Back from the dead in Current Events
- March 5, 2019, 2:46 p.m.
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I just woke up from a depression nap. I think it’s over now. That was an awful couple of weeks. I kind of feel shell shocked but I also just feel like I need to take a damn shower and clean myself up. I look a damn mess. Unibrow, facial hair looking like pubes… Despicable lol.
Friday was so awful for no reason. I had to take my niece to daycare, get my grocery shopping done, then take my grandmother to get some bloodwork done and then meet up with a friend for coffee before my shift started. All I wanted to do was lay in bed, I could feel my eyes wanting to swell up with tears that entire day. Then I had to endure the headache of the century the rest of the damn weekend. I don’t even have any problems right now so what the actual fuck? My bff is having a meltdown these days, my sister is having problems with the pregnancy so maybe I am just experiencing their feels. Maybe?
I think that I am going to get a haircut tomorrow. An actual haircut. I’ve had one cut in 4 years and I think that I want to feel fine, fresh and effeminate again. Do I want to commit to that maintenance though? Products, styling and returning every month to get it trimmed was something that I wanted to let go of three years ago when I decided to remove as many stressors as possible. Basically went minimalist. That trim in December was trauma though. “Am I doing this right?” Gives me a blunt cut and removes 8 inches of hair when all I wanted was a trim…
Yup. This is my entry. Sorry if you made it this far.
KissOfLife! ⋅ March 06, 2019
I like depression naps because I tend to feel better after shutting off from the world for a little while.
Yay for the haircut and wanting to feel effeminate again! I like that. And yeah hairdressers can suck so make sure you tell them exactly what you want or you ain't paying :) Do you have a regular? It's great when I find one who can sort of act like a therapist for my issues as well, but that's pretty rare ha.