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July 28, 2017

Finger Business in Book Title.

I appreciate the comments/concern/compassion on my previous entry. I didn’t reply to them and I haven’t been here since then. I don’t have anything to say. I’m speechless. I’m sorry I’m so rude a...


A punchy title is a showcase for personal mushy indulgences, like wit & depth & lingual acuity or else allusion to an allegiance of vanities. Sociology seems dull but some social graces, ...


February 01, 2017

Anniversary in Book Title.

I wrote this one year ago, today. Incredibly super reliable bipolar cycle. Organic clockwork at its finest. (Slightly edited to reflect minor personal growth.) Fool me twice, Who gets shame? We t...


February 01, 2017

Dumb & lazy in Book Title.

Laying down in the dark, eyes open. Can’t tell what the fuck I’ve written. In my bed there’s no head, contrary to what I’ve said, I’m no longer a person. More like a cretin. Dead. Poisoned by the...


December 22, 2016

Floor sitter. in Book Title.

Loyalty came early Showered & fed Dazzling in red Doubt didn’t Everyone aware Witness to bear It isn’t clear. Who was there? Upset, before Nauseous, more Anxiety passed Out on the floor I’m ...


November 29, 2016

Cold Spell in Book Title.

Everyone’s special Especially me I can write and think In disappearing ink There used to be a point here Instead of a riddle It faded from sight Followed by memory


November 04, 2016

Thin Sin in Book Title.

One sound changed things Turned the floor to snake skin Couldn’t find a phone then To notify yer next of kin Everything was writhing And I could hardly stand The feeling came creeping From the f...


Right. Inside joke is so inside. Internalized as medicinal laughter. Fatal overdose considered unlikely.


September 06, 2016

Funny Fuck in Book Title.

I am in poor humor. Perhaps its literal poverty causing my rainy parade slump. Or it could be the gears grinding on my bipolar cycle. My deranged lack of foresight and compulsive spending have wa...


September 04, 2016

Clown Town Drunk in Book Title.

I haven’t written anything of merit in a lifetime of narcissistic thought records. That’s a comfort. Disappointment is an external concept, like time and presence. Despite occasional efforts, the...


August 10, 2016

Tin Oldies in Book Title.

I. Early morning thinking Starring pen. Thoughts transcribed to Images From my mind to my Fingertips I love this art- Poetry To speak fluidly Melting my sentences I’m surface tense & then the...


I wonder if the sunlight’s effect on my personality is qualitative or fictional. It never fails to strike the surface angrily, unwelcome for the brash introduction. If I am patient, tho, the host...


I have four drafts saved up for never. I hope they’re published posthumously and everyone can stand around and say, Well! Now! Where are the chairs? What if I told someone the truth about realit...


June 12, 2016

Emote Control in Book Title.

Why do birds suddenly appear any time you are near? Just like me, they long to be.....close to the action, fingers in pulse proximity, active participants of any sudden movements, distinguished b...


May 15, 2016

That tingles. in Book Title.

I’m referring to your spidey senses, of course. You ever wonder if there’s someone else out there feeling the same ‘fucked up’ as you- another flesh sack capable of relating to the reality you ha...


April 22, 2016

Witches are Faggots in Book Title.

I need to see a physician! But I’m the only doctor around My wounds require attention My mood requires prescription Got friendship in a pill form? I’ll trade time for medication Is this a fungal ...


I need to put some words here. I’ve written two meandering entries recently- the first was a poem about dead acquaintance taxidermy & posable, life-sized horror doll friendship; the second en...


March 12, 2016

Dead cat. in Book Title.

You ever wonder how many fingers I’m holding up?


March 10, 2016

Buzz trap in Book Title.

Ever think about killing yerself constantly? Is that an understatement? What’s going on over my head, then? I’m always behind on the best gossip. Did I already do it? You probably wouldn’t tell...


March 08, 2016

Misunderstandable in Book Title.

I wonder what age I will be the next time I’m acting. I am so fucked in the funny bone. It’s not even a question of gray areas without dark matter. zzzz I’m having a slumber party. It’s more like...


March 01, 2016

Relationfriends in Book Title.

I am scared of everyone and all this stuff makes me want to run away. I’m not equipped for passive resentments or love at first sight situations. I don’t pretend my feelings are insignificant in ...


February 28, 2016

Effort in Book Title.

I don’t know what else to say, but I’m still not better. My head is in so much pain and there’s nothing to relieve the pressure in my coping mechanism skill set. It is admittedly limited. I did t...


February 28, 2016

Pretty Vacant in Book Title.

It happened again, this time with less grace. The trauma event itself was more real to me than it has been in a long time. I got lost. I was beaten & raped while lying in my bathtub. It was a...


February 26, 2016

Denial on Trial in Book Title.

Docket of Cases: Does she complete him? Does the lie get deeper? I just realized what everyone else sees.... there’s a flood of communication behind the scenes. They’ve penned near novellas comp...


February 26, 2016

Predictions in Book Title.

Are you having sex with Jenn now? Are you shooting from the hip yet? Or is it more like taking a deep breath? Are you coping well? I love you. What’s love mean?


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