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So apparently guy did not consider the other night a date. He also is not interested in actually going on a date with me because of my animals. Or at least that’s what it boils down to. He said i...

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So I had a semi quasi date last night. I’ll call it a date since he paid for dinner but he didn’t have to. I finally gave in and created a POF account. I didn’t include my first name or post a p...

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Then there’s that time that someone convinced you to sign up for POF and once you finally finish and look at the matches, the 2nd guy listed under your ultra matches and chemistry matches is a gu...

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I’m at a point in my life where I realize that I have very few friends. I would say I have one close friend. But she’s been working so much the last few months that I just haven’t seen her like ...

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Like how does one even meet people now? My last bf I met through work but that was kinda premanagement status so work people aren’t an option now. I don’t really go out much and even then I’m not...

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Yup, my birthday started off with one. My friend texted me at 6pm yesterday to ask if I would take her to the ER. Sure, I’m a good friend and don’t mind. So I leave my house, go pick her up, take...

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I figured I’d write before I try to take a nap. Last week I got the nurse practitioner to write me a script for phentermine. So far so good. I’ve definitely been more awake and more productive o...

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So yeah… I wasn’t worth a 2 hour drive. Then the next night he said he’d be here at 8. When I asked why so late, because his mother wanted him to wait until she got home. Are you an adult or a ch...

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I am not worth a 2 hour drive. He loves me. He misses me. He wants to hold me in his arms more than anything in the world. He wants to have a baby with me. There’s no other girl he wants. But dri...

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I’m laying in bed. I should be feeding animals. But no… like whatever he was wearing has just permeated my room and I kinda hate it. Like it just smells like him. While it was all fun and games i...

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My day hasn’t exactly gone as planned but really how often does it? Went out last night. M picked me up and dropped me off so I could drink. He came in to see the dogs and use the bathroom. Keep ...

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It’s a fairly busy weekend. Yesterday I spent something like $200 just on animal food. I still need to properly grocery shop for myself, which I despise by the way. But really I think that is mos...

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So apparently my gut is pretty much always dead on. I got a phone call today from the ex around 12:15 while I was at work. He was higher than a kite and no I don’t mean like he smoked weed. He wa...

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My gut instinct is leaning towards suspicion with regards to my ex bf. I feel like he’s lying about or keeping something from me. My gut is generally pretty on point. So I guess we’ll see. I’m no...

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I decided to start fresh. Life is messy and difficult. You make mistakes and hopefully learn from them. Obviously I’m still learning. My outlook has been at best depressing lately. But I’m trying...

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