God I must be dumber than I thought... in Fresh Start...

So yeah… I wasn’t worth a 2 hour drive. Then the next night he said he’d be here at 8. When I asked why so late, because his mother wanted him to wait until she got home. Are you an adult or a child? And why does his goddamn mother always seem to take priority over my? Just fuck him and fuck her. So he asked if I still wanted him to come. I said “I don’t know, I want to see you, but I don’t know what to believe from you.” Then I said I was going to take a nap. So I overslept until 7:30. I called to let him know that I needed to run to the pharmacy before they closed. He didn’t answer. On my way he texts me saying he’ll call in a few minutes that he’s at a restaurant. So yeah, apparently he decided that I told him to stay home. Then he totally didn’t understand why I was pissed. Even if he did misunderstand, I would think that someone who actually wanted to see someone else would go I’m sorry I’ll get my stuff together and head that way right now. No such offer was made.

Fast forward to today. I said I’d give him one final chance. I told him to be here by 4. That I would be home by 3. And I asked him if he promised he would be here. He didn’t show up until nearly 6. Then when he did show up he sat outside in his car for over 10 minutes. His excuse was that he didn’t think I was here. Obviously he doesn’t listen bc I told him multiple times that I’ve only had my truck this week. And even then you would expect a phone call if he really thought that. My opinion… I think he was doing drugs in his car. I don’t honestly know though.

But yeah… he totally was dying to see me obviously. Fuck boys.