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This might be a little TMI but my body pushed something out of throat yesterday and it was gross and disturbing. I think it was necessary, whatever it was. It was organic and I think it was a pie...

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I am running out of things to do. I can’t wait for this shit show to be over because I am aching to join a Crossfit gym with Toni. I just want to get my body moving already. Everything I’m doing ...

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Yesterday I learned that my friend Ange suffered a pulmonary embolism last year. I thought she moved to the UK because I was unable to get a hold of her. That was her plan the last time we spoke....

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So how am I doing? I honestly don’t know. I’m wearing some pretty good armour. I’m not feeling anything. I know how to act like I feel but I’m dead inside. Ok, I’m being dramatic but drama is my ...

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I honestly haven’t let my feelings about everything going on right now sink in. I ran out of meds a few days ago so maybe that is why it is all starting to hit me? I got around to getting that fi...

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omg, I can’t this woman is so funny! This exactly how serious I take things.

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This entry is probably going to strike a nerve. I have my own life to live. I have a good mind, good priorities and my own preferences and I want to go somewhere in a decent way and treat people ...

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It’s 2am and I’m tossing and turning as usual when I remembered something concerning. Well, something interesting at least. Maybe. I was thinking about my prescription and if I wanted to continue...

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I’ve given up trying to wake up at a decent time. I have to admit that to myself right now. It’s not like I actually hate sleeping until I can’t sleep no more. It’s not like I actually hate feeli...

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I went for a walk with my nice today. I was trying to go by myself but I couldn’t say no when she asked to join me. There was a light rain and I just wanted to experience it. She turned the walk ...

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I’m starting to get excited about my city reopening. Patios will be available and I just want to go out and get fed with some friends. My mother made it clear that she will continue to self-isola...

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My province is to implement phased reopening starting on May 4t for various non-essential businesses and non-urgent medical practices and I’m feeling a bit relieved about it. My niece can at leas...

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I am obsessed. I can feel his soul coming through in this song. I’m blown away at his range! His ability to transition between chest/head/mixed and then he goes and hits me with those whistle ton...

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I feel a little better after my entry yesterday. That wasn’t easy to get out. Coming out as gay was easier than coming out as a vegan. Now coming out with my political beliefs feels scarier. Anyw...

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I’ve been pretty quiet on here, by my standards anyway. I don’t know how to word what I’m going through. I feel like I’ve been conned. Like I bought into something that was a lie and I feel betra...

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What is my biography made up of? Judgement, resentments and regrets? I don’t know why my life flashed before my eyes yesterday but it did and it didn’t crush me until this morning. I was thinking...

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My mind is restless again. This time is different. Everything is backwards. I don’t see the world with the same optics as I once did when I had a group identity. My inner social justice warrior i...

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Anyone else getting tired of not waking up on a tropical beach? I feel more alive today after my mini-breakdown yesterday though. Bev ended things with her fuckboy to start a relationship with a ...

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I think I’ve shut myself down. I’ve taken everything in stride that has been going on during these strange times because I accepted that I don’t have control. A therapist that I follow on Youtube...

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I think I experienced some psychosis this morning. I woke up to hearing somebody shout my name. It was loud enough for me to almost respond. I went upstairs only to find that everybody was sleepi...

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Matt got home last night. He gave up a $2500 incentive to stay in Ontario and finish the job but it’s been a month since he had seen his family and so he just wanted to come home. Now we all have...

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By some freak miracle, a second GST check deposited into my bank account this morning. I was worried about how I was going to tie myself over until my tax refund. Apparently, some individuals rec...

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I believe this is my third entry today? My gut health is not happy. I need to eat something that doesn’t come out of a can or a package! I want a whole food cooked meal desperately! I am ready to...

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I do about 2-3 reps of all of these on Wednesdays. I don’t know why I’m sharing. I’m leaving out the kegel exercises because the intros to those on YouTube make me blush lol. I follow these with ...

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Are you an Essential worker? I’m an internet hooker on OnlyFans. Not! I’m not an essential anything. How many drinks have you had since the quarantine began? None. If you have kids, are they driv...

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