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Mom! / Biodynamic Urban Farmer / Naturopathic Doctor / Anthroposophist / Mystic / Avid Reader / Writer Extraordinaire / In Pursuit of Moral, Physical, and Intellectual Excellence.
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I don't Want you to in Dreams
Sometime dreams have really profound meaning or messages for us. Sometimes those meanings or messages are more personal, and sometimes they’re universal. This one seemed deeply personal. I was l...
Feels like I’m going nowhere. Days pass. They turn to weeks, and still I’m stuck. I really relate to this song rn. Not really pimpin, just the tone and feel.
Bogged Down in Journal
It’s Father’s Day. I should try to keep my own thoughts and feelings to myself and just enjoy a nice day with family. But, isn’t that exactly what my parents tried for my entire life to train me...
I really truly love being an equestrian because I truly love horses. We had a simply marvelous ride today. I got a shoulder-in on both reins and we went to the next level of working trot. It was ...
Anger & Resentment in Journal
So idk how y’all are on the woo-woo stuff. Some of it has some grounds in actual physiology and real measureable effects… most of it seems to me like a religious story made up to explain the inex...
John Wick 3 in Journal
Was great. Saw it twice actually. I love Keanu Reeves, but I doubly love the roles he plays. Neo in the Matrix with all the guns and Karate of course, but John Wick is by far his best character....
Did anyone ever take interest in your thoughts, feelings and experiences as a child? I can’t remember anyone asking me directly. I did often express myself in various ways- to which mom responded...
The Unchosen Single Life in Journal
I’m always sort of ..... I don’t really know what to call it. Horrified? Yes, let’s call it horrified, when these things happen. Every time someone in my life chooses the wrong person to get mar...
Twice, now, in Dreams
I’ve had Judo dreams. Stopped doing Judo regularly at the beginning of May. I’m having withdrawals, I think. The first dream was sort of random because it was just one technique. I was running f...
I was dreaming about tooth pain. It was a specific tooth. the top second-to-last molar on the right side. I wonder if there’s something specific about that tooth. The circumstance of the dream d...
Simply Pellucid in Journal
is the name of my new home-bred jr buck. I’m super proud of him; he’s absolutely gorgeous. His dam, Clarity, is killing it in the milk parlor too. It’s gratifying when dedication to quality breed...
Unconventional Entry in Journal
I wanted to write about a particular topic today but my mind is sort of all… fuzzy. I slept in today and it’s really nice out. It’s hot, which I don’t consider particularly nice, but there isn’t...
BTW, Prosebox.... these double entries are really annoying.
BTW, Prosebox.... these double entries are really annoying.
Five Facts Thingy in Journal
Five facts about your current relationship 1. We’ve known each other since forever (like 5 year olds) but only seriously knew each other or hung out until early 20’s. 2. His cousin was my absolu...
Why NOT be the best you Can be, in Journal
an honest look. Reason #1: It’s Hard. Reason #2: The results aren’t stellar. Especially at first. Here we have to pause for a moment because, while no one can make a (good) argument that this i...
Realizing Adulthood in Journal
is simply taking an honest look. A really honest look. Look into all the places you were scared to look as a child. Into the dark corner of your bedroom. At the inky dark space made by the close...
NVC... Does it Work? in Journal
I read about NVC (Nonviolent Communication) as a resource in a natural parenting book. So I booked DH (bless him, even though he complained the WHOLE time, lol) and I for a beginners couples clas...
What is Normal? in Journal
I’m not sure that Normal exists… I’ve never met a Normal person. Sure, there are people that fall within every average parameter. But how did they get there? Surely by no Normal means, and I’ll ...
Officially Quitting in Journal
After writing that entry about trying to quit coffee, I became curious about how bad it really might be and… decided to quit for good. All in all… it’s not that bad. On average the body can easi...
Childhood, cont'd. in Journal
Bad parents create lifelong children. Ain’t that the heart, liver, and soft yellow underbelly of it. I had a personal revelation a couple weeks ago. If you’re interested, I shared it- it’s prett...
Dream Fairy in Dreams
I don’t know how old I am, but age is irrelevant to me. It seems that people take their age so seriously. They take many things seriously, but that makes it fun to play with them. At least it wa...
I just really love Judo in Journal
Possibly, because it’s difficult. Possibly, because it’s a mutual sport; you can’t do Judo by yourself. (lol) Possibly because I’m good at it. One of the most deeply satisfying feelings in the w...
Trying to stop.... in Journal
Drinking coffee. DH and I are TTC (trying to conceive). AND… coffee is really bad for fertility. Or, more specifically, caffeine is bad for fertility. But, I can’t stop. Worse, I’m really not ...
um... What? in Journal
I feel like the world is devolving into some kind of funhouse musical horror seseme street of feel-good narcissism. A grown adult woman whom I respect (older than moi) posted this article along ...