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June 30, 2019

Dawn Treading

I’ve written some things that are worth sharing here but I’m too lazy to type them up on a phone keyboard. I do most of my work in pen anymore. I miss my laptop. I miss the little music of the ta...


May 09, 2019

Tunnel Vision

Justice come a waiting room Purgatory with you I always knew , I always knew Every gray shade Itchy fabric upholstery In squares that heave with anxiety Gray walls labor to breath In, tick. Out...


February 10, 2019

Sentencing Satellite

You: I’ll deliver the mail. Me: But ! What about the bears? You: Fuck the bears. Me: Huh ! You’d fuck a bear? You: Ya ! I’d fuck a lion’s mother ! Me: You lying motherfucker ! You ought to be ...


February 05, 2019

White Girl

I thought you liked sex type things, he says grinning. He pushes the cloth to my face. Smell yourself, he says, you smell like spring. I pull away. You don’t like the smell of your pussy?, he a...


January 30, 2019

Como se dices

Misery consumes me


January 14, 2019

A Physics Poem

A Prayer for Benevolence i stitched silk gloves for the hands of fate as an offering yea you say we coulda moved the furniture thru the walls but i lacked faith (i am the sofa) i know now, i see...


August 07, 2018

64% Dead Inside

I sigh ghosts The room echoes my dead voice I don’t hear it I only hear what I already think I fill in the blanks As you speak I guzzled rot gut liquor Until Eventually My rotten gut ferments ...


July 31, 2018

Poema Nueva

I wish I could pull my intestines out thru a knife hole in my stomach Like a Cesarean section exorcism where I deliver myself from evil


June 24, 2018

Turtle Neck

I’m falling asleep as I write this but it’s been a long time since I’ve written last. I feel compelled to get something down while I’m still up. Unfortunately, nothing comes to mind.


April 24, 2018

Consumption

Here’s something stupid. Snoring Ritalin with yer mum til my nose bleeds and I wonder what they think about you fucking that girl in the bathroom after you raged and kicked me out the other day I...


April 14, 2018

Wrapper

Haters gon attack the hardest the house that seems to stands the sturdiest These thirsty niggas know they aint shit cause I shut em down proper and quick I tell em truly I do what I want cause m...


April 08, 2018

Write here, write now

I’d rather be anywhere. Electricity Down in the street Crackling spitting A snake Hissing heat (Don’t you dare Touch me) Double dog Lapping I vomit My feast


March 19, 2018

Hyst

Type something in this space, ya stupid. Dread comes as an ivy Whose curlique tendrils Are not unlike the curves Of your coy lips With thorns fit for a crown It grows & it chokes Us quiet T...


March 18, 2018

Circus Freak

Have you noticed how love is scary & complex But sex comes easy & do-it-yourself Why in the fuck aren’t I a robot yet Goddamnit I guess I’ll always be stupid, forever A perpetual fool, t...


March 07, 2018

Farsighted

Been a while. I write loads in my Darth notebook lately because I hate typing on my stupid phone. I am well. Been worse. Time marches on. I play the jester in the big parade. Another and another ...


February 01, 2018

Remedial

Life has been unkind at times and hope is hard to find but I’m certain there’s a reason we keep on. Between you and me, I think, there’s electricity moving thru faulty curcuitry Yes, I’m cert...


I masturbate to yer profile pic often Why have you forsaken me? I wonder when you start some trouble does your heart soften Do you sigh ghosts or is that just the wind? If I die first before we m...


December 06, 2017

Pretty Vacant

I’m depressed. Misery consumes me. My angst is so boring and inescapable. I’m small. I’m always gonna be so small. I’m so tired of hurting so heavily. What does it mean to keep your heart open af...


December 05, 2017

Pretty typical shit

Misery is the only thing that comes to mind presently. I falter. Hesitate. Know better but can’t seem to help it. My heart is such an idiot. I’m envious and ashamed. Making a scene by showin...


December 04, 2017

Mindless Focal Jolt

Uhm. I need to write with an urgency exceeding the speed of light cause my head space is a million miles from here in the dark cupboards of a memory of a kitchen I once despised. My head is in a ...


November 17, 2017

Be Prolific

I have been writing a ton lately on paper. I finished filling up my old pink journal and began writing in my Darth Vader journal (recently returned to me from it’s five month stay in Colorado). ...


November 13, 2017

Unrequited Time

Why do I Waste my want Limited capacity To desire for anything On this thing Already doomed to be Unfulfilling Nearly devoid of Humanity Yet summoning Typical yearning Pressing need To be in ...


November 11, 2017

Putting out the vibe

I push my canoe off the bank With a practiced heave and hop Into my comfortable craft Easily slipping away from the earth Adrift Like a fly on a mirror To the heavens I buzz


October 23, 2017

String

I’m at a new crossroad without a street map. I travel light like that. I tried to resist the right path but I ended up on it. I lost my guide when I lost my cool and now I can’t find my way back....


September 06, 2017

Lost and Found

Everything is the same thing. Unraveling is the best effort I’ve made to enact change. I am not much of a knitter or weaver or seamstress or whatever it is, but I know I can get crafty with some ...


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