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Well… Toni and I ditched our shift at the social. When we went to report to the table our names were written down wrong so we took advantage of it. The woman offered to let us help out but we lef...

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I’m still gagged about being volunteered to work at the social tonight. My sister was bumped to tomorrow and will be getting induced bright and early… which means I now have to come home tonight ...

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My plan on Friday for the wedding social was to hit up the boys and pregame at theirs. Then arrive at the social fashionably late and party hard. Party so hard that I booked Saturday off of work ...

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Last week, after my bust at the Casino I decided that I would punish myself by not buying alcohol for a few weeks. So I’m currently a little drunk, ha! Thriving. >.> I figured that if I pre...

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I took a couple of days to get myself back on track. My mental health needs that structure. I finally went for that run I had been whining about. I quit alcohol, for now. I’m forcing myself to ea...

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It’s like… I’m just miserable and all I got to do is make better choices but I don’t because I’m too stubborn. yuh

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Yesterday I finally got some space from Karam and my boss. Today she and I worked on an assignment that he gave her. I was offended that he didn’t ask me to do it as it was derived from something...

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Fuck. I am pretty sure that I am breaking out into shingles again. My shoulder looks and feels like it did the day before it happened last time. Clearly, my body does not know how to handle the s...

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I went to the casino last night. I should have stayed home. I dropped $100 in less than 15 minutes. Whatever, I got to act like I get paid once in a while. I think that my luck has run out so I s...

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I was aiming to have a me day yesterday but all my roommates crashed my day off again. What shitty luck honestly. All my energy went to not resenting them as they got in my way and believe me, th...

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I was aiming to have a me day yesterday but all my roommates crashed my day off again. What shitty luck honestly. All my energy went to not resenting them as they got in my way and believe me, th...

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My mind and body crashed today. I spent about six hours laying in my room, I could not move. I could not care. I had no anxiety, no stress and no depression. My mind was blank and my body had not...

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My heart is breaking. My mother texted me the other day asking me when I was free to talk. This morning when she called me I assumed that she either wanted to apologize for the mood swing last w...

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I really wanted to be stronger than yesterday. Did I just break the ice with a Britney song? Sometimes, It’s just me against the music. Oops, I did it again. K! this is outrageous and toxic and I...

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Let’s grab a bite used to be words to my ears… back when I didn’t have to care about where my food came from. I don’t know what I ate recently that had dairy in it but I am running on just a coup...

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I hit up the mall with Toni today. I thought would have gotten me out of this funk but I was wrong. I stressed myself out trying to find something to wear. First I looked like I was trying too ha...

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I woke up with a little baby hangover and a really big bad mood. I just wanted to lay in bed and wallow in self-pity. Like what am I doing with my life? I just don’t want to handle anything right...

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I finally got to return to work today and I could tell that the place took a beating while I was away. I gave Karamjeet her present and I also packed some extra stuff from my lunch so that she co...

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So I apparently called my mother while she was in a bad mood. I’ve been going crazy here so I decided to give her a call so that I could talk to somebody instead of abusing Prosebox. She went off...

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You guys I just had a whole entry typed out when my computer decided to restart. Isn’t that fun? I did not wake up so stressed this morning. I must have accepted that I do not have any control ov...

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The doctor did not clear me for work. I can’t return until Monday. This week has been absolute shit. There is so much going on at my store right now and my boss told Karamjeet that he is, of cour...

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(this song was my mood all of yesterday) My boss is straight up not talking to me. Texting anyway. I know that I am overthinking it. It’s just that… well, it’s like this, he likes duality. Tom a...

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I woke up so stressed. After my entry yesterday I had both franchisees come to inspect my store. To inspect me actually. Karamjeet explained why I am off work for the rest of the week. I don’t th...

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It’s funny how I was talking about wanting a week off from work and then, as always, that opportunity manifested itself. Except that I woke up to so much work drama on my day off that I had to go...

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