I'm too tired to give a shit. in In My World

I am sick.
I am tired.
I want to cry my heart out for god knows what reason.
I think it’s because I am just so incredibly lonely.
I’m 3 or 4 weeks behind in my only college course.
My oldest dog has been having trouble walking. Boyfriend promised to help me build a dog wheelchair…3 weeks ago tomorrow. Still nothing. He’s crying as we speak even though he was just out…
My room is still a fucking mess…maybe even worse than it was before.
I haven’t showered in....a week? Maybe more, I’m not sure.
My head is killing me.
Nyquill isn’t working.
I’m having a really rough time with such easy and simple tasks…and I just can’t find the motivation to do any of it.
I really need to get the fuck out of this house for a while....maybe hang out with some friends. Ha. Yeah right.
Maybe I’ll try to sleep. Gotta figure out what the dog’s crying about first.

Goodnight.