Park Row Fallout ⋅ 41 ⋅

Midwest Attorney trying to navigate the waters of life

Each person feels pain in his own way, each has his own scars.

Haruki Murakami

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Instead of opening up today about myself… I wanted to open up today about my wife. She had an interview this morning! She was freaking out all weekend. Like… short tempered, snappy, asking for...



The title is a just for fun Marvel reference. Curious to see who picked up on it. Drove to work. More expensive parking garage. Come to work. Only lawyer. Look at my list of things to do… yu...


Grumble grumble grumble Woke up this morning… several times. Came in to work… totally empty office. Muse comes in shortly after and actually says, “Where is everybody?” I have no idea. I chec...


The word “Fantasy” in four different world languages. I find the similarities interesting since those are not at all languages that share a common “umbrella.” You have Slavic, Germanic, Romanti...


and what do you get? Another day older and deeper in debt. So, as can be/should be understood… my body is super unhappy. Like… I can feel that old familiar rage deep inside of me that has “no pu...


… to find a man of steel. My body and back are very tight, sore, and in pain. I am slow walking today because of it. I don’t know how much I’ll get done at work. I know that, technically, sinc...


Granted, I’m not in the best moods right now as it is. I am having one of those uniquely Fibro days where… my pain isn’t excruciating or demanding… but sensitive. Like every nerve fiber in my bo...


There are many ways in which I would do things differently were I one of my bosses. But lets pretend that no amount of positive change would have prevented me as employee walking away. After an ...


So… I should have seen this coming… I should have seen this coming from a mile away. I have a few more weeks left at my job. Leaving this job was thoroughly and massively discussed with my wife....


Today is another day that proves several things to me. (1) I need to be getting more sleep than I am. Hopefully, that can be addressed during my “Self-Care Break.” (2) I don’t mind driving to Am...


There are some things that happen equally in Prosecution and Defense. However, how you respond to them demonstrates perfectly the kind of person you are. For example: losing a case. As a Prosecu...


So, this Monday may be my worst on record! Last night after getting home late-ish from the Work Event, it was off to bed. I slept until about 12:14 a.m. Couldn’t get back to sleep. Went into...


I like how I can write things like my last entry and get responses. Agree, disagree, at least usually the responses aren’t venomous trashy ad hominem illogical bullshit. And I seriously appreci...


This weekend, I have had two male colleagues and 1 female colleague tell me “With the success of Fifty Shades, clearly women fantasize about men with wealth and power dominating them. But try it...


This weekend, I have had two male colleagues and 1 female colleague tell me “With the success of Fifty Shades, clearly women fantasize about men with wealth and power dominating them. But try it...


I am going to be far happier when Work doesn’t get to claim any of my Weekend time! I did get to hang with friends a bit. I did watch the first two full seasons of Dragon Ball Z abridged. I did...


(Picking up from the entry that was eaten as the site went down) With Prosebox down, that is… difficult. I don’t want to be a whiny bitch about it because I pay nothing for this service. I have...


I have a feeling that the best way forward with this today will be to simply keep it open all day and add to it as time goes on. I woke up on time today, felt too much pain, said “fuck it” and w...


This would have been a simple edit inclusion on a recent entry but I opted for a different path. This evening ended with the perfect reasons to (1) get out and (2) expect surprise and difficulty ...


I did NOT want to get out of bed today. Exhausted. Pained. Just… not at all interested in going to work. Dragged myself out of bed. Discovered I was not the first person in the office today ...


So, there is a holy shit for political and a holy shit for professional here. (1) Holy Shit for Political. I know that Sean Hannity isn’t news. Other people don’t… and that makes me sad. But h...


So… my head is a weird place right now. It is usually a weird place but… even more so right now. Like… I’m feeling anxiety… just from the idea of what I’m about to do. Because “self love” and “...


The city this morning is covered in white. The first time since 2015 that more than 3 to 5 inches of snow accumulated. Which of course makes it difficult to really do much of anything unless yo...


I don’t know if this is an entry or creative writing. I don’t much care either way, actually. It just.... complicates where I put this. The snow continues. MASSIVE (unbelievably massive) cra...