a pretty winter morning that I wanted to put out there. click here if you want to view it. I do miss social media a bit. I miss that...

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I am so done with overthinking work. Every time that I send a text to my boss he reacts like he is under attack and vice versa. Our text conversations have been so toxic and it just doesn’t feel ...

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Last night I dreamt about something that is still eating away at my soul and I woke up so flustered. “The first thing we need to fix is your expectations. You’ll never get rid of your acne scars....

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Yesterday I went out for dinner with the boys. Aside from the bad day that I had at work I did end my birthday on a good note. On my way home I had to drive home in our first blizzard and the roa...

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My mother surprised me yesterday. My family gets together this time every year to celebrate me and my twin sisters birthdays (they were born 4 days before my first birthday). She found a pizza pl...

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I’ve been seeing those double digits again, 11:11 and 22:22. I had planned my whole week around going to the casino last night. Just for an hour and just by myself. I had a ballot that I wanted t...

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There is this woman on YouTube who shared her story and I fell in love with her life. I think it spoke to me because it is everything that I secretly desire for myself. I also realized a while ag...

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