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"It has been said time heals all wounds. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue, and the pain lessens, but it is never gone."

Rose Kennedy

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I haven’t been on my laptop since January and typing on an iPad is really annoying. Boyfriend got it from a family friend but he lets me hold on to it. I’m still here.


I’ll go back and add as many days as I can remember tomorrow or something but I’m going to start with today. Boyfriend and I played viva piñata today for a long while this morning. Someone logged...


I played fallout for about 20 minutes. I mostly just texted boyfriend and payed on the couch today. I forgot to mention in yesterday’s entry that Texas is doing fine. Eating well again. We took L...


I watched the outsiders with boyfriends mom and dad this morning. I’d never seen it before. I went to play ark after. Boyfriend got home from work and he his dad and Hunter went to work on the je...


January 09, 2016

January 9, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

I got up at 11 again today. It’s Codi’s birthday. I went to ark immediately because I was alone. I thought I was home alone until Codi came in at almost 1. I had the game paused and I was playing...


January 08, 2016

January 8, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

I got up late today. Almost 11 which is odd when I sleep at Boyfriend’s. I got up and pretty much went straight for ark. His dad was up and I still don’t really know how to talk to him. He’s not ...


January 07, 2016

January 7, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

Got home around noon. Momo hung out a while then left. Boyfriend came around 3. I bathed the dogs while he worked on the wheelchair for little bear. I hatched a shiny Fennekin by accident and ju...


January 06, 2016

January 6, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

The night was uneventful. We ate spaghetti. Tried weird Asian juice and egg nog. I discovered 99 Apple. I like. I told Gina a secret. I spent a while ranting about Cindel but Momo has this wonder...


January 05, 2016

January 5, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

I slept until almost one and then napped at 6-8ish. I did basically nothing else today. Texted boyfriend and played some pokemon. We had beef stew for dinner. I don’t know what else to report fo...


January 04, 2016

January 4, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

I coughed so hard I gagged…twice this morning. It hurt so bad I was in tears in a desperate scramble to get some water. Funny how boyfriend’s little brother didn’t notice…too wrapped up in the ga...


January 03, 2016

January 3, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

Today I hung out with Codi, Ethel, Lizzie, Steven, Hunter and Boyfriend. We played Jackbox.tv games for a long while and just hung out and talked. It was nice and then it was annoying but all in ...


January 03, 2016

January 2, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

I’m still sick. Played Ark: Survival Evolved for a while. Hung out with boyfriend. Took a nap. Didn’t do much. My chest feels full and my head hurts. I think it’s bed time. Maybe I’ll give these...


January 02, 2016

January 1, 2016 in An Entry A Day 2016

The Branford Fryers were at my house last night. Boyfriend and I made it back to his house 10 minutes before the ball dropped exactly. Lizzie, Steven, Ethel, Codi and I played fuck, marry, kill a...


December 24, 2015

Christmas Eve, Eve in In My World

I’m trying to make Boyfriend’s present impossible to open…so far I have layers of ducttape on a small box in a bigger box with more tape. I’m doing opposite facing grocery bags now and tying them...


Christmas is in three (technically 2) days and all I can think about is friendships that died out over 3 years ago. I had so many loose ends and burned bridges…but I don’t really know why. Maybe ...


December 22, 2015

Tmi- December 21, 2015 in In My World

I had a day from hell. Went out with Mom, Juli, and Gram. Had a freak out in ross because the top of my pad got folded over and I didn’t have another one…because they were supposed to get some ye...



December 21, 2015

December 20, 2015 in In My World

I wanted to write last night, so badly it almost hurt. I was stressed to the max and angry. Instead I slept. Such is life


December 19, 2015

December 18, 2015 in In My World

I panicked about failing the class today… And we went out to Hibachi Grill for my Grandmother’s birthday… My sister is here and my brother got home yesterday. I think that’s all to really say ton...


December 18, 2015

Maybe, Someday... in In My World

One week until Christmas. 7 days. 13 days left in 2015. This year has flown by. I had so much I wanted to get done this year and of course I accomplished nothing. Let me update you on what I can ...


November 18, 2015

Prosebox thoughts in In My World

I find it amusing that when I write an entry while in a bad mood, I get at least one or two comments, sometimes as many as 10 or 12....but when I make a good, happy, content-with-my-life entry, n...


The clock just turned over to 2 am and I find myself in a familiar sense of an emotion I can’t quite grasp. I guess you could call it nostalgia or perhaps overthinking but right now it doesn’t re...


October 30, 2015

October 30, 2015 in In My World

Hello. I’m still here. I need to learn to take care of myself better or nothing is ever going to get done. That is all for now.


I am sick. I am tired. I want to cry my heart out for god knows what reason. I think it’s because I am just so incredibly lonely. I’m 3 or 4 weeks behind in my only college course. My oldest dog ...


You know what? Trying to be a good friend just really isn’t worth it sometimes. Especially when you get belittled, ignored, and swept under the rug when all you’re trying to do is help. It’s bee...


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